Chapter 5:
Voice of a Goddess
"But I'm with Tyler now. You're going to have to deal with that or find a way to win my heart back." I said. "But for now, we're friends."
EPOV
Then that's it! I will win Bella's heart back. But first I need to ask Alice if she sees me with Bella.
"Alice!" I called. Alice was at my door in a flash. Yes Edward? She asked through thought.
"Will I win Bella back?" I asked. She closed her eyes for a few minutes. When she opened her eyes, she smiled. "Tell me when Isabella Marie Cullen comes back." She said and ran away from me.
I ran to the Marty Mansion and sat in the tree beside Leah and Bella's room. Bella and Leah were sitting there talking.
"Bella, I know you still love him. Go to him." Leah said.
"I do love Edward and I always will, but he needs to give me a reason to come back to him." Bella said. I smiled and paid closer attention.
"Bella, let's listen to some music." Leah said as she walked over to the sweet stereo.
The first song was Sweet Sacrifice.
It's
true, we're all a little insane
but its so clear
now that I'm
unchained
fear is only in our minds
taking over all the
time
fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time
you poor sweet innocent thing
dry your eyes and testify
you know you live to break me- don't deny
sweet sacrifice
One day I'm gonna forget your name
and one sweet day,
you're gonna drown in my lost pain
fear is only in our minds
taking over all the time
fear is only in our minds but its
taking over all the time
you poor sweet innocent thing
dry
your eyes and testify
and oh you love to hate me don't you,
honey?
I'm your sacrifice.
I dream in darkness
I
sleep to die
erase
the silence
erase my life
our burning ashes
blacken the
day
a world of nothingness
blow me away
do you
wonder why you hate?
are you still too weak to survive your
mistakes?
you poor sweet innocent thing
dry your eyes and
testify
you know you live to break me- don't deny
sweet
sacrifice
Bella had the most beautiful voice ever. Leah skipped Call Me When You're Sober and played Weight of the World.
Feels
like the weight of the world
like God in heaven gave me a turn
don't cling to me; I swear I can't fix you
still in the dark,
can you fix me?
freefall, freefall, all through life
If
you love me, then let go of me
I won't be held down by who I
used to be
she's nothing to me
Feels like the weight of
the world
like all my screaming has gone unheard
and ohm I
know you don't believe in me
safe in the dark, how can you see?
Freefall, freefall, all through life
If you love me,
then let go of me
I won't be held down by who I used to be
I heard Bella sing Snow White Queen, Lacrymosa, Like You, and then Bella sang Lose Control with Sam and Leah. They made a beautiful harmony.
(Sam)
You
don't remember my name
I don't really care
(Bella)
can we play the game your way?
Can I really lose control?
(Sam)
just once in my life
(Leah)
I
think it'd be nice
(Bella)
just to lose control- just once
with all the pretty flowers in
the dust
(Leah)
Mary
had a lamb
his eyes black as coals
(Bella)
if we play very quiet, my lamb
Mary never has to know
(Sam)
Just
once in my life
(Leah)
I
think it'd be nice
(Bella)
just
to lose control- just once
if I cut you down to a thing I can
use
I fear there will be nothing good left of you
After that was The Only One. Bella was made for that song.
When
they all come crashing down- midflight
you know you're not the
only one
when they're so alone they find a back door out of life
you know you're not the only one
We're all grieving
lost
and bleeding
All our lives
we've been waiting
for
someone to call our leader
all your lies
I'm not believing
heaven shine a light down on me
So afraid to open your
eyes- hypnotized
you know you're not the only one
never
understood this life
and you're right I don't deserve but you
know I'm not the only one
We're all grieving
lost and
bleeding
All our lives
we've been waiting
for someone
to call our leader
all your lies
I'm not believing
heaven
shine a light down on me
Don't look down
don't look into
the eyes of the world beneath you
don't look down, you'll fall
down,
you'll become their sacrifice
right or wrong
can't
hold onto the fear that I'm lost without you
if I can't feel, I'm
not mine,
I'm not real
All our lives
we've been
waiting
for someone to call our leader
all your lies
I'm
not believing
heaven shine a light down on me
When the song was over, Leah said, "Come on in Edward. Bella and I know you're there." I sighed and climbed in the window.
"Bella, you have the voice of a Goddess." I said. Bella smiled and I did something I had been wanting to do for ever; I kissed Bella hard on the lips.
Tell me what you think or no more.