Makoto is already at the diner as I arrive. I sit across from him in a booth, taking in his subtle features. No one speaks.
In the silence I take a moment to appreciate him. His slim body, built up from swimming was bigger, but still not as seductive as Rins, his big, bright green eyes. Hypnotizing. He seems so happy to see me. It's hard for me to say I'm attracted to him, I don't want to be. And yet thinking about the other night in the locker room stirs hints of arousal in me. God damnit.
He seems to like me enough, and Rin ignoring me is awful. But do I really want to do this?
"Sssssooooooooooo…." Makoto says fiddling with his fork.
He is pretty cute, but this is getting awkward. Say something,stupid!
"Hey-" , We both speak at the same time. There is a second of awkward silence before he laughs. I grin a little.
Makoto is cute when he laughs, the way his hair falls around his face, or the way his muscles…
No. Not now… It can't be… I look down at my lap and blush. I have a hard on for Makoto. What the fuck?
This will never do. I put a napkin in my lap and try to ignore it. I glance up at Makoto, he looks worried, shit.
"Listen haru, i want to apologize for-" I cut him off by kicking him under the table. Bringing up the locker room is not going to help my situation.
"Ow! Haru that hurt." He whines with a fake smile.
He is always deceiving, smiling, pretending to care, but does he really?
Does Makoto care about me? Does Rin? I don't know.
All I know is a have a boner for the boy across from me, and those puppy eyes are not helping. This needs to be taken care of.
I walk around the booth and sit next to him, so close I'm practically in his lap.
"You can hurt me back if you want?" I whisper and bite his ear.
He blushes and stutters,
"D-don't joke around like that!" and blushes deeper.
I have no idea what I'm doing.
My body wants Makoto, but my heart wants Rin. So do I think with my heart, or do I think with my dick? Well right now my dick is bit more demanding so I'm going with that.
Makoto is staring at me like I'm on exhibit. I grab his hand and pull him out of the booth.
"We're leaving" I say as i pull him out the door and he stumbles to keep up.
I know how to forget Rin, hell it's how we first fucked.