Dear Mom,
Okay, look. I'm not really good with this type of thing, alright? I mean, the only reason i have the guts to write this is the fact that you'll never read it, cause you never visit . This may surprise you, but i really do love you, even though i don't say it a lot. I just wanted to say i'm sorry.
I'm sorry that i constantly act lazy, even though i know i'm doing it, i just choose not to care.
I'm sorry that i smile, pull a blank face, roll my eyes, or am rude in general every time you scold me for something that i know i did wrong.
I'm sorry that i've had you stressed for, what? Two - three years? Yeah, well, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry i never listen to your advice or my own, and don't show enough determination to do things thoroughly.
I'm sorry that i chew you out in public, saying awful things about you that aren't true.
I'm so, so, so sorry for lying to you, i hate it, you hate it, but i still do it nonetheless.
All in all, i'm sorry for being such a pain. Don't you start, i KNOW i am.
But every time i am being that pain, you always tell me i can do it, that i'm clever enough, and i believe you. There are only a few people who can successfully pull me out of a funk, and you are definitely one of them.
I love you, mom.
I always will.
I always have.
Forever,
Your Daughter.