Ch. 8 Tris' Pov
Three movies later and we both are sprawled out on the couch. His legs are so long that he had to pull the ottoman down by the other end of the couch so he could rest them on it comfortably. We've had so much popcorn that we skipped lunch
"Hey babe what type of pizza do you…" But I stop because once I look up, I see he's sleeping and I have no bone in my body that wants to wake him. He looks so peaceful and young and I don't want to disturb him. I stare at how handsome and relaxed he looks with his full lips slightly parted and his eyes lazily closed. He's too handsome for me to keep my hands off him so my fingertips lightly brush along his strong jawline which has quite a bit of scruff on it from not shaving this morning which makes him even more sexier. Just then my stomach growls and I decide I'll just order a large cheese and let him sleep some more. In order to get off the couch I have to straddle him so I try to do it very carefully, but when I go to move off him two large, strong hands grip my hips and I look down to see Tobias' blue eyes staring back at me.
"Where do you think you're going?" He says in a deep sexy voice filled with sleep which turns me on like crazy.
"I was going to order a pizza. I'm sorry I woke you up." I say and bend down to kiss him, but instead of a quick kiss he deepens it which takes me by surprise. The kiss gets hot real fast and his hands are everywhere. They move to my chest and he looks at me to see if it's okay, but I only kiss him harder. I don't trust my voice at the moment, and I would be lying if I said I wasn't nervous. His hands slip under my sweater and his calloused fingers graze slowly against my bare stomach making me shiver and I let out a shaky breath.
"I'm not going to hurt you." He whispers and I stare into his eyes making him know that he can continue. They gradually make their way up to my bra which he cups with his hands. I arch into his hands surrendering to the pleasure and let out a moan against his lips. He sits up which makes his ever-present, clothed erection hit my clothed sensitive area making us both moan and me even more nervous. He toys the hem of my sweater asking me a silent question and all I can do is nod. He lifts the shirt above my head and throws it somewhere. His eyes drink me in and all I want to do is shrink back. No one has ever looked at me this intense before and it makes me feel wanted and I want him to feel the same way. I'm not used to someone looking atme this up close and personal so I start to shy away, suddenly feeling very self-conscious. He must sense this because he puts his hands on my cheeks and looks dead in my eyes.
"You are beautiful Tris Prior." and I guess that's all I needed to hear because before I even know what I'm doing, my lips are back on his and I'm lifting his shirt over his head. It's my turn to admire his immaculate, chiseled body and another wave of heat flows down to my core. He leans on back onto his arms and just looks at me with dilated pupils. I see his tattoo curling over his shoulders, but I won't ask him about it yet. I'm way too turned on and have a surge of confidence and determination that I plan on using to please my very hot boyfriend even if I'm really freaking nervous. I let out a shaky breath, half from being so turned on and half for being really nervous, and start kissing his neck. I trail wet kisses down to his pecs as my hands trace his sculpted abs. I graze my teeth gently across his nipple and my hands find his V.
"Tris, you don't have to," he says breathlessly, but stops as I unbutton his jeans and slip a hand inside his boxer briefs, immediately brushing the tip of his dick. He's so big by small hand just barely wraps around it. I hear his sharp intake of breath as I start pumping. His head falls back on a moan and I take the moment to kiss his adam's apple.
"Fuck," he breathes as i increase my speed adding a little twist when I reach the tip which is already wet from his precum. His hands find their way to my ass which he generously squeezes as he continues our makeout session. I give his balls a small tug which makes him groan.
"I'm not going to be able to hold off much longer babe." he says against my lips and that only makes me pick up my speed. He's gritting his teeth and his hips buck up a little causing one of his legs to press up against my core, releasing some of the pressure tightly coiled in my stomach. His head falls back again and I feel his cock pulsating beneath my hand.
"Cum for me Tobias," I whisper as I nibble on his ear. A deep growl forms in the back of his throat and I put my hand over his cock so there isn't much of a mess as his white streams shoot out of him. I stroke him until he's finished. I go to wipe his cum off my hand with a tissue, but his muscular arms wrap around my shoulders and keep me to his chest. I listen to his breathing until it evens out and he whispers,
"Handjobs are so underrated." which makes me giggle. I sit up with both my legs on either side of his hips and reach over Tobias to grab a tissue on the side table. He groans and places feather kisses on my boobs. I feel hims starting to harden again.
"Really? Again?"
"Hey, it's not my fault you're incredibly sexy and everything you do turns me on. Plus, where you're sitting I could easily rip your leggings off you and slide my.."
"Hey Tris! We're still going to Uri's party tonight right? I need to pick out an outfit.." Christina keeps going on and on as she's walking up the stairs. I literally jump off of Tobias find the closest shirt and throw it on as Tobias sits up and starts to button his jeans. I jump back on the couch and snuggle into Tobias like we were just watching a movie.
"Oh, hey Four… Tris why do you have his shirt on? And why are you watching the credits to The Judge?"
"I got cold and I wanted to see who the actors were. And yes we are going to Uri's."
"Okaaay.. Did you guys order pizza yet, I'm starving." she says rummaging in the fridge.
"I was just about to, but then I got a little distracted." I whisper the last part so only Tobias could hear it and he gives me a sly grin in return.
"Okay tell me when it's here, oh and Four, your fly's down." She says walking into her room. My cheeks turn red because she definitely knows what we were up to. Tobias laughs at my embarrassment while zipping his fly up. I stand from the couch taking his shirt off and emphasize the sway of my hips as I walk over to pick up my sweater. I bend down sticking my ass out more than needed, but I don't put the sweater on right away. I turn around and see Tobias staring at me with his lips slightly parted. Just the reaction I was looking for.
"What type of pizza do you like?" I ask slowly pulling the sweater on. He just sits there staring at me until I'm fully clothed.
"I'm sorry, did you say something?" he says clearing his throat. I snicker and walk into to kitchen to grab my phone off the do and he follows me like a puppy.
The doorbell rings and I go to get it because I know it will be the pizza, but Tobias is quicker and gets up and basically sprints down the stairs. We had a little argument about who's going to pay for it so we decided whoever gets to the door first will and obviously that's Tobias. I watch from the couch when he opens the door and a really pretty brunette stands there gaping at him. He tries to hand her money and take the pizza but she still stands there staring. He looks pretty irritated and maybe pissed off and pretty much growls a hello at her. She must snap out of it because she starts flirting with him as she hands him the pizza, but he shuts the door in her face. That was kinda harsh but she was being pretty freaking annoying. He comes back up and puts the pizza on the counter grabbing two slices out and putting them on a plate. He calls to Christina saying pizzas here and sits down next to me handing me a slice.
"Does that happen a lot?" I ask sitting criss cross facing him and taking a bite into the piece.
"Does what happen a lot?" He asks back sprawling out next to me.
"Girls hitting on you like that." I say and he gives me a weird face.
"She was not hitting on me."
"Mhmm, riight."
"I don't even pay attention to that shit, unless you are doing it, then I am very aware."
"Still a pizza deliverer is meant to deliver pizza, not get flirty with the customer." I mutter. He looks at me for a second before smirking.
"What?"
"Nothing, you're just cute when you're jealous."
"I am not jealous!" He just chuckles and shakes his head.
"So cute." He kisses my forehead and goes into the kitchen to throw the paper plate away.
"Will's going to be here in like 30 minutes so we can leave when he gets here. Soo Tris, I have your outfit so come with me." Christina says with pizza in her mouth and she drags me to her room by the arm.
Tobias' Pov
"You know we can head back now and just stay in, it's really not a big deal." I say trying to convince her to go back to her place because she looks so goddamn hot and I just want to keep her to myself. She's wearing this tank top which is very low cut if you know what I'm saying and these jeans that hug her in all the right places.
"Babe, I've already texted Uri saying we'll be there for the thousandth time. Now, stop acting weird."
"I'm not acting weird, you are just ridiculously gorgeous." She just shakes her head with a silent laugh and looks out the window. I put my hand on her thigh making circles with my thumb. Her breath hitches as I trail up higher so I must be doing something right. I pull in the Pedrad's driveway. My hand is literally 1 inch away from it's destination. She puts her hand on mine winks at me and slips out of the truck. I chase after her and we head in.
It's a pretty small party for a Pedrad party, but I guess they didn't want to deal with too many people. All 50 of us are in the house because it started to downpour an hour ago. I'm coming back from the bathroom to sit next to Tris on the couch when I see someone has taken my spot.
"It was nice to..um.. see you Tris. I guess I'll.. see you around?" I catch the ending of their conversation. Tris laughs when the guy goes to shake her hand and brings her in for an awkward pat on the back.
"I'll see ya around Grant." she says and the guy stares at her for a second before walking away.
"Who was that?" I ask sitting down next to her.
"That was Grant Archibald, he goes to some of my parents charity events. He said something about being in Chicago for an internship." That name sounds really familiar...
"Ok everyone go home!" Uriah yells and everyone except for our main group leaves. Thankfully no one is too drunk this time.
"Candor or Dauntless?" He says and I put my arm around Tris. I hate this fucking game, but of course everyone nods their head because I have to say it's pretty entertaining. Tris turns her head and whispers to me.
"What's Candor or Dauntless?" Tris asks.
"It's pretty much truth or dare, but if you skip on you have take off an article of clothing." I say and she snuggled into me some more.
"Shauna, Candor or Dauntless?" Uriah starts off wiggling his eyebrows.
"Ugh, candor."
"Not counting Zeke, which person would you have sex with in this room?" Zeke's eyes widen and he looks ready to beat the shit out of him, but Uriah just smirks.
"Tris because then innocent ones are always the best in bed." She deadpan and gives Tris a wink. Tris' head snaps up and she starts laughing as he cheeks turn red. God she's hot. Shauna whispers something in Zeke's ear and he grins like a cat that got the cream.
"Candor or dauntless Four?"
"Dauntless."
"Give Tris a hickey." I look at her and she covers her neck with both her hands getting a laugh from everyone. I shrug my jacket off and Tris gives me a look of appreciation.
"Wow, who knew Four was such a pansycake." Uriah chirps up and I glare at him.
"Will?"
"Dauntless."
"Switch clothes with Christina." And they both go off to switch their clothes. I kiss Tris' cheek and she smiles at me.
"What are you doing tomorrow?" She asks me.
"I have to go to the gym at 12, but other than that nothing." Christina and Will come back interrupting our conversation and I have to say they look pretty funny.
"Ha ha, very original Four. Zeke, you're up."
"Dauntless."
"Give Four a lap dance." He turns his head and looks at me with a dirty glint in his eye and he slowly stands, strutting over to me. He tries to twerk on me, but I just shove him off and everyone laughs and I have to join in cause it was funny. I have to say, this isn't the first time he's tried giving me a lap dance.
"I'm taken, sorry Ezekiel."
"Can't blame a guy for trying." He says and goes to sit next to Shauna who just stares.
"You wanna piece of this baby?"
"In your dreams." Shauna says rolling her eyes.
"Trissyyy, candor or dauntless?" He says with a mischievous look in his eye.
"Candor."
"Damnit, um if you could change one thing about your past what would it be?" She looks up and you can see her face physically pale. She looks down again and clears her throat.
"I would want to change the fact that I was weak." It's a very vague answer and curious glances are being thrown around the room, but she just gives a small smile and continues the game. I don't pay attention anymore because my sole focus is on Tris. You can tell her head is somewhere else and I don't want her to drown in her thoughts.
"Do you wanna get out of here?" I whisper in her ear and she just nods.
"Alright, Tris and I are going to call it a night. We'll see you guys later." I say as we both stand up. Christina goes to stand up, but Tris throws her a look and she stays put. I grab her hand and we walk out the door.
The whole ride is silent and she has her head against the window as the rain drips down the windows. Her legs are curled up in the seat and my coat is strewn across her legs. The moonlight peeks through the clouds and casts across her face. Her eyes are deep and sad without their normal glint of happiness and I hate it.
"What are you thinking about?" I ask hoping to take the sadness away, but she stays silent. I sigh heavily.
"I wish I knew what was going on in your head."
"You don't want to know." She says in a quiet, small voice. I hate that I don't know how to help. I wish I knew how to make her happy again, but I don't even know specifically what made her upset.
"I wish you'd talk to me."
"I can't.. I can't think straight when you're near me. All of the walls I've put up to protect myself and distance myself from people are slowly edging away. When I'm near you, all my logical reasoning flys out the window and that scares the crap out of me. I hate feeling vulnerable, I hate feeling weak because the last time I was those two things I was.. I was.." And she stays silent for a while, but I know exactly what she was trying to say.
"Tris.."
"No. I do not need your pity, I do not need you to look at me like that. I haven't told anyone except for Christina because she was the one who found me. I haven't even told my parents and you want to know why? Because it makes me feel dirty and damaged and I have worked way too hard to feel that way hell I even did therapy for a year. And now two years after it happened, I'm fine and I don't need anyone to look at me like a kicked puppy, especially you. You wanted to know and I'm trying to open up to you, and I'm going to give you an out. Are you happy that I told you now? Now you know that I'm not good enough for you, you can walk away right now because I know I have a lot of extra baggage and I don't want to put that on you, I would never force you to deal with my shit.."
"Don't even think that I am going to leave you for one fucking second. You don't decide what's not good for me. You don't get to assume that every time something gets a little hard that I will walk away. I know you've gotten beyond hurt, but you can't compare me to him. I am NOT like him.."
"Tobias watch out!" Tris screams and the next thing I know the truck is being smashed into by a trailer truck skidding towards us and I try to cover Tris, but everything goes black.
A/N: Cliffhanger! What do you think is going to happen? Will this bring them together or separate them apart? A little fluff in this chapter how'd you like it? Let me know! Still wanting your input on surgeon vs. nurse aand check out my pinterest pleaaase. Okkk I'll try to update asap love y'all