Disclaimer: I have not used any of the Star Trek characters, but the alien species in my story don't belong to me. For that matter, Jala and Sisma don't belong to me either since they are my friends' screen names.

A/N: As a reminder, this weird version of Star Trek is based on my life, so there's no telling what will happen because life is unpredictable.

Ode to A Starship by Lina Shay

Chapter Sixteen: The Cost of Time

Time was an Altrean slug crawling across the bulkhead an inch an hour. It was killing me. I must have checked if I had any messages from the outpost every hour or so. It didn't help that I had no work those days and I had nothing at all to do except stare at my computer console and wait. I was beginning to doubt if he would ever contact me. I had to start thinking of second choices if he said no.

Jala kept saying, "If he doesn't contact you by tomorrow, you have to hail him."

I did not want to hail him. If he had trouble answering to a message, a hail would be excruciating. I couldn't imagine how awkward it would be for me to hail him just hear him say, "Oh, I forgot to tell you. I'm married to this random chick on Vulcan so dating would be a bad idea." Not that he would put it exactly like that.

Two days from when I sent the message, at about seventeen hundred hours- which felt like about seventeen hundred hours instead of two days- the computer notified me that I had a message. I ran over to my computer console instantly and yelled, "Play it!"

"Lt, Shay," Ston began. "Saturday is an acceptable day for a social engagement. If you are lacking in ideas, I have been informed that nearby Starbase, Deep Space 4, has an excellent selection of cuisines. Or, if it would please you, I have the ability to prepare Plomeek soup quite satisfactorily. I would have to import a Plomeek tree from Vulcan considering that replications of the soup are a disgrace. If you wish it, I will do so. Until our next communication, live long and prosper."

Was it just my imagination or did he seem almost excited, in a Vulcan way?

I wanted to go tell Jala that moment. As I started off to her quarters, Hitchcock happened by.

"Hey, Lina," he greeted with a smile.

I nodded in his direction.

"Have you given anymore thought to that vedek deal?" He asked.

"A little," I shrugged. "I'm afraid time may be running out before I decided. How old is too old to begin the training?"

"I wouldn't know," he said indifferently. "Where are you headed?"

"Just here," I told him, pointing to Jala's door.

"Oh, ok," He muttered. "See ya."

Hitchcock continued down the hall. I shook my head, unsure of him. I pushed the door tone and waited. Nothing.

"Computer, where's Jala?" I asked.

"Lt. Comm. Jala is on the bridge."

I groaned. That meant she was on duty. I had to wait to tell her that Ston said yes. Who could I tell, though. I needed to tell someone. I decided that I could talk to Manda, so I went back to my quarters and hailed her aboard the Cheney. I waited for a moment and then she came on my screen.

"Lina!" She exclaimed excitedly. "What have you been up to?"

"Nothing," I shrugged. "Has Jala talked to you?"

"About the date thing?" She asked. "Yeah, I'm so excited."

"That's good," I responded. Her smile was becoming contageous. "I've got a date for it."

"Really, who?" Manda asked.

"His name is Ston," I told her. "I met him a while back in the academy. He started randomly emailing me while ago. Since we're orbiting his outpost, I decided to ask him."

"That's cool," she replied. "Ston? Is that Vulcan?"

"Yup," I muttered.

"Like them exotic, don't you?" Manda teased.

"You're the one who agreed to date a human," I reminded.

Manda shrugged, still smiling.

"You're dad's a vedek, right?" I asked, taking on a more serious air.

Manda nodded.

"How old is too old to start the process?"

"Of becoming a vedek?" Manda retorted. "It's limitless. You can start whenever you like."

"Good," I sighed. "I've been worrying that I had to make a decision soon. I feel better that I don't."

"Thinking of entering the Vedek Order?" Manda asked.

"Sort of," I shrugged.

"Don't worry about the decision," Manda insisted. "If the prophets want you to be a vedek, you'll know."

I would just know. That was a comforting thought. Because I didn't currently know for sure, I guessed the prophets didn't want me to be a vedek. At least, not yet.