HAHA! The first chapter wasn't what you though huh? I played a little with things. So, we're practically in the season 5. Sam's been shot, the bombing did happen too. But Sam and Andy didn't really got together. And one question persist, is Sam still with Marlo or not? Continue to read to find out. A big thank you for the reviews guys! And Shootout to Ireland76 for the correction.

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An ocean of memories floods his mind when he entered the condo. It's been a while since he was there. He remembers every little things about their moments in it. Since they arrived, neither of them have said a thing. After walking a little and seeing that McNally wasn't going to say anything, he sits on the coffee table in front of her, she's on the couch, hands on her knees, not knowing what to do. He knows he's the one who have to go first. She's clearly over thinking everything right now. So many things are running through his head now. In a couple of months he will be a father. Him. Sam Swarek, the guy who grew up in a tool shed, who's father is in jail, has an estranged sister, will have a baby with Andy McNally.

He almost laughed when he recalled the talk he had with Oliver at his cabin. " Kids, walk on Sunday in the park, something more to life…with her". Be careful what you wish for they say. Once upon a time, he had imagined this life with her, and now it was a reality. In some fucked up situation, he's gonna have a baby with McNally. "So ?", it's all he could think of to start somewhere. He really didn't now where to start.

Her eyes told him that it was the wrong thing to say. This woman sometimes wasn't helping him. And after what's felt like an eternity for him she began to speak. " So?... Do I have to explain how we make babies to you?" and when she hears him laugh a little Andy sends him a glare who cause Sam to stop immediately. " We had sex, I ended up pregnant. There's nothing else to say."

In a way it was true, they did have sex and for some strange reason she ended up pregnant. But Sam can't believe she has nothing else to say. Not the McNally he knows. " Really McNally? Nothing else to say? How far along?" Wrong question, that's a stupid question because he knows how far she is. He remembers the night perfectly. It was after the evidence room exploded. After all the commotion, he took her to his house, telling it was more practical to protect her in case of revenge or something, but he knew it wasn't really the real reason. He wanted to feel her, to be sure he would wake up and she would still be here.

« Did you see a doctor? » that's a better question Sam thought to himself.

« Two days ago», she answers, and when Andy see the look of Sam « everything is perfect, well not perfect because I'm having your baby and we're not even together, and you're still with her, and everyone will talk and I will need to transfer or whatever, but yeah, everything else, is perfect. » She puts a hand on her mouth, shit, she didn't want to tell him all that. Andy hates how he's able to make her tell him everything by asking a simple question. Why does he have this kind of power over her?

"Is that what all this is about? You knew you were pregnant and didn't say anything to me before because you thought I was with Marlo?" He can't believe her at all. Everything changed for him after the Kevin Ford incident. Sam told her he didn't want to be sad anymore and she told him it was the same for her, and just like that she started to avoid him. He will never get this woman. Never.

"How long have you known?" he asked, trying to control is anger.

"Why would I keep something like that to me? I grew up without a mother, I would have never keep you from your child! I just… didn't know how to tell you! I took a test..okay three tests, three days ago. " How could he think that ? Never she would have done that.

Anger is rising in her veins and the more she talks with him the more she can't stop moving her hands and raising her voice.

Sam tries another tactic; he doesn't want to get in an argument with her about that. Clearly she misunderstood everything and if he wants her where he wants her to be, he has to be patient, but being patient with McNally can be difficult sometimes. "Can you calm down for a little bit? "

" Calm down? How can I do that Sam? Huh? I'm fucking pregnant and we're not even together. You're with someone else. How can I fucked up my life more that this? Why did we sleep together that night? I'm not a home wrecker, It's not who I am», she's a wreck and unable to stop, so Sam just sit still and let her have her way so he can finally set the record straight, he knows her too well.

"Why, Sam? Tell me why…people will talk and I don't have the strength to go trough that, not again. You don't think the Alpine and the Kevin Ford saga were enough? Now I have to be the home wrecker and slut of the station! Fuck! » Andy knows he isn't to blame, she remembers perfectly how they did end up in this situation. The evidence room explosion, Sam's glassy eyes when he found her. After that, Sam drove her to his house, not her condo, his house. Telling her that it would be easier for him to protect her is someone was after her. Deep down she knew he had this need to be sure she would be okay. When he left her in his room to change, she had no other choice than calling him back, unable to put her hands up and discard her t-shirt herself. He came, sexier than ever and helped her with it. And in a fraction of seconds, her lips were on his, her hands on his body and they made love in the more gentle and intimate way they ever did.

Hearing that made Sam's heart break. McNally will never be a slut and nobody at the station would think that. Maybe Luke, but it was besides the point. She was overthinking it since the beginning and he had to stop it.

Softly he tells her, while putting each of his hand on her hips, bringing her closer.

" Andy…you are not a slut or a home wrecker." She opens her mouth to disagree but he silences her with a kiss. Andy pushes him really quick. " Sam! You're with Marlo!" He sighs, she can be so blind sometimes. With his hand still on her tight he makes her look at him. " I'm not."

She's about to tell him that they can't do this but stops when his words finally register in her head. By her face he sees the change, the emotion, the puzzles pieces clicking together. " You're not …?" He simply moves his head. Nop, he's not with Marlo.

"I may be a lot of things McNally, but I'm not a cheater and you know it. " Its still hurt a little that she have thought that about him. " I'm wasn't with Marlo back then, and I'm still not with her."

Sam doesn't leave her eyes for a single minute and pats her skin between her jeans and t-shirt. She's shaking and he hates it. Still trying to calm her, he takes his thumb and wipe her tears with it.

" Do you hear me McNally? I'm not with her. Wasn't either when you and I made love." He says the last tree words with determination. Wants her to know that what they got is real, that he's just waiting for her to be ready. It never has been just sex between them. Never. He has to make her understand and he feels like it's his only chance to do it. So Sam goes all in. " I end up things with her at the hospital when she came to see me. She already knew what I was about to tell her." He takes a pause, he never been the kind of guy to open up but with and for her, he will do everything.

" But…how…I mean… the scarf?" she asks in a tiny voice confused about everything. She assumed that they were still together because she had seen Marlo's scarf on the dash of his truck for a couple of weeks and she had see it on the chair in his hospital room too. She also saw the way Marlo was smiling when he hand her the scarf in the station. Had she got everything wrong?

This time, he can't hold in his laughter, like a scarf was a proof of a relationship. He senses that he hurt Andy and stops, still smiling. " She left it in the room, and I… I don't know just wanted to give it back to her I guess." He sighs, he doesn't really know where to go after that and see the questions marks in Andy's eyes. " Is that why you stop coming?" she will have to answer this question before he answers hers.

Stupid. She's so stupid to have fallen for that. For a stupid scarf and assumed that he and Marlo were back together. She puts her head in her hands and feels Sam's hand rub her back. The tears are falling and she can't stop them. Andy lets go of allher emotion, she can't continue like that anymore. She's cracking. up " I just…I thought you were back together and…I don't know…I…thought what we had talked meant nothing to you, and I hated her because …I could have lost you forever…If she didn't stopped taking her pills, maybe…just maybe Ford wouldn't have taken Oliver…and wouldn't have shoot you…and….I. » Everything was circling around in her head. Her body was shaking so hard that Sam didn't think twice and took her in her arms.

" Sweetheart" this word still make her weak in her knees, nobody has been able to say it like him. " Hey, Andy, I'm here okay? And I'm not going anywhere….ever if you let me." He knew Andy had taken the Kevin Ford thing really badly, Oliver and Frank had told him, but he never knew it was this bad.

"I'm so sorry Sam…I basically wished she was the one to be shot, or me. How a good person can think that? How can I be a good mother and think that? " He firmly takes her face between his hands and makes her look at him. His heart breaking in a million pieces. They were so fucked up sometimes.

" Listen to me McNally, and listen to me good. You're not a bad person. You're normal. You're the most beautiful soul I ever saw in my life. And I hope that our baby will be the same. " with that he got a smile from her.

The baby. Their baby. Automaticaly her hands flew to her stomach, and Sam puts his hands on hers. It was the reason why they were talking in the first place. She never saw Sam this open with her. She has so many questions but didn't really know where to begin.

" If you're about to ask me why I didn't tell you sooner that I wasn't with Marlo anymore, you have one person to blame. ", he said while looking at her. "Me? " she asked frowning not really sure where this conversation was going anymore.

" You've been avoiding me since the hospital. I tried to tell you so many times at the station and you didn't give me the chance. You were always finding an excuse. I was going to tell you again that night too. You kissed me and I thought you knew… and then… you disappeared…" You ran…again" She could see the hurt in his eyes. They slept together and she disappeared in the night. Not wanting to deal with the aftermath, the cheating and what he would have said. But hearing that he wasn't even with Marlo…what a mess she had made.

" I'm so stupid, argggh ", Sam lifts her head by the chin and smiles. "We're stupid." He tells her and they smile at each other. They both know that their situation isn't the best right now, but they also know that their attraction is something out of their control. But now, for the first time since a long time there still hope.

A quick look at the clock and Sam sees how late it is. In front of him, Andy looks exhausted like she hasn't gotten any sleep in the last few days. When he offers his hand to Andy so they can go sleep, she's questioning him. "You're tired" she's about to say no but he adds. " You're tired, I can see it, and I'm tired too. It's a lot for both of us…" He kissed her forehead and starts to leave the room. How this simple gesture was missing in the last couple of months for Andy. When he's about to leave the room he feels a tug on his harm and Andy asks him to stay. Sam can't hold his smile.

Laying there next to her in his boxers, Sam is afraid to move. Its been a while since he slept next to her and his body still reacts like it was the first time. He hopes that feeling will never go away. Her hand is wandering on his toned stomach and he knows what will come next. When he turns his head he kisses her like he has never kissed her before. Kisses the woman he loves, the mother of his unborn child, the woman he thought he had lost. He doesn't want her to think they don't have a future, cause they do. More than ever. And as theirs needs take the control and he makes a promise to himself to never let her go again.