Shuuhei x Shinji

Rated: T

Title: Deathlessly

"I have to go..." Shuuhei spoke softly, his fingers unconsciously curled into Shinji's arm, his nails scoring the older man with a slow, sensual rhythm that he wasn't even aware of.

"Really? What if I told you I got another CD for us to listen to?" Shinji's mouth tugged up into a smile.

"Silly man..." Shuuhei whispered, his smile warm and his eyes full of soft affection. "You know I really don't want to go..."

Shinji's mysterious eyes stared at Shuuhei's bare arms as he changed the subject. "Aren't you cold without any sleeves?"

The younger man sighed softly and leaned against the wall, letting go of the other's arms and tenderly touched his guitar. "I didn't notice the cold. I only noticed the music playing in your room. "

That made Shinji's heart race and his jaw went taunt. "Then why don't you visit me more often?"

Shuuhei glanced at him, a almost bored expression on his face. "I'm busy. I can't see you 24/7 and most people would probably find our relationship weird. Even I find it weird that I like you...sir."

Shinji chuckled, his horse teeth visible for a second in the badly lit room. "I wish you could read my mind sometimes..."

Shuuhei also chuckled, a rare smile appearing on his face. "Hiyori would have hit you for saying that..."

The vizard frowned and grabbed his headphones, not looking at the other man. "Shut up."

Shuuhei stared at the blond haired man, studying the straight hair. "You want me." He said. It wasn't a question. It was a realization.

Shinji tilted his head, his eyes holding Shuuhei's gaze. "I love you."

Shuuhei was suddenly, acutely still. "That's what you tell everyone."

"I love you. I still love you. I'll always love you even though you have that stupid 69 tattoo on your face. I'll love you until the end. Deathlessly." He whispered, watching Shuuhei's every move.

Shuuhei sat there like a statue, unmoving. Shinji had always said crazy things like that in the past, but they both knew that Shinji was dead serious. Shinji's confession knocked Shuuhei completely off balance.

"It seems what I told you backfired..." Shinji asked miserably. "Because you'll never return my feelings because of-"

Shuuhei's mouth cut the older man off. He was close against Shinji, his body hungry like the mouth that was devouring his shocked lips. Even though Shuuhei weighted around the same as Shinji, his weight crushed him gently against the wall behind Shinji. Shinji responded quickly and switched their positions, hard and warm over Shuuhei.

Moaning softly, Shuuhei's mouth opened wordlessly and his hips shifted teasingly.

There was nothing to be said. Even though it felt strange for both of them, it felt perfect. It felt...right. And they both just stopped thinking at all.