Warning: This chapter has frequent mention of abortion. Please be cautious reading if that may be a trigger for you.

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Sitting there dumbfounded Olivia stared at the fifth positive pregnancy test at the edge of her bed. Words escaped her at this very moment. She had no conceivable thoughts for how she was feeling, so she remained mute.

"They have them in pills now." Abby said from her bed as she popped a gummy worm in her mouth.

"What?"

"Abortion pills. You have it in a pill if you're not too far along. You're sick and crampy for a few days but that's all really."

"I can't have a baby."

"I know." Abby sat on Liv's bed, offering her a gummy worm. "You're making a smart decision. Having a baby would be the worst thing you could ever do."

Liv exhaled. "I have to tell Fitz."

"No you don't. He'll try to convince you to keep it."

Liv knew Abby was right; he would. He would want them to raise the baby, regardless of the situation they were in. And in all honesty, Liv wasn't sure if she was ready for a kid. "I just... I don't know."

"It's okay, take a few days to think about." Abby said calmly.

Liv nodded. "Thanks Abby."

"No prob. I'm gonna head to the caf, wanna come?"

"No." Liv shook her head, crawling back into bed. She wanted to sleep and wake up with all her problems gone. In all honesty she was in a state of shock.

Abby nodded and left the room, closing the door behind her.

Liv couldn't help but slowly start to cry. She was pregnant; at 18. She was attending one of the best schools in the country, finally open in her relationship with Fitz and now this. It was all way too much. She allowed herself to sob until Abby returned with a few slices of pizza.

"Here." She placed the plate on her bed.

Liv grumbled thank you, pulling the plate beneath the cover where she was hiding. The cover worked as a cloak against reality and she loved it. She was going to block out the outside world for as long as possible.

"Are you on birth control?"

"No." Liv replied lowly. "My dad would kick my ass."

"Well how do you think he's gonna react when he finds out you're—"

"He's not gonna find out! No one is because I'm having an abortion!" Liv scowled, poking her head out of the covers. "And if you so much breathe a word of this to anyone I will cut your tits off."

"Calm down." Abby rolled her eyes. "Being pregnant doesn't give you an excuse to threaten to cut my tits off!"

"Fuck you Abby. I wouldn't even be in this position if it wasn't for you!"

"Oh yeah, cause I told you to have unprotected sex weeks before I met you. Get real bitch. You had sex without any protection and got yourself knocked up. If you're old enough to take the dick you should be old enough to deal with the consequences. Clearly you should have been using protection."

Liv frowned. In her current state this was the last thing she needed. She didn't need a lecture, especially not from Abby. "Oh thats RICH coming from you!"

"And what in the hell does that mean?"

"It means you're trailer trash so don't tell me about my life!" Liv snapped.

"Screw you Olivia! You think you're so much better than me because you have money. Well take a look in the mirror. You're just another unmarried, pregnant black teen mom, and soon to be a college drop out."

Liv reached over and grabbed whatever object was within close proximity before hurling it at Abby's head. Luckily enough Abby ducked in time and the TV remote hit the wall before shattering to pieces.

"GET THE HELL OUT!" Olivia screeched at the top of her lungs.

Abby, scared by the look on Olivia's face, did just that. She practically flew out the door leaving Olivia alone in the room.

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She had calmed down. Liv marched herself to a quaint coffee shop off campus with her current read and drifted off. Pushing her current issues out of her head Liv managed to disappear into her book for hours. The more she thought about having an abortion, the more anxiety she felt. In all honesty the entire thing made her want to curl into the fetal position and cry. Unfortunately she was brought back to reality as her iPhone lit up due to an incoming call.

"Ew." She groaned before answer. "What do you want?"

"You might wanna quit sulking and come home. Now." Abby spat before hanging up the phone.

Liv frowned. Something in Abby's voice had her worried. So she picked up her things and hastily made her way back to campus. By the time Liv reached her dormitory she was sweaty heavily. Her anxiety was rising and her heart was beating fast. With her hand on the door she pushed it wide open only to have the shock of her life.

"Hi." He smiled sitting on the foot of her bed.

Sitting there on her bed was none other than her boyfriend. It took Liv all of one second to break down into tears. Abby rolled her eyes, quickly taking it as her cue to exit.

Fitz smiled, motioning for her to come over to the bed, which she did. She fell into his arms immediately, and for the first time in what felt like ages, breathed.

"Hi." She whispered back softly, wiping away her ruined mascara and tears.

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He'd been discharged today, and took the almost hour long taxi ride over to Brown. He kept it a secret, wanting to surprise her. And the reaction he got was worth it. Fitz could see from the look on her face, that the feelings she had for him hadn't faltered one bit. As they laid down beside each other on Liv's small bed, he finally felt at peace.

"I've missed you like crazy." He sighed, placing a kiss to her forehead.

"I've missed you too. You have no idea how badly I needed to see you."

He smiled, placing his lips softly against hers. "Well whatever is wrong, I'm here. We'll fix it, together. We'll get whatever you need, together."

"Together." She kissed him back. Their hands slipped into one another, both of them craving some kind of physical contact. In all honesty Liv wasn't entire sure if Fitz was fully functioning below the belt, but she finding it hard not to jump him. It'd been a while since they'd last been intimate. Perhaps it was the pregnancy hormones, but Liv was practically bouncing.

"Tell me everything. How have you been? How's school baby?"

"Mhmm... I don't wanna talk about school." She moved his hand from on her stomach slowly to the crotch of her jeans.

He chuckled lowly, playing with the zipper of her pants. He teased it up, then down, then finally back up. "Then what do you wanna talk about?"

"Nothing. I don't wanna talk." Liv hopped up to her feet, locked the door and turned around with a devilish smile. "I wanna be alone with my boyfriend for the first time in ages."

He smirked as she walked back over to him, straddling his lap. Immediately his hands went to her ass, palming it greedily. "God I've missed you." He sighed as she rolled her hips upward. "I've missed you so much."

"Mhm." She moved her mouth overtop his, kissing him softly. And while it was nice to finally be able to kiss him again, all she could now think about was the baby. Their baby, that was growing in her stomach at this very moment. She pulled away moments later, feeling slightly nauseous.

"Liv?" Fitz now concerned due to the sick look on Liv's face. "You okay baby?"

"Garbage can." She managed to choke out, biting back the nausea. Fitz managed to get one in time for Olivia to avoid throwing up all over her bed. Instead, everything got into the trash can safely.

He rubbed her back and she threw up again. "Did you eat something bad?" He asked with a frown.

"I'm pregnant." It came out like word vomit, unable to stay in. Liv wiped her mouth and sighed.

"What?"

"5 weeks. Well maybe 6 now." Liv saw absolutely no point in hiding it. Truth be told, she just couldn't have an abortion behind his back. There was no way.

He was quiet, scarily so. He nodded his head and swallowed hard. "When?"

"Maybe at the hospital. I don't know. Either way, I'm pregnant and I don't know what to do."

He took her hand, kissing it softly. "Well. I think you should move to NYC, where I can look after you." She didn't notice the tears in his eyes until his voice cracked. "I want you to move in."

"Fitz..."

"We're in this together. You, me and the baby." He stroked her cheek softly. "We're having a baby Livvie."

She was now crying too. "We're so young."

"So?" He shrugged his shoulders. "You love me right?"

"Of course! How could you even ask that!"

He smiled. God he'd missed her. "Come back to New York with me. We'll set you up with a doctor and everything. Your dad is in the city too."

Her dad. Olivia hadn't stopped for one moment to consider how terrible her father was going to react to this news. All she could do at this very moment was cry. Nothing else.

"Look baby I know you're scared, and trust me, I'm scared too. It would be crazy if we weren't scared. We're young and haven't exactly had the ideal past. But I love you Olivia, with everything I have. I didn't expect this to happen so fast but I don't regret anything." He placed his hand on her stomach. "I love you, and our baby."

She looked at him in a daze. "How are you so perfect?"

He leaned and kissed her tear soaked face. "Stop crying."

She nodded her head and wiped the tears from her eyes. "We're doing this."

"Together." He assured her, pulling Olivia into his lap again. Fitz ran his hands up and down her arms soothingly. "We have 9 months to figure this out."

"I love you." She breathed out softly, resting her head on his shoulder. Just having him back; physically and emotionally, meant the world to her. Now, the thought of having a baby with Fitz as he smiled at her dreamily brought butterflies to her stomach.

"I think we have some making up to do." He grinned cheekily. "Lots of making up to do."

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Jake spotted Abby in the common room with the sourest of faces on. He took a seat on the couch opposite to her. "What's wrong?" He smirked.

"Liv's boyfriend is in town."

Jake's stomach dropped. In all honesty he assumed eventually they would just break up like every other long distance couple. Immediately he was sour. "Really?"

"Yeah idiot. You can hear them from down the hall."

"Hear what?" Jake frowned. The boys and girls dorms were separated by the common room and bathrooms. Therefore he had no clue what noise Abby was referring to.

"Them. Fucking." Cara hissed. "Really loud."

Abby rolled her eyes. "I understand they need a place to bang, but I really doubt he lasts this long. It's been hours and they're still going."

"Bullshit." Jake stormed up and headed down the hall. It only took him a few steps before he could hear it. Jake identified male grunts and groans before Olivia's moans filled the room.

"Mhmmm... Baby..."

His mouth dropped open. Never in his life had he ever heard anything sexier. He'd always thought Olivia was sexy but now, this was something else.

"God you're so fucking tight."

His face faltered at the sound of that same male voice. Jake didn't know whether to be angry or sick. So he turned around and headed back into the common room.

"You heard it right?" Cara snickered.

"Yup." Jake flopped back down on the coach.

"So gross." Abby got up from the couch. "I'm just gonna stay at David's tonight."

"Good call." Cara added. "I don't think you'd get any sleep in your room."

"He just better be gone soon." Abby growled. "Or else."

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"Do you think anyone heard?" Liv asked sheepishly as they both geared up for bed. They'd gone for as many rounds as they could before they completely exhausted each other.

"The walls are thin as paper in dorms, so I'm going to say yes."

"Shit." Liv sighed. "I hope no one brings it up."

Fitz shrugged. "I mean, we're in a relationship. We're going to have sex. If anyone says anything to you, just tell them to shut up."

"I will. I just feel a bit weird, I mean I don't want people hearing you make me—"

"Cum." He smirked. "Which I'm really good at by the way."

Liv rolled her eyes cheekily. "I don't know, don't have anything to compare it to." She teased him.

"Yeah and you better keep it that way." He followed her down the hall towards the unisex bathrooms hand in hand.

"So the urinals are down there, and you can wash you face and brush your teeth at the sink." She handed him an extra tooth brush. "Do you need anything else?" It was almost painful looking at him shirtless in pyjama bottoms, unable to touch him. The last thing she wanted was for anyone to walk in.

"I think I'm good." He kissed her forehead softly. "Thanks."

"Thank you for visiting me. You don't know how hard it's been."

"Well I'm here now." He smiled. Fitz had made the most remarkable recovery. And while he still had both a cane and a walker, he rarely ever used them. He noticed the more he did, the more he was able to do. It was all about knowing his limits and staying within it.

"And I'm so fucking proud of you." Looking at him she never would have even pictured a man who had just been in a terrible car accident. "You are the strongest, most amazing man I've ever known and I'm in awe."

Fitz opened his mouth only to have some jack ass walk in the washrooms and ruin the moment. The kid had blonde hair and green eyes and the moment he laid eyes on Liv it was obvious they knew each other.

"Fitz, this is Jake. Jake this is Fitz, my boyfriend I told you about." Liv offered.

Jake could barely fake a smile. "Hi." He said coldly.

"Hey." Fitz nodded his head. He didn't even need to ask. He recognized the look on Jake's face. The kid was clearly interested in his girlfriend, which wasn't going to fly.

"Jake and I are floormates." Liv looked to Fitz who looked slightly agitated. "Baby you okay?"

"Yeah." He wasn't. "I'll just finish up here and meet you back at the room okay?"

"Sure." Liv pecked his lips briefly. "Hurry back."

Fitz made sure she was out of sight and hearing range before he spoke. "I don't know you Jake, but I'm going to tell you as a man, to stop."

"Stop what?"

"Investing time, effort, emotions and feelings into Olivia." Fitz said curtly. "It's a waste of your time. She's mine. She was mine before she came here and she'll be mine after. You can have any other girl at this entire university, but not her."

Jake scoffed. "Who the hell are you?"

"Save yourself the embarrassment kid." Fitz shook his head. He wasn't trying to be a complete dick, but Olivia was now the mother of his unborn child. "Just find another girl."

"And if I don't?"

Fitz was surprised at his honesty. It was refreshingly stupid. "Well you don't really have a choice. Stay away from her, or I'll deal with you myself." With that Fitz made hid way out of the washrooms with a hiss. After a knock Liv answered the door, letting him back in.

"You did hurry back." She teased, getting into bed.

"Did you and Jake ever hook up?" He asked simply.

"No, why?"

"He likes you."

Liv groaned. "I know. He's a weirdo, just ignore him."

Easier said than done, but he was going to let it go for the night. He was healthy and happy, and had the love of his life waiting for him in bed. "Alright." He climbed in next to her and turned off the light.

They were cuddling no more than a few minutes before Fitz put his hand back on her stomach. The thought of their child growing in their was completely surreal.

"Come back to New York with me." He said it again. "We convert my little office into a nursery."

"Oh my god."

"What?"

She rolled over in his arms, now facing him. "Fine."

"You'll come?"

"I'll come."

He was grinning like a damn cheshire cat. "Good."

"Great."

"Perfect."

"Excellent." She kissed his chest, his fingers stroking the skin of his lower stomach. She earned a subtle groan in response which caused her to giggle in return. Half an hour ago she was spent, but now, not so much. So she straddled him, placing his hands on her hips.

A smirk formed at the corner of his lips cheekily. "God I love these pregnancy hormones."

She took his face in her hands with a giggle. "Baby, you haven't seen anything yet."

"Mhmm. I hope so."

Without warning Abby bursted through the door, less than impressed to find her roommate on top of her boyfriend. She growled, slamming the door behind her. "Ever heard of a break?" She hissed.

"Abby get out!" Liv shrieked. "You promised to stay at David's!"

"Yeah well he has a midterm tomorrow." Abby flopped on her bed and took out her phone. "Party time is over."

"Oh shut up." Liv snapped. "Go stay with Cara! Go stay with anyone just get out. I told you that I needed privacy!"

"It's just as much my room as it yours!" Abby fired back. "So suck it up princess. I'm not leaving!"

Liv practically flew out of her bed, jumping to her feet. "Get. Out. Now."

"Liv it's fine." Fitz tried to calm her down. "We're on opposite sides of the room. Plus it's late now. Let's just go to bed."

"I'm not going anywhere until this bitch leaves!"

"Really?!" Abby was now yelling at the top of her lungs. "The only place you need to go is the abortion clinic!"

Dead silence.

Liv stood there in almost shock, almost too afraid to look back at Fitz.

"What?" His voice was the angriest she'd ever heard him. "What the hell did you just say?"

"I said your girlfriend has been telling me all day about how she's going to get an abortion. And then you show up and all of a sudden it's happy families!"

Olivia was still frozen. She couldn't speak. This was bad, terrible even. She knew Fitz was raised in a republican household, his father a radical. Despite the fact that Fitz and his family no longer spoke, he still held and carried their political values. And she was well aware how republican's felt about abortions.

"Olivia? Is that true?" He was now out of the bed and standing beside her. He turned her to face and she could see he was angry. His face was red and flushed and his eyes were glossy. When she didn't respond, it only further agitated him. "ANSWER ME!"

"No!" Liv cried. "It's not!"

"You're a liar." Abby shrugged her shoulders.

"And you're a WHORE!" Olivia screeched. "GET OUT OF MY ROOM NOW!"

Fitz wasn't hearing anything other than the word abortion, which was now on repeat in his mind. The mere thought that she could even fathom doing something like that made him sick to his stomach. Their child; a child that they created together out of love. That was the child Olivia was considering to terminate. He was so blind with rage, confusion and frustration all he saw was red. "You disgust me." Fitz spat before violently exiting the room, nearly tearing the door off the hinges as he left.

"You call me a bitch, and I'll show you one." Abby tied her hair up into a ponytail. "Now if you don't mind, I'm getting ready for bed. So take your soap opera elsewhere."

She wasn't going to give Abby the satisfaction of a response. She was a young, confused, pregnant teen, of course abortion ran through her mind. But it was not Abby's place to tell Fitz. Not at all. So Liv took the first valuable thing she saw of Abby's, her Chanel perfume, and whirled it at the wall. She shot her a death glare before racing out the room to find Fitz who was storming down the hallway.

She screamed after him, running as fast as she could to catch up with him. Finally, she managed to corner him in boys dormitory, closest to the exit.

"FITZ WAIT!" She tugged at his arm, bringing him to a halt. "PLEASE JUST LISTEN TO ME!"

"I can't even LOOK at you!" He roared. His eyes were filled with tears that he was trying so desperately to hold back.

"I DIDN'T MEAN IT!" She pleaded. "I WAS SCARED AND ALONE AND CONFUSED AND WORRIED. THE TIMING ISN'T RIGHT."

"When has the timing been right for us Liv? WHEN?!"

"You're not listening to me!"

"I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN TO YOU!" This was the first ever time that Fitz had raised his voice to her. Never ever had he spoken to her with such angry in his voice. "I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT OLIVIA! The fact that you could even think, let alone say that to another person... You're not the girl I thought you were."

"You're right, I'm a girl Fitz. I'm 18 years old! You can't blame me for freaking out! For being scared! I was alone and—"

"You're not alone Olivia. You had me, the father of your child. But who knows, if I hadn't surprised you, who knows if you would have told me."

"Excuse me?!"

"Would you?" He argued. "Because I don't think you would have. Your roommate is right, you are a liar." He jerked his arm away. "I'm out of here."

"FITZ WAIT!" She screamed, watching as he stormed out the exit and into the stormy night. Currently, she was nothing short of hysterical. From crying to screaming to crying again, Liv was an absolute mess. So when she turned around to see her entire floor standing behind her in shock, she took a deep breath before speaking. "And what the fuck are all of you looking at?!"

"Possibly one of the best break up's I've personally ever seen." Abby smirked, taking a step forward.

"Fuck you." Olivia hissed. "You know what, fuck each and every single one of you stuck up, sheltered, arrogant, judgmental assholes."

"Fuck you right back." Abby spit.

Liv shook her head, needed nothing more than to go to bed. "This isn't over." She walked past them, purposely knocking Abby over.

"No, but your relationship is."

This fight could go on forever, but I think I'll end it here. I'm bracing myself for the BRUTAL reviews I'm going to get after this chapter haha. Whatever, it's my story and I'll write it how I want to. I just want to remind those who are angry that this is just a story. No abortions were involved in the making of this story.

So let me know #TeamOlivia or #TeamFitz. Personally speaking, I'm #TeamOlivia. No man should ever feel that he has any dictation on a woman's body. I'm interested and look forward to your reviews and feedback.

Thanks for reading! Until next time! x