Neko Love ch. 14

Anna's POV

I'm pacing back and forth on the carpeted floor of the hospital waiting room with my arms wrapped around my stomach, trying to make sense of everything around me. Everything has been such a blur but the one thing that is clear is that Elsa is this place, fighting for her life because of me. That leaves a very sore and bitter taste in my mouth and it makes me wish that I had stayed away and then the writer wouldn't be in this position in the first.

She has done so much for me and protected me, yet all I have done is take and take from her and now she's in surgery that will either save her life or not. I haven't heard a word from the doctor or nurses about Elsa and all this waiting is making me ever more anxious as the seconds drag on. Sven had left to go to the apartment to gather some of my clothes and necessaries for me and Marshall because we were still naked by the time we reached the hospital.

We were getting weird looks from everyone in the facility but I couldn't worry about that because I didn't care about them staring at me. I want… no I need to know if the writer is going to be okay or not because I don't know if I can handle her not being okay. When the mute came back with my things, he and Kristoff tried me to go the bathroom to change but I refused to until I hear about Elsa. Marshall gets up from the chair that she was sitting in before taking the duffel bag from Sven before grabbing my wrist and dragging me to the nearest restroom.

"Marshall, let me go" I said struggling against her grip.

"No can do, Kitty Cat. I know that neither of us minds being naked but we can't be naked here and I'm sure that your friend won't appreciate you flashing everything in the room" Marshall said flashing me a look over her shoulder.

I closed my mouth knowing that Marshall is right about Elsa not being happy about me being naked in front of everyone in the hospital so I allowed her to drag me into the bathroom. The tiger neko locks the bathroom behind us before setting the duffel bag down and opens it. I grab the first thing that I saw before throwing on and I struggle to get it on right because I don't know why the fabric of clothing is being so difficult right now.

I feel myself getting more and more frustrated by the second and I feel more like everything is my fault because it is. Why am I such a failure? Why am I so useless? Why did Elsa have to get shot protecting me? Why is she always the one getting hurt because of me? Why can't I be the one that protects her? I'm the pet for God sake's! it's my job to protect the ones that I love and I can't even do that right. Fuck! I hate that I'm so useless.

Why did Elsa have to find me that night? Things would've been a lot easier on everyone if I wasn't around. I can't even stay away because the last time that I did that Elsa and the guy came looking for me. If I had did a better of job of hiding then they wouldn't have found me. If it wasn't for me, Elsa wouldn't be in the hospital with gunshot wounds in her chest and fighting for her life. I'm so, so sorry Elsa. I'm so sorry that I've been such a burden on you and the guys.

God or some other higher power is listening to me right now if you would save Elsa, I promise you that I will stay as far away from her as possible. I will do anything if she makes it out of this, just make sure that she's okay. I feel someone tugging and fiddling with the fabric of the clothing so that it fits around my torso. I see Marshall staring at me with a concerned look on her face and before I knew it, I threw myself at her and letting all the tears flow out of me.

The tiger neko held me close for awhile before I finally calm down so we could get dressed then return to the waiting room. I and Marshall walked out of the restroom to the waiting room where I'm immediately hugged into a tight hug by Sven and I returned it as I bury my face into his shoulder. I take comfort in the mute because he gives the best hugs and I definitely need one in all of this. The mute pulls me towards the couch as we sit there, waiting for any kind of news about the writer but the wait is painfully long.

At one point in the waiting, Kristoff fell asleep in the chair that he was sitting on and at another point the tiger neko manages her onto his sleep falling asleep as well. I couldn't sleep because I just couldn't without Elsa near because I have gotten used to hearing her light snores during the night and they would lure me to sleep. I don't have that now and I want the writer to be okay.

It's several hours before the doctor walks through the door of the waiting room and I bolted off of the couch, causing Sven to fall fully on it waking him up in the process. Kristoff and Marshall wake up as well and the blonde college student looks at her with a raised eyebrow but the tiger neko didn't think nothing of it. They change their attention to the doctor, waiting for news of how Elsa's surgery went.

"Ms. Arendelle's surgery went very well and we were able to remove the bullets from her chest area and midsection. She was very lucky" Dr. Facilier said smiling kindly.

"What do you mean by lucky?" Kristoff asked confused.

"The bullet in her chest area had been an inch closer to the right, it would have pierced her heart causing instant death so thank heaven that it didn't" Dr. Facilier replies. "Can we…can we see her?" I asked nervously.

"I don't see why but don't stay too long. The surgery took a lot of her"

The walk between the waiting room and Elsa's room was the longest and hardest thing that I have ever done in my entire life because there was so many things running in my mind. How will Elsa feel when she sees me? Will she be happy to see me? Will she hate me for putting her in the hospital? For being the reason why her whole world has been turned upside down? Will Elsa not want to see me? I don't know what I would do if she suddenly hated me and not want to see me because Elsa is the sunshine in my darkened world.

She's made everything better and brighter and I don't know where I would be if it wasn't for her. I stopped in front of the opened door as the guys walked in front of me with Marshall standing next to me with a confused look on her face. I… I cant do this. I know that Elsa is okay and that's all that I need to know. I turned on my heel to leave the hospital and the writer's life for good this time but I'm stopped before I could take a single step. I looked to see the tiger neko holding onto my wrist with a frown on her face and before I could tell her to let me go, I'm forced onto her shoulder as I'm carried into the hospital room.

"Hey guys, look at what I found in the hallway" Marshall said setting me down on the floor.

"What the heck, Marshall?" I asked glaring at me.

Marshall simply shrugs her shoulder at me and I was about to give her an earful but it dies on its way out when a raspy voice says my name. I froze in that instant and I feel the tears forming my eyes as I slowly turn around to see Elsa laying on a hospital bed with a tired smile on her face. I noticed that she's hooked up to an IV drip and a large gauze peeking out from under the hospital where the bullet had pierced in her chest.

"E-Elsa"

I rushed to her side before pulling into a tight hug causing her to hiss in pain and I quickly let her go in fear of causing her more pain. Elsa breaths slowly before giving me a weak smile but I couldn't return it. I caused her so much pain already only to do it again. What the hell is wrong with me? Why did I think that hugging her like that was a good idea. Stupid! Stupid! Why am I so stupid?!

"Elsa, I'm so, so sorry" I said sadly.

"Why are you sorry? You didn't mean to hug me so tightly. I'm just really sore is all" Elsa said smiling understanding.

"That wasn't what I was talking about but I'm sorry for that too" I said shaking my head.

"What were you talking about, Anna?" Elsa asked confused.

"For being the reason why you're in here and the reason why you got shot in the first place. If I hadn't got kidnapped or done more to escape sooner, you wouldn't be in this bed in pain. You wouldn't have almost died" I said as my tears roll down my cheeks.

"Anna. Anna, look at me"

I shake my head. Why would she want to look at the person that put her in a hospital bed? I don't deserve to be comforted when the writer is in worse pain than I am. I don't deserve to be in the same room as Elsa when all I did was cause trouble for her and the guys. I don't deserve such kindness. I feel something wrapping around my wrist and I look through my eyes to see a pair of icy blue eyes staring up at me with kindness and understanding also as something that I couldn't identify. It was making me feel warm and fuzzy on the inside.

"Anna, this isn't your fault because you weren't the one that pulled the trigger. This is the actions of someone who is right in the head and you are NOT the cause of this. Don't ever think that you are" Elsa said with such conviction.

I sniffled a little before nodding slightly. Elsa smiles before pulling on my wrist so I'm now on the bed as well and I tried to get off but she wraps her arms around my waist so I couldn't leave. The writer kisses the top of my head causing the warm and fuzzy feeling to return once again.

"Don't you dare ever try to leave me ever again. I need you Anna and I refuse to lose you again" Elsa whispers into my ear.

"I don't want to lose you either. I… I love you, Elsa" I said smiling.

"I love you too, Anna" Elsa said kissing me on the lips.

No one's POV

Hans is currently in the communal showers of New York City Prison, washing the dirt and grim from working out on the yard. He's in here for about a month now and has been jumped at six times now by the other inmates which is why he's trying to build of his muscle mass. The former college is pissed off that his father wouldn't post his bail and was sent to this place for 15 years all for one bitch and one freak. When I get out of here, those two are gonna pay for ruining my life.

They'll pay for this. Hans grabs his soap only to have it slip out of his hand onto the floor by the drain and having to pick it up. The former college student bends over to pick up the washing utensil and have to slip out of his hands multiple times before getting a good grip on it. Hans jumps when he feels three big, long things poking his backside causing him to turn around quickly backing up to the shower walls. He sees three big tattooed guys with muscles on their arms bigger than his head with sinister smiles on their faces, sporting huge erections.

These guys have had in for him since Hans came to this prison, giving him leering looks and cat-calls for the last month now for one reason or another. Uh-oh, I read about guys being raped in prison especially in the showers. Fuck and I dropped the soap too. Don't my anal virginity taken! I'm too pretty to be anal raped! Maybe I can talk my way out of this. Y-Yea, they're r-reasonable guys.

"Hey Pretty Boy" John said smirking.

"H-Hey guys, what's up?" Hans asked nervously.

"Our dicks" Adam said licking his lips.

"Yeah and we want your sweet ass" Tarzan said taking a step closer to Hans.

"L-Look guys, can't we talk about this? I'm sure that you would want someone more experience like um Aladdin" Hans said holding his hands up in defense.

"We'll put that pretty mouth of yours to better use" John said chuckling.

"Now give us that ass of yours" Adam said chuckling evilly.

Hans' screams could be heard through the prison. Karma has its way of coming to biting you in the ass.

The End