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Chapter 2: Aftermath and Dreams
After about ten minutes Lorelai decided to try and sit up.
Every part of her body ached has she struggled to put her clothes back on.
'Oh God, I was raped what should I do?' Lorelai thought to herself as she stood up.
Lorelai walked out of the alley back to the street and found the street was still empty.
Lorelai stood out in the open for a second before she heard a noise and quickly ran to the safety of her jeep.
Once locked safely inside the jeep, Lorelai started to cry.
'What should I do, what if I'm pregnant, what is I have another STD?' Lorelai asked herself.
Lorelai started to panic realizing that Luke would be waiting for her.
"What am I going to say to Luke?" Lorelai asked herself as she replayed the night's events in her head.
Lorelai quickly took out a mirror to get a good look at her face.
After Lorelai saw her face she started to cry. 'I didn't even fight back' she thought.
Lorelai's face was spotless, her hair was a little out of place but overall her face didn't have a mark on it.
'Luke would never believe I was raped' Lorelai thought.
'Yes he would, he believed Rory when she said it' a voice in the back of her head said.
'But something was going on with Rory, I just went to Chris's' Lorelai thought.
'He loves you' the voice said.
'Not after he thinks you slept with someone else' Lorelai thought as she started to cry again.
'You didn't sleep with someone else' the voice said growing weaker.
'What will he think when I end up pregnant' Lorelai thought.
'I can't let that happen' Lorelai thought close to having a panic attack.
"I need to morning after pill" Lorelai said to herself as she started the car.
Lorelai eventually spotted an open pharmacy, checked her appearance and went in.
Lorelai was relived to find the store relatively empty, and she walked up to the pharmacist.
"How may I help you?" the male pharmacist asked.
"I-I wa-was won-wondering if I could g-get the morning after pill" Lorelai said not looking up at the pharmacist.
"Alright, I'm just going to need to see an I.D." the pharmacist said.
Lorelai nodded and took out her purse and showed it to him.
"Alright, just let me get it for you" the pharmacist said.
"Thanks" Lorelai said looking down at the ground.
"Here you go, you can take one now and the other in twelve hours" the pharmacist said ringing it up.
Lorelai also grabbed a Sprite, paid and thanked him and then left.
Once Lorelai got to her jeep she opened her drink and took the first pill.
After she took it she felt a pang of guilt but she knew it was better then telling Luke and possibly raising a baby that wasn't his.
Lorelai then started to drive back to Stars Hollow with one question in her mind 'What am I going to tell Luke?'
'I could tell him what happened, but what if he doesn't believe me, or blames me?' Lorelai thought.
'He might believe me' Lorelai thought but she didn't really believe it.
"If he's awake I'll tell him and if not I'll tell him tomorrow" Lorelai decided hoping that he was asleep.
Much to Lorelai's relief all the lights in the house were off.
Lorelai walked into the house and found Luke asleep on the couch.
Lorelai did feel a little happy that he did wait up for her but quickly went back to fear about what he would say.
Lorelai suddenly felt dirty while looking at Luke.
"I need a shower" Lorelai said softly as she made her way to the bathroom.
Lorelai undressed and looked at herself in the mirror. She had some bruises but no where near as many as she thought she would have.
Shame swept over Lorelai, 'I should have fought harder' she thought.
Lorelai quickly went into the shower and started to scrub her skin.
About a half an hour later Lorelai's skin was raw from her scrubbing when she heard a knock at the door.
"Who is it?" Lorelai asked timidly.
"Who do you think?" Luke asked.
"Just joking" Lorelai said trying to sound natural.
"So when did you get back?" Luke asked.
"A little while ago, I just needed a quick shower" Lorelai said.
"I'm going to go to bed, I'll see you there" Luke said.
After Lorelai heard Luke's steps fade she broke out into soft sobs.
Lorelai really didn't want to face Luke tonight so she decided to spend another fifteen minutes in the shower.
'If he's up then he's probably waiting for me' Lorelai thought and decided to get out of the shower.
Lorelai got dressed and headed to her room to find Luke still awake.
"Hey" Luke said as he went to kiss Lorelai.
Lorelai accepted his kiss but quickly pulled away.
"So how was Chris?" Luke asked.
"Chris was fine" Lorelai said quickly.
"So what took you so long getting home?" Luke asked.
"I had to go back up and help Chris" Lorelai said hoping he believed her lie.
Luke nodded, 'That was close' Lorelai thought.
Suddenly, Luke started kissing Lorelai passionately.
This caught Lorelai by surprise and she started to push Luke away.
"What?" Luke asked surprised by Lorelai's reaction to him.
"I'm just tired" Lorelai said a hint of fear in her voice.
Luke sighed, "Alright, well lets just go to sleep" he said a little disappointed.
Lorelai just nodded and went to the bed to try and get some sleep.
Once asleep, Lorelai felt even worse than she had before.
"Luke, I w-was ra-raped last n-night" Lorelai said to Luke.
"Do you really expect me to believe that?" Luke asked disgusted with Lorelai.
"But I really…" Lorelai started.
"Just shut up, tell me the truth you slept with Chris didn't you" Luke accused.
"I…" Lorelai said as she broke down into sobs.
"I can't even look at you, you slut!" Luke shouted as he slammed the door and left the house.
"But, I love you" Lorelai said after he left.
Suddenly, Lorelai woke up to see Luke standing over her.
"Are you alright?" Luke asked full of worry.
'Must have been a dream' Lorelai thought, "I'm fine, just a nightmare" she said.
"Want to talk about it?" Luke asked.
"Well you left me" Lorelai said honestly.
"Don't worry about that I would never leave you" Luke reassured her pulling her into a hug.
Lorelai didn't answer she just nodded not truly believing him.
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