Shout out to Arrow-chan3 for making me feel better as I wrote this story!

Now let's get this over with T^T

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Aisha's P.O.V PAST

As I watched him walk away, I bit my lip as I tried to hold back my tears. What was elsword thinking? I needed him by my side. My brain told me to tell him something, but I held my breath and said not a word. I couldn't hold it back anymore. I eventually let all of my sadness out.

The others in the Elgang came and magically found me in my sadness. They continuously asked if I was okay, but I never told them the truth. I kept hiding my sadness behind a mask that showed I was happy. I never planned to tell them what was going on with me and Elsword, but I feel like that would come back to haunt me in the future.

And trust me. It did.

Aisha's P.O.V, Present

I came downstairs onto the couch and just relaxed. It's been a few weeks without Elsword being here, and I was missing him like crazy. I never talked about the sword he gave me and the string that I haven't removed ever since he gave it to me. It shall always remain on my finger. Even though I was glad we kept our promises... the fact that he wasn't here bothered me. Even though it has been weeks without him. It's like a piece of my heart has been removed.

Rena, Aka, bitch face, came downstairs and sat right next to me and took the remote. I scooted over and sighed as she took control over the T.V.

"So Aisha," She lightly laughed," how's it like without your lover?"

Lover? Was she insane? I didn't love Elsword... did I?

No..there was no way I loved Elsword. I might've missed him, but I didn't love him. I was confused.. I felt like I did, but I didn't.

I spoke with hesitation in my voice," I don't...l...love Elsword. We are nothing. We are just good friends. You on the other hand, doing Raven 24/7... that's a lover."

She looked angry as hell when I said that. It looks like I hit a nerve. Oh well. She messes with my emotions a lot anyways.

"Whats wrong," I laughed," can't handle someone when a person hurts you? Well bitch-chan, you are as rude as hell anyways. So it wouldn't matter."

She laughed like a maniac for a few seconds. I looked at her as if she was crazy. She stopped after a few moments and just looked at me with this weird... psychopathic stare.

"You must be out of your mind to ever say my name in vain," She said as she scooted closer to me," that's probably the reason why Elsword left your sorry ass."

I have been rude lately... I doubt it was because of me though... He would've told me I was being rude, or so I think... I bit my lip and she laughed again.

"Nothing to say, hm? Looks like I hit someone deep~ You're one to talk Aisha. And what's with that dagger you kept in your room? Why does it glow purple? You get that from Satan or something?"

I looked at her and sighed. She sounded like a real dumbass... Satan... really? I laughed a little because she was fucking hilarious.

That's when I noticed when the others came down and heard us talking about the dagger.

Chung asked," Yeah, that dagger has been sitting there on your night stand for weeks... What purpose does it serve? And why do you have that string tied around your finger? You trying to remember something? I can help you with that-"

" I don't want to talk about it."

Everyone looked at me in shock. I sat up on the couch and averted my gaze towards the floor.

Raven pushed Rena over a little an sat next to me, rubbing my shoulder. He spoke with a calm and concerning voice," Aisha... we're here for you... at least I am. Can you tell us why you are keeping that dagger and string?"

I shook my head and began to cry. I couldn't tell them. It was too painful for me.

I ran upstairs and into my room. I locked the door so no one could bother me and I cried myself to sleep.

Elsword... Come back to me. I can't handle this...

And there ya have it.

See ya~!