Chapter 5- Pennies
"Ray, we need to talk," Isabel said as she set down her cup of tea.
"Bout what Izzy?" Ray said as he watched Isabel run a hand through her hair.
"I can't do this," Isabel said as she gestured to herself and Ray "I won't give up our friendship for a little personal pleasures."
"Izzy…" Ray started but Isabel put her hand up.
"How'd you expect me to react," Isabel said with her hands on her hips "I mean seriously Ray, we have known each other for years. What did you expect?"
"I don't know Izzy," Ray said "I fucked up I know."
"Yea you don't need me to tell you that," Isabel said and ran a hand through her hair "Jesus Ray, you have any idea what situation you put me in?" she then gestured to the door "Just get…out Ray."
"Izzy, doll listen.." Ray started.
"OUT!" Isabel yelled silencing Ray as he looked broken and Isabel had to look away before she turned back and Ray saw a bullet between her eyes and she dropped to the ground.
"Izzy!" Ray yelled as he ran to her fallen body.
Ray shot up in as he looked around and saw Isabel silently sleeping on her stomach with her face away from him. Ray ran a hand over his face before falling back to the pillows. "Jesus," he then took a deep breath and felt the bed shift a little.
"Ray?" Isabel groaned and rolled over "What's wrong?" and reached out and touched Ray's chest before she pulled herself into his side "You can tell me,"
"Go back to sleep Izzy," Ray said as he gently placed his hand on her head and turned his head so he has his face in her hair and took in a scent of vanilla.
"I was," Isabel said groggy as she passed back out.
Ray looked over at the clock and saw it read 4 am so he tried to close his eyes and get some more sleep. However, now Ray wasn't so sure if he wanted to tell Isabel what happened. He wasn't sure if his dream would be what happened, and if it was, he couldn't lose Isabel.
Isabel woke a few hours later and found herself tangled with Ray in her bed. She blinked and saw the clock read 8 am. Carefully Isabel untangled herself from Ray and quietly padded to the kitchen since her stomach had started to rumble.
"I'm hungry…" she mumbled to herself as she opened her cabinets and just stared at them "What to make….lazy person's way," she then shut the cabinets and walked over to the frig and took out her food from the night before and put it in the microwave, "Leftovers are awesome," she then let out a content sigh as she took a deep breath of the food cooking "Food porn."
"Porn? Didn't know you were into that Izzy," Ray said coming over to her as she quickly turned around.
"Did I wake you?" Isabel said "You look like crap Ray, and tired."
"Yea," Ray said and rubbed his face "Izzy…."
"Ray?" Isabel said with a tilt of her head as her food dinged in the microwave.
"Never mind doll," Ray said as Isabel just looked at Ray with questions in her mind as she then turned and took her food out of the microwave.
"Uh huh," Isabel said as put the food in the counter "Want some it's enough for us both."
"Yea," Ray said as they started to eat in silence.
Well this is just great, Isabel thought to herself as she took a bite of chicken, Awkward silence, maybe I won't bring it up…yea no that would be bad. Do not do it Isabel keep your mouth shut.
"Izzy, about yesterday," Ray started as she moved a piece of dark brown hair out of her eyes and looked at him and he rubbed his face and let out a frustrated groan.
"Ray, forget about it alright," Isabel said as she smiled at him but was really cringing on the inside.
"Izzy that's not what.." Ray started
"Ray, babe, you moved so much in the bed last night something is bothering you. I know it's really big and probably has to do with yesterday," Isabel said as she reached out and gently stroked his cheek "Don't have mouth diarrhea and blurt shit out if you ain't ready, okay? You know I still got your back."
"You too good to me Izzy," Ray said with a smile.
"Someone has to be," she said with a smile "Now let's finished this bitchen food, you get home take a shower and go be Ray motherfucking Donovan. Alright?"
"Alright," Ray agreed and Isabel gave him a soft smile.
By the time Ray left Isabel went on her couch, screamed into her pillow, and kicked her legs on the couch.
"Fuck FUCK FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK," Isabel yelled into her pillow "God fricken damnit nug loving piece of horse cow shit fucking dog ponies."
Isabel then threw the pillow and flopped on her back in her apartment, and let out a deep sigh. "I official…hate my life," she then put an arm over her face and sniffled "You will not cry damn it Isabel," she then felt some tears dripping down "Isabel Jeanette Monty, get your shit together. You will put your big girl panties on and get your shit done. Heal your face, heal your body and get your shit together."
Isabel then got off the couch and headed to the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror. Her eyes were red and crying made her blue eyes stand out more as she wiped the tears and snot away. "Isabel, get your crap together. You do not cry over stupid shit….but this was stupid shit….Ugh, fuck this. Damnit, why am I so stupid. Suck it up, Lock it up Lock it up Isabel." She then took a face cloth, wiped her face, and let out a small content sigh as the cool water met her hot face. "Ray is friend, who happened to have a weak spot. Leave it at that, if it was something more, well then I am fucked so hard I should have been pounded into the ground sideways." She let out a deep breath and closed her eyes, "Fuck you Ray Donovan and your fineness….and your ass….and your goddamn voice which makes my lady parts tingle…I am so screwed," she said as she opened her eyes and looked at herself in the mirror. "So fucking screwed."
A few weeks passed and Isabel was able to put the 'situation' as she called it on the back burner for now. She had healed up nicely and was now working with Roger at the new hospital, where everyone was a lot nicer and Isabel could actually do her job of being a nurse. Her and Ray went on like nothing amidst had happened between them and she was thankful for it since she wasn't sure what she would do.
"How you doing foxy momma," Roger said as he sat across from Isabel as he put his food tray down and Isabel had taken a bite from her sandwich.
"Good," Isabel said as she smiled at him. Isabel had told Roger and Mac what happened and they along with their friend Captain Morgan, helped her forget about it, if only for a little while.
"So Mac and me are having a movie marathon tonight and you are coming women," Roger said as he took a bite of his burger "Don't make me throw you over my shoulder because I will."
"You just want my boobs against your chest," Isabel said as she laughed.
"…Okay that is true," Roger said.
"What is it with gay men and boobs," Isabel said with a shake of her head "I know it's probably not all but damn you guys are obsessed with them."
"They are just fun to play with," Roger said "And man boobs not so attractive, so if ever you need someone to hold them just ask."
"I got it taken care of babe," Isabel said with a laugh as her phone rang "Hello sweet-thang,"
"Do you ever work Izzy," Ray said on the phone with a chuckle in his voice.
"Only at night," Isabel said as Roger gave her a crude gestured and she smacked him under the table. "What do you need Ray?"
"Can you look into what happened at the downtown garage for me doll, I will owe you," Ray said and Isabel just shook her head and smiled and Roger gave her a shit-eating grin.
"No problem Ray," Isabel said "I will call you after my lunch is almost over."
"Oh yea you got that new job," Ray said "Like it better?"
"You bet," Isabel said with a smile "later Ray."
"Bye Izzy," Ray said and hung up the phone.
"When are you going to ride that man like you never ridden before," Roger said and Isabel just gave him a look. "Fine, fine I get it sugar."
"I can't deal with it at the moment," Isabel said and sighed "I am already fucked up at the moment, I don't need to add to the shit storm."
"Hey Roger, hello Isabel," Dan said as he walked over to them.
"Hey Danny boy," Roger said and then turned to Isabel "I will see you after work," he then got up and left.
"How you doing Isabel?" Dan said as she got up and they walked to the trash can and she threw her stuff away.
"Good, thanks for asking Dan," Isabel said and gave him a smile. Dan was a handsome man, tall, dark hair, a little scruff and had some killer blue eyes that you could look into all day. "I heard you had some trouble in paradise."
"No kidding," he said as he chuckled which was deep and rich "Lysate can't make up her mind and its driving me insane."
"I can see that," lsabel said with a laugh as Dan hung his head.
"I go for crazy girls," he said and turned to Isabel, "See you around Isabel," he then put a hand on her shoulder and left down the hall before turning around and turning back to her "By the way tell Roger if he calls me Danny boy again, I will put glue on his seat."
"Will do," Isabel said and laughed as she waved bye and headed back to work.
Isabel was sitting in her apartment after working hacking away for Ray getting what he needed. She had no time to do it at work once a rush came in. She has never seen so many winey people about the stupid shit before, a lot of them were fine and they distracted everyone from the people who needed help. Once she got what she needed she sent it to Lena and headed to her bedroom to get changed for the night. She was exhausted just as the doorbell rang and she groaned. She forgot movie night. She went to the door and opened it and saw Mac and Roger standing there.
"We'd figured you forgot and brought it to you," Mac said as she noticed Isabel only had a long shirt on "Oh sexy."
"I'm so sorry you guys," Isabel said as they moved to the living room and Roger started to put the movie in.
"We know, don't worry about it," Roger said as he got the movie in and joined Mac and Isabel on the couch.
"Oh before I forget," Mac said with a smile and put a package on Isabel's lap "for you my dear."
"I'm scared," Isabel said as she looked at the package.
"Bitch open it," Mac said frowning and she slowed opened it up "A little Ray for you."
"You are fucking kidding me," Isabel said as she pulled out a dildo and looked at Mac "You have got to be fucking kidding me," she then looked at Roger "seriously!"
"Yes," both Mac and Roger said.
"You really need to loosen up a little or go and be a one night stand," Roger said "Ever since your little couch-escapade, with Ray you are so badly wound up, you need to get some of it out."
"So literally go and fuck yourself," Mac said "After we watch this movie of course, unless you want to demonstrate to us," Isabel then hit him with the dildo "You hit me with a penis!"
"It's not like it hasn't happened before," Roger said as he turned the TV on and Isabel let out a laugh.
A few more weeks passed and Isabel would not admit it but Mac and Roger were right, she was wound up and needed something, not like she was going to admit it to them. Isabel was lounging around her apartment since it was her day off. She had on short shorts and a tank and decides she should probably stretch and go for a run, which she hasn't done in a while. She had her legs apart so she was a triangle and touched her hands to the ground as her legs stayed straight as she bent over. She did not hear the door open as she turned and went to one leg.
"Izzy," Ray's voice said as she turned her head and saw that Ray had a perfect view of her ass "Nice view."
"Ha ha," Isabel said as she stood up and turned to Ray with a smile "What's up Ray?"
"I brought you something," he said and held up a chinse food bag. "Your favorite."
"Yum," Isabel said and walked over and too the bag and put it on the counter and opened it "It smells so good."
"Fresh," Ray said as he watched Isabel walk around in the small shorts and felt the familiar tightness creep into him. "Also I wanted to talk to you."
"Okay," Isabel said as she grabbed two forks and walked back over to Ray before handing him one and opening the food "What is on your mind babe?"
"Abby is pregnant again," Ray said and Isabel stopped mid-way to her mouth "It's not mine."
"What?" Isabel said as she looked at Ray and put her fork down.
"She had me believe it was, till I found out she was fucking some cop in my bed," Ray said and Isabel frowned "I know I'm not perfect, but Jesus fucking Christ my bed." He then ran a hand through his hair.
"Ray.." Isabel started but Ray silenced her.
"Wait, I am also filing for divorce. I mean Izzy I tried everything, she wanted a new house, I got her a new house, she wanted a new car I got her it, but nothing was fucking good enough. No matter what I fucking do it isn't good enough." Ray said and looked away from Isabel "I would have told you sooner but I couldn't, I was a pussy Izzy."
"Ray, you're not a pussy, you own pussy," Isabel said and Ray let out a chuckle before she walked over to him and placed a hand on his cheek. Don't you do it Isabel don't you do it she said to herself "Abby is a rightful bitch who doesn't know what kind of a man she let go." You fucking idiot Isabel. Isabel told herself to shut up. "Don't let her get all of you Ray, she was sucking you dry for years. She isn't happy unless you are miserable."
"Thanks doll," Ray said as Isabel smiled "Also I can do this now and not have to worry."
"Do what…" Isabel started, but was cut off by Ray grabbing her and placed his lips on her silencing her.
Ray pulled back for a second before kissing Isabel and his hand traveled down to her shorts and grabbed on to her butt as she wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him closer. Ray couldn't stand it anymore, he tried to stay away from Izzy but she was a scratch that he couldn't itch, he thought about her for weeks, even when he was with his wife before he found out. He needed Izzy and now he could have her.
Isabel felt herself being picked up and she let out a little squeal telling Ray to put her down because she was heavy and Ray just pinched her butt to silence her and kissed her again. Isabel what are you doing, tell him to stop right now….you stop kissing Ray and tell him to leave and fix his shit with his wife. You be the friend he needs, she thought to herself but then Ray put her on his bed and took his shirt off and Isabel ran her hands up his chest as he pulled her tank top off and went back and kissed her neck. Oh fuck it, she thought again as she felt Ray grinding against her and his rough pants causing more friction for her.
Ray hand his hand down over Isabel's covered breast before moving downward to her shorts where his hands slipped under the fabric and he felt how wet Isabel was. He let out a chuckle and Isabel let out a moan as he stroked her gently before removing her shorts and underwear leaving her in her bra. He pulled back and un buttoned his pants as Isabel removed her bra leaving them both naked.
Before either one of them could over think what they were doing Ray had went back and was over Isabel as he nestled between her legs and grinded against her. Isabel could feel Ray's erection stroking her dripping core and let out another moan as Ray moved his mouth to Isabel's nipple and started to suck as he had his other hand on her hip. Isabel had her back arched and her arms on Ray's shoulder and tightened her legs around him in an attempt to get him inside.
"Excited Izzy," Ray said as he licked her breast and Isabel gave him a glare.
"Oh screw you Ray, like you are one to talk," she said and moved her hand from his should and reached down between them and stroked Ray "Oh aren't you hard, excited?" she whispered in his ear as she began to stroke him and Ray let out a moan.
"You have no idea," Ray said as he reached down and removed Isabel's hand from him and then took his hand that was on her hip and moved her so she was at the tip of his erection, before he pushed deeply into Isabel and she let out a deep moan as her legs tightened around him even more.
Ray started a rhyme with Isabel and kept pumping in and out before he went back to paying close attention to her breast and her neck. Isabel couldn't describe how she was feeling, she couldn't really tell how they went from Chinese food to having sex on her bed and she didn't care. As Isabel was drawing close Ray pulled out and Isabel let out a growl as he flipped them and Isabel was on top before he thrusted up into her and then sat up so she was in his lap and his hands were on her hips guiding her to a rhymed that they both were able to keep.
"Ray," Isabel moaned out as she wrapped her arms around Ray and he stuck his head into her shoulder and she grabbed on to his hair.
"That's it doll," Ray moaned into neck as he started to feel Isabel tighten around him so he took a hand and put it between them and started to stroke her clit so her orgasm was getting closer.
"Uhh Ray, yea, that feels…good," Isabel moaned out as she then screamed Ray name as she orgasmed but Ray was not done yet.
Ray pulled out for a moment before he turned Isabel on her stomach and he started to thrust into her from behind. Isabel still sensitive from her orgasm could feel another one coming as she got up on her elbows and Ray pulled on to Isabel hip and wrapped an arm around her waist as he pounded her into her mattress.
"Rrrrrrraaaaayyyyy," Isabel moaned out as she could feel Ray going faster into her and could feel another orgasm coming to her "harder."
Ray went harder and could feel Isabel almost at her second orgasm and he could feel himself getting close as he went harder and faster into Isabel and grabbed on to her breast and her head went back and Ray started to kiss her neck and could feel Isabel matching him pushing back against him as they both got close. Isabel cried out and Ray moaned her name into her neck as his thrusting started to slow down after they both orgasmed. Ray pulled out of Isabel and laid next to her on the bed as she turned and looked at Ray who just kissed her shoulder and ran his hand over her bare back.
"I think the Chinese food is cold now," Isabel said as she turned her head and looked at Ray who just laughed and pulled Isabel to him.