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Chapter 5: Dreams and Talking
"You can buy that now?" Luke asked.
Lorelai nodded.
"Well you didn't want to get pregnant with that guys child anyway" Luke said.
"So you're not mad?" Lorelai asked shocked at how understanding Luke was.
'How could she think that I could ever be mad at her?' Luke asked himself.
"No, I'm not we'll just get and STD test done and be sure that your not pregnant with his child" Luke said.
"Thanks for understanding" Lorelai said.
"You don't have to thank me, you did nothing wrong" Luke said.
'I'm not sure about that' Lorelai thought but didn't say anything.
Eventually they got home.
"Do you want me to sleep on the couch tonight?" Luke asked.
'Does he not want to be with me' Lorelai thought as she felt a panic attack coming on.
Luke realized what she was thinking. "I don't mean it like that, I just meant that are you sure you won't get scared with me sleeping next to you" Luke said.
"I'll be fine" Lorelai said her panic subsiding.
"I'm going to take a shower" Lorelai said as she started walking to the bathroom.
Luke just nodded. 'I thought all the tragedy was over' he thought as he sat down on the couch and cried into his hands.
About forty-five minutes later Lorelai finally got out of the shower.
'I'm still dirty but at least it's not as bad' Lorelai thought as she got dressed.
Lorelai walked into the bedroom to find Luke already lying on the bed.
Lorelai took a deep breath and walked over to the bed.
"You sure you're alright?" Luke asked.
"I'm sure" Lorelai said trembling a little bit.
Lorelai slowly walked over to the bed and laid down next to Luke.
Lorelai still felt a little exposed even in her house.
"Luke" Lorelai said.
"Yeah" Luke said looking over at her.
"Could you hold me tonight?" Lorelai asked tentatively.
"Sure" Luke said as he wrapped his arms around Lorelai.
'I'm safe, Luke won't let anything happen to me' Lorelai thought as she went to sleep.
They stayed in that position all night.
Luke's alarm woke him up the next morning, he quickly turned it off.
'I should go into work, but I can't leave Lorelai alone' Luke thought as he went over to the phone to tell Caesar just to open.
'Glad I gave him keys' Luke thought as he dialed Caesar's number.
After he told Caesar just to open he went back to bed with Lorelai.
Meanwhile in Lorelai's dream.
"Please stop" Lorelai said as she struggled to escape the man's grasp.
He just laughed and her and started to remove his pants.
"Stop!" Lorelai screamed.
He did not and he proceeded to violently rape her.
Lorelai woke up screaming and was surprised to see Luke still sleeping next to her.
'He should be at work' Lorelai thought as she tried to wake him up.
"What is it?" Luke asked waking up.
"You have to be at work and I had a nightmare" Lorelai said as she tried not to cry.
"Don't worry about it I told Caesar to cover for me; do you want to talk about your dream?" Luke asked.
"Why did you do that?" Lorelai asked trying to stay away from her horrible dream.
"Because I didn't want you to wake up alone" Luke said.
'He's too good to me' Lorelai thought.
"So what happened in your dream" Luke asked gently.
"I'll tell you about it when Rory gets here" Lorelai said.
"Alright" Luke said, he knew he had to give her some time.
"Please tell me you at least made coffee" Lorelai said.
"Sorry, I didn't" Luke said.
"It's no big deal" Lorelai said.
'She must be bad, coffee being no big deal to her' Luke thought.
"So when's Rory coming over?" Luke asked.
"I'm not sure" Lorelai said.
"After Rory comes over we need to go to the hospital" Luke said.
"I know, but it's just so embarrassing" Lorelai said as stray tears fell down her face.
"We have to make sure you're alright and not sick" Luke said pulling her into a hug.
"Alright I'll go" Lorelai said still not sure if she really would.
"I'm going to go make breakfast, what do you want?" Luke asked getting up.
"I'm not hungry" Lorelai said.
"You should eat something" Luke said.
'He is right' Lorelai thought.
"Fine, I'll have some toast" Lorelai said.
'It's not much but at least she's eating' Luke thought.
"I'll make some coffee too" Luke said.
Lorelai just nodded as she hugged a pillow to make her feel safe.
'She's going to need to see someone' Luke thought as he made her breakfast.
Once he got back to the room he found Lorelai in the fetal position crying.
Luke wasn't sure what to do; he didn't want to startle her.
Just then he heard a knock at the door, 'Please be Rory' he thought as he went to the door.
Luke was relieved to find Rory waiting at the door.
"Where's mom?" Rory asked.
"She's in her room, she told me what happened" Luke said.
'That's one less thing to worry about' Rory thought.
"How's she doing?" Rory asked keeping her voice low.
"Hard to say, she keeps blaming herself, she had a nightmare, she's not eating, and now she's on the bed crying" Luke said.
"Have you taken her to the hospital?" Rory asked.
"No, she said she wanted to wait for you" Luke said.
Rory nodded, "I'll go talk to her, you wait here" she said.
Luke nodded understandingly.
Rory slowly walked to Lorelai's room not sure what to expect.
Rory looked at the bed and found it empty.
'Where is she?' Rory asked herself as she looked around the room.
Rory finally found Lorelai in the corner of the room crying her eyes out.
Rory slowly walked over to Lorelai so that she wouldn't scare her.
"I shouldn't have told anyone" Lorelai said softly.
Rory would have interrupted her but she knew that Lorelai had to get this off her chest.
"It was easier, before it was like a dream. Now it's real and I can't get the images out of my head. I should have been able to stop it" Lorelai said.
"Mom, it's not your fault" Rory said.
"How did you deal with it?" Lorelai asked.
Rory knew her mom would eventually ask her this. They had both been raped and she knew how to somewhat get over it.
"I just dealt with it, I tried to hide it but that just complicated things" Rory said.
'Rory's right, I will have to face this head on' Lorelai thought.
"Mom, I'm not going to lie to you, this is going to be hard but you can get over it" Rory said.
'Even though I really haven't' Rory mused.
"Are you really over it?" Lorelai asked knowing that this was a sensitive spot.
'I haven't talked with her about this in months I have to know' Lorelai thought.
'I'm not going to lie' Rory thought grimly.
"I'm mostly over it, the only real thing I haven't been able to get over is trusting Jess enough to have sex" Rory said truthfully.
"Is that all?" Lorelai asked.
Rory nodded, "Mom, you'll get over this, and you've had sex before so you know that sex can be good" she said.
"I'm just so afraid" Lorelai said.
"I know, I know" Rory said.
"So are we going to go to the hospital?" Lorelai asked.
"Yeah, do you want Luke to come along?" Rory asked.
Lorelai thought for a moment, "I want him to but what if I do have a STD?" she asked.
"What do you mean?" Rory asked.
"I mean what if Luke doesn't want to be with me if I have a STD?" Lorelai asked.
"Mom, you had one before and Luke didn't care, he loves you" Rory said.
"I know but I'm just afraid he won't want to be with me" Lorelai said.
"Mom this is Luke, he's always loved you" Rory said.
'She is right, I should let him come' Lorelai thought before she gave her answer.
"I do want Luke to come" Lorelai said still not sure if that was the right decision.
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