Sorry this isn't an update. I've lost hope for this story. But before I lost hope I was dealing with a lot of shit. School became my out for my stress and I focused on soccer to get rid of these feelings. However now that school is over I'm having trouble denying them anymore. I realized that I am depressed and I need to take time to myself to fix it. If anyone wants to hear about the worst problems, I'll be happy to vent it out but I'm not doing that where everyone can see. I hope I can get the ideas flowing again for this story but I don't know how many people actually care about this.
The reason I avoided updating was because I didn't want to be one of those authors that put author notes up for chapters, but I realized that not doing that made people that cared about this story want it just like I hate when a story I like doesn't get updated in a while. Sorry for the two months wait and nothing came of it, I just need to focused on myself.
I just want everyone to know that has struggles:
1. The good will come eventually
2. No matter what you think or someone says you ARE loved by someone. Death no matter what the person thinks affects everyone around them
3. You are beautiful, strong and kind no matter what you are important and will do great things.
Keep fighting initiates