Okay this one gets a little steamy, far warning. Again, Comments and suggestions are wonderful.
Disclaimer: These characters are not mine.
(New memory)
"I love you so much." I heard in my half dream state. And then I feel a few light kisses on my lips. "Your so beautiful. Your my angel. I love you." And Jared kisses me again. This is his new favorite way to wake me. Which I don't mind at all. It's better then how Jamie would just throw things at me. I feel more kisses and try to hide a smile and act asleep, so I get more love. And fail, because Jared laughs quietly and kisses me again slightly harder then before and whispers in my ear "Mel, I know your awake you can stop the act. Come on wake up." I hear the smile in his voice.
"But if I wake up you'll stop. So... No." I say. Still with my eyes closed.
"Mel, Love, please open your eyes. I swear I'll still kiss you. I'll kiss you so much you'll want me to stop." He whispers in my ear. And it's a few seconds before I can think. And I just tell him the truth
"I'll never want you to stop." And I open my eyes to see his beautiful face inches from mine. His kisses me even harder then before. Like he is trying to crush me into him so I will always be safe. And I know he must have had a nightmare about loosing me last night. It happens some times. But it's normally with me. I'll dream that he was never real or that he is gone, that he leads the seekers back to me and Jamie like my dad did when he was taken. Remembering all these dreams makes me pull him closer to me too. Even though that's not possible. Since we are so close we could be counted as one.
He pulls away. Because he still says that I'm too young and asks me "Are you hungry?" I smile at him "Yes but not for breakfast. For you." I say and rap my arms around him again. And he smiles even wider saying "Dear god, I love you!" And rolls on top of me and starts kissing my neck. "Lucky me." He laughs. I just lay there since I'm too overwhelmed with pleaser and love to do anything else. We kiss till we both are out of breathe. And he pulls away rolling off of me because he doesn't want to do "anything I'll regret". But I know I would never regret it so I roll on top of him kissing his neck gently and slowly. Moving up to kiss his ear and whisper lightly "I love you so much. Please." He knows what I mean. And just sighs. So I kiss along his jaw line and up to his lips. And kiss them fiercely, Challenging him. And his hands fly from his sides where he was trying to keep them and hold me tightly to him. He returns the passion I gave him and I moan purposefully but also not on purpose. I knew I was going to make him suffer or give in to what I wanted. He begins to kiss my neck again and I put my mouth right next to his ear and softly moan and whimper for him. He laughs and lets me go to look at my face and says "You are evil! Are you trying to torture me?" He smiles. And I nod and say "I'm trying to make you give in."
He sighs again. "Mel. I've told you. I want you to really be sure this is what you want. Trust me. This is a big thing. And I was stupid and gave mine to someone else. When I was only a little older than you. And I can't tell you how much I wish I had saved it. Saved it for you. I love you so much."
"I love you too. And I-" and someone is knocks on the door. Well not someone there is only one person it could be.
"Hey. Can I come in?" Jamie asks. He had learned that he should knock because there was one day when he walk in on a major make out. And no one appreciated it.
I was about to say no but Jared says to him
"Yeah. Sure come on in man."
And looks at me smiling evilly. I glare at him. And he just laughs and pulls me into his chest. - Jared and I try not to be to romantic around Jamie but have decided that for our sanity we can lightly kiss and cuddle.- But he still groans. And says "You said it was cool to come in!" Jared laughs and says. "It is cool we are both fully clothed and not sucking each others faces off." I laugh. "Anyway what's up?" He asks him. And Jamie is clearly embarrassed by this while situation and just says "I was going to ask if you guys wanted breakfast." We both nod. And Jared says "Sure. Lets go see what we have." He picks me up, stands and starts carrying me to the Kitchen. I giggle resting me head on his shoulder and say "You know I can walk perfectly fine, Right?" He laughs and says "No. This floor is cold and your not wearing socks or shoes. And what kind of boyfriend would I be if I let you walk bare foot on a cold floor?" He jokes and kisses my forehead. Jared always loves to baby me and acts like I'm made of china. And since I have basically been Jamie's mother for the past few years I let him. It's fun at times. And he said he feels it's a way he can show how much he loves me.
(End)