As I run away
I glance back
To you shaking and crying
From my verbal attack
Regret fills my mind
As I think of all the pain
I've caused to one so kind
But I can't think of the past
It doesn't matter now
It wasn't meant to last
Time passes by
With only memories of you
I see your face
Not knowing what to do
I think of returning,
Of coming back
But my guilt's burning
How could I ever believe
That you'd want me
After I made you grieve
As I fall into despair
I'm all alone
Nothing to stop me
From a cry or a moan
It's just too bad
That death doesn't come
But I guess I should be glad
Without me,
You are safe and can become
What you're meant to be
But my will is breaking And dark news comes to ear I am stunned Overtaken by my fear You've left me And although I wish It could not be The truth begins to dawn Death rushes to mind I can not go on
