At the arena the next day, I felt so sick. Randy had told Stacy that they would "talk". Which I wished wouldn't happen. Tonight was a supershow with both RAW and SMACKDOWN! Superstars, which meant a lot of work and reuniting with my RAW buddies.

"I have a fucking headache, John" I said as I plopped down in a chair in catering. I tossed a bottle of Fiji water and a salad on the table.

"Where's Randy" he asked. I shrugged.

"I'm not his mother, I'm his girlfriend." I said removing the plastic top off of the salad. "But please believe that wherever he is, Stacy will find him"

"You know it's not easy what they're going through"
"And what about me?" I asked ripping the packet of Ranch dressing open. "I'm in this too in case people fucking forgot-" John placed a reassuring hand on mine.

"You deserve a better relationship than this" he said sincerely. "It's not fair what you're going through"

John was wrong. I couldn't get a better relationship than this. Randy was the top and I wasn't going to loose him.
"I just hope things get better" I said placing my fork down and grabbing the water. "And if this is what I have to go through to be with him…then I'm gonna do it" He nodded. "So what's up with you, JC?" I said trying to change the subject.

"Nothin"
"No hot chick's you've hooked up with?" I said raising an eyebrow. He shook his head. "That's hard to believe with all of those fans. They're like, Oh my god he's so hot, John will you marry me? Or just do me for tonight, please…." He laughed. "You got cute dimples" I mentioned. He smiled.

"You got cute everything" he said. I giggled.

"Look who's tryin to spit game- any girl would go for that. So tell me why there's no special lady in my dear John's life?"
"I'm just busy, I guess. The album, the tour, appearances…"
"I know the feeling" I said in between chewing. The salad sucked so I tossed my fork down in anger. "But is there no one who has caught the eye of my dear JC's eye?" He paused and stared at me. I knew there was someone, but who could it be? One of the divas? I squealed. "Tell me"
"No one" he said looking away. I got up and threw my things out.

"Please…" I muttered in fake disgust. "Tell me or else"
"Or else what?" He asked getting up.
"Are you ticklish, John?"

"No" he said quickly.

"Stop lyin" I said starting to tickle him.
"No…fair" he said in between laughs. He started to tickle me.
"John!" I cried in between laughing. "Stop it! Let go of me!"

"What is going on here?" Edge, Adam Copeland, asked coming into catering.

"Nothing was going on" I quipped. He grabbed a bottle of water.

"Didn't look like it, what happened to your little boyfriend, Randy?" he asked.

We'll I guess our relationship wasn't a secret if freaking RAW superstars know about it too.

"Hello, Adam how are you." I said pulling a strand of hair behind my ear ."What happened to your little girl on the side Lita, still giving blow jobs backstage?" I asked placing a hand on my hip. John laughed.

"Oh! Somebody just got played" he said. Adam shot me a look.

"You know we used to be friends, Alexandria" he said teasingly. I started to fake cry.

"Oh my god, no!" I sobbed in between laughs. John was laughing hard as hell. I threw myself over the table. "W…why? Noooooo, I cant live anymore" I wailed.
"Okay drama queen, we're still friends just stop" Edge said.

"I knew it" I said slapping him playfully on the arm. "Oh and wait I said about Lita, I meant it"

"Just go away, I think I prefer not seeing you"

"You know you love me, Adam" I cheered walking out of catering laughing my ass off.

John and I walked around and we eventually ended up at Stacy Keibler's dressing room. I heard Stacy yelling something about loving Randy more than I ever could and I fucking snapped.

STACY'S POV:

I found Randy backstage that night. I took a deep breath. I reminded me of the night we broke up.

"Randy lets talk" I said. He nodded and followed me to my dressing room.

"I've been thinking about you" I paused.

He was thinking about me.

"How are you feeling?"

"I….feel so bad" I cried. He looked at me.

"Stace, I'm so sorry. If I could go back in time, I would change everything" He ran a hand through his short hair. I started to cry.

"Why, Randy, why?"

"I don't know what to say-"
"It was our baby…ours!" I yelled. "You and me, together"

"I feel awful" he said burying his face in his hands.
"And how do you think I feel?" I demanded. "Our child is gone, Randy"

Memories of the day when I had to go to the hospital flashed in my mind. I was extremely sick and I knew it wasn't mourning sickness. Something hurt and it just didn't feel right. I couldn't eat, talk or sleep for weeks after the doctor broke the news to me. I remembered him telling me that I should tell the father and I shook my head and said, 'He doesn't know'. I felt so guilty afterwards, like it was my entire fault.
"Stacey, if I knew at the time I would-"

"Yeah well it's too late for that now isn't it? He or she is gone now!" I covered my face with my hands and started to cry harder. He wrapped his arms around me in an embrace and I felt whole at last. "Don't hate me Randy, please don't. I can't take it. Don't hate the mother of your child"

"I don't hate you Stace"

"Do you love me Randy?" I asked wiping my eyes and looking into his. He froze. "Randy, don't deny what we had…our baby"
"Stacy I can't" he said looking away.
"Did you ever love me?"

"I can't answer that, Stacy" he said. He pulled away from me. "This is really confusing right now, I don't know…"

"I still love you Randy" I said. "I still do" He didn't say anything. He just looked at me sympathetically.

"I care about you, Stace. I don't want to see you like this. I…" he sighed. "Just wish there was something I could do"

"You could tell me you love me" I suggested.

"Stacy"
"You don't have to say it but I know you do"

I tried to search his blue eyes for a hint of what I was looking for.
"Stacy. I can't-"

"Why? Because of Alex? I could love you more than Alex ever could, Randy!"

The door opened and there stood John and Alex.

"Excuse me?" Alex shouted. "Randy, what the fuck?"
"Alex, let's just go" he got up and walked towards her.
"Don't go Randy!" I begged following him to the door.

"Why don't you leave him the fuck alone?" she said. Randy went to grab her hand and she snatched it away. "Don't touch me." She said walking away angrily.

"Baby" Randy said following her down the hall.

John leaned against the door. "Our plan seems to be working just fine"

END OF POV

How sad is this? Stacy's still grieving over her baby. Randy is trying to cope with the situation. Alex is just trying to keep her man and John is watching this and scheming with Stacy to get what they feel is rightfully theirs. Thanks for reading. Please review. Muahzz!