Warnings : Explicit sex scene, language
V.
Without a word, they look at each other. Kalinda bites her lower lip. Smiles. Puts both her hands behind her back, comes close enough to Alicia their bodies can touch. Then she whispers :
«- Just with my tongue… »
Alicia closes her eyes while a hot shiver is roaming all over her body. She can barely breath, hardly think.
Then their lips brush very softly against each other. Discovering, tasting and trembling at the same time. When there are no secrets left for each other, and only then, their tongues meet. At this very moment, Kalinda starts whimpering quietly against Alicia's mouth, against her whole body. At this very moment, Alicia feels like she's losing control. And for once in her life, she feels like she doesn't need to keep it. She appreciates the feeling of being guided by passion. Or perhaps it's craziness. It makes her smile against Kalinda's half opened mouth.
Then, Kalinda snaps up Alicia's lower lip and starts sucking it slowly. And bites it a little hard. Without warning she slides from gentle kiss to a burning one. Alicia can't prevent a moan and a fuck from escaping her lips. Melted pain and excitement makes her jump and come closer to Kalinda. Kalinda who is smiling against the bruised and wet lip. She gently licks where her teeth were a second ago. Alicia squeezes her body against Kalinda's, locks her arms around her waist and lets them tumble on the bed.
It's like a fall in slow motion. Like when time suspends its course to match with the rhythm of a song we love. Nothing else exists or matters. They are entwined so tightly that only the colors of their skins can distinguish them.
Methodically, hands still crossed in her back, Kalinda's tongue and lips start their journey across Alicia's skin. It starts with a lobe, and the hot and talented tongue traces a path along a trembling jaw, a soft neck, a tensed shoulder. Then the other lobe, the other shoulder, the neck again. She doesn't stop until she discovers this little spot on her throat that makes Alicia whimper every time she puts her lips on it. She takes time to lick or suck every parcel of the pale skin. She looks up at Alicia sometimes, just to appreciate the trembling eyelids and the pink cheeks. Occasionally, she lets a soft breath of contentment escape her mouth. Once she can't help but moan at the sight of Alicia's mouth, opened on a silent ecstasy. Hands behind her back, she never uses anything but her mouth…
Alicia's hands are tangled in her hair. It's something she tolerates and likes only because it's for and with Alicia. The long fingers hook on black curls, pull them to express appreciation and property. As Kalinda's tongue ventures nearer to her breasts, she feels a loud groan rising in her throat. Kalinda's half parted lips surround a nipple. She does nothing more than brushing with her tongue. It's rather a thrill than a real touch. But it's enough to make the pale body arch against hers. Then she uses her teeth, nibbling gently to make Alicia swear. Because a fuck in Alicia's hoarse and breathless voice is probably the most erotic thing that has been given toher to hear.
After less than 10 minutes, Alicia is excited beyond the explainable. Beyond the bearable actually. And without Kalinda touching her with something else than her mouth or somewhere else than her upper body. She's vaguely aware she's lost control of everything. Only Kalinda matters, only this tongue is significant.
When Kalinda rests her wet mouth on a shivering hip, after what seems like hours of sweet torture, Alicia is so lost for reality that she doesn't know how she can manage to say in a breath :
« -Kalinda…Please touch me…with your hands… »
Kalinda leaves the pale hip with regrets and sits on the bed. Without the weight of her body against hers, Alicia is almost cold. She opens her eyes to see Kalinda holding outher hand to help her withsitting up. She says, emotions in her voice :
« - Wait… »
She leaves the bed to get the shoe box on the sofa. When she comes back she says with the same strange tone she herself never heard before :
« -Get up »
Once standing, Alicia feels dizzy. She's like tipsy from Kalinda's mouth. And she's cold. And on second thought, she wants her so badly, even a few inches away from her, she misses Kalinda. So much it hurts.
Kalinda kneels in front of her. She grabs her panties and lets her finger slide them along her legs with sweetness. Her fingers, deprived for too long from the pale skin, can't help stroking her demanding thighs and calfs. With one hand and much care, she spreads Alicia's legs. Alicia's shaking legs.
Kalinda opens the box and takes out the harness. She starts tying its leather ribbons around Alicia's waist and thighs. She's like hypnotised. She watches Kalinda's finger moving with dexterity, caressing and expert at the same time. The contrast of the red leather on her pale skin is tantalizing, bewitching. Now thatshe's wearing it, it's less impressive but so much more erotic. Although, Kalinda's fingers are trembling a little on the last red laces she's tightening, and her breath is much more laborious. When she's done, she steps aside to watch Alicia, carefully avoiding her gaze. And biting her lip feverishly. She says in a low voice :
« Sit on the bed »
Alicia complains. Kalinda, on her knees again, spreads gently Alicia's legs and slips her body between them. She grabs the dildo and places it on the harness. Once it's set, she caresses it for a while, absently. Then, she finally raises her eyes to look at Alicia. Neither of them ever felt so much desire. It's obvious in the way they are shivering in a perfect match. Kalinda finally says :
« -There. I'm ready to touch you now. »
As if time was in slow motion for the second time today, Kalinda puts a strand of hair behind her ear. Her fingers slip for the very first time on Alicia's sex, captive between two leather ribbons. Her lips make a perfect O. And then, just before time takes its normal course back, she takes the silicon toy in her mouth.
Alicia's head switches back while her mouth emits a sound between a deep moan and a wild cry. Kalinda slides two fingers inside Alicia. The feeling is so strong it makes her close her eyes. Back and forth, with her fingers, her mouth, her tongue. Is it because Kalinda's tongue was all over her body for hours that she feels like her mouth is really around her ? Even if what Kalinda is sucking is not her body nor her skin… And yet…
Kalinda slides another finger inside Alicia's wet and hot sex. Her free hand is tensed against her wide opened inner thigh. Her nails will probably leave bruises for days. Alicia's hips are guiding her : stronger, further, faster. Alicia finally says in a breath she doesn't have :
« -Kalinda…I'm gonna come. »
Her legs wrap around Kalinda, preventing her from stopping, forcing her to continue for hours even if she can't handle it. Kalinda wants to whisper in her ear Come, Come… She's so tensed all her muscles are trembling violently, inside, outside, everywhere.
« -Kalinda…Please…Oh fuck… »
Her upper body falls on the bed, shaken with spasms. She mutters Kalinda's name, and sobs incoherent words. Kalinda straightens, slowly withdraws her mouth and fingers and crawls to take Alicia's wet body against hers. She doesn't speak, she barely thinks.
For a long time, chills are roaming all over Alicia's body. According to the brightness in the room, several hours have passed since they were last wearing clothes. And since this morning, probably many lives…
Alicia opens her eyes like after a long sleep. She sees Kalinda near her. She can feel her small body undulating against hers. Deep inside, she feels how much she wants to please this woman. As if it was a quest or something stronger. Alternately, she looks at Kalinda, at her bright lips, her golden skin, her trembling hands, and her eyes. Her black eyes shining in the semi darkness. She moves her hand around Kalinda's neck and draws her against her mouth.
She kisses her with tenderness. As if it was not the old Kalinda anymore. The distant and almost cold one. She kisses her like you usually kiss a Lover. She kisses her as if she was hers.
She grabs her hips and draws her above her belly. She looks at her. They look at each other. In Alicia's eyes there is something looking like the quintessence of pleasure. In Kalinda's, there is only Alicia's reflection, saying softly :
« -Come…On me »
Without quitting Alicia's eyes, Kalinda takes off the panties she forgot existed until now. She places her opened legs on either side of the dildo. Alicia takes it in her hands, it's still wet with Kalinda's saliva. The feeling is so intense she could swear it's an extension of herself. She's absolutely sure she can remember the squeeze of Kalinda's mouth and teeth and lips and tongue on it. She guides the sex toy at the entrance of Kalinda's sex and gives a light pressure of her hips to start penetrating her. As it enters slowly inside her, Kalinda's whimpers become louder and she bites her lower lip harder. Alicia is hypnotized. She moves her pelvis gently, making slow circles with her hips. Once and Kalinda rejects her upper body back. Twice and she moans Alicia's name with disinhibition. Thrice and she murmurs with a hoarse voice :
« -Oh… Mon Amour… »
Alicia's brain can't treat this with words. It's too much. She can just put her hands on each side of Kalinda's body. Not to guide her, just to feel her waist arching and her hips creating a rhythm. She doesn't move, she feels. She feels Kalinda's moves, she feels like she's inside her with her skin, her own sex. She says in a low voice :
« -Straighten up…I want to see you. »
Kalinda obeys. The waves in her muscles and on her skin engrave in Alicia's mind, so much she's breathless. She watches Kalinda's breasts growing hard, her dark nipples shivering, the golden skin shivering. She takes Kalinda's hand and puts it on her sex. Then she murmurs :
« -Caress yourself. Just for me… »
Kalinda's hard body moves and shakes faster while she masturbates. Her mouth is half opened on a silent plea. Her thighs, around Alicia, are tensed. Alicia says in a moan :
« -Look at me, please… »
Kalinda opens her eyes. Her hips swing for another minute against Alicia's body, almost violently. Then she comes. Swearing, whimpering Alicia's name. One syllabe at a time. But repeating them indefinitely. She finally collapses against Alicia. She's holding her so close to her she can feel her inner thighs throbbing and all her body with them.
Alicia caresses the dark and wet skin. Until Kalinda resumes a regular breathing. Neither does she feel strong enough, nor she want to open her eyes. Kalinda is omniscient. The rest, the life, can wait.
They fall asleep closely entwined. Alicia didn't get rid of the harness but it doesn't matter. Kalinda took off the dildo just before falling asleep. Just for them to be as close as possible to each other. They will wake up Sunday in the late morning, in a room bathed in light and love.
While they are asleep, a silver lining of the moon shines on the two pieces of paper resting on the floor near the bed. On both second lines of the lists, is written exactly the same word.
Happiness