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Chapter 9: Going To See Chris
Rory walked down the hospital hallway with a numb feeling overtaking her body.
'Could my mom have really been raped and am I the product?' Rory asked herself trying not to cry.
Suddenly a horrible thought entered Rory's mind, 'Is that why Max was abusing me?' she asked herself.
"Rory where were you?" Luke asked interrupting Rory's thoughts.
"I was just talking with the doctor" Rory said honestly.
"So how's she going to be?" Luke asked.
"She said she wasn't sure yet" Rory said trying to focus.
"Alright" Luke said.
"Luke I'm going to go" Rory said.
"What, why?" Luke asked confused.
"I just need to go" Rory said rushing out not giving Luke more time to question her.
'Must be something with Yale or Jess' Luke thought not quite believing himself.
Luke walked back into Lorelai's room.
"Where's Rory?" Lorelai asked.
"She had to do something with the paper" Luke lied.
"Oh" Lorelai said disappointed that Rory had left.
Just then Dr. Snyder walked back in.
"Well good news the pregnancy tests have come up negative so the morning after pill did work for you" Dr. Snyder said.
"When can I leave?" Lorelai choked out.
"I'm just going to need you to sign some papers then you can leave" Dr. Snyder said.
"Good" Lorelai said choking back a sob.
'I wish Rory was here' Lorelai thought.
Meanwhile Rory was driving over to Jess's.
'How could mom have kept this from me?' Rory asked as silent tears fell from her eyes.
Before Rory knew it she was at Jess's, she walked up and knocked on the door.
Jess came and opened up the door, he was surprised to find a crying Rory there.
"Can I come in?" Rory asked in a broken voice.
"What's going on?" Jess asked allowing Rory to come in.
"My mom was raped" Rory said her voice hollow.
"When?" Jess asked shocked at what happened.
"Which time?" Rory asked sitting down.
"What do you mean?" Jess asked trying to follow Rory.
"I mean she was raped the other night, and the doctor said that she was probably raped before" Rory said bitterness filling her voice.
"Did the doctor say definitely?" Jess asked.
"No" Rory said.
"Then maybe it was just normal scarring" Jess said lamely.
"No, the doctor was pretty sure it was from a rape" Rory said.
"Maybe it was from this one" Jess said running out of ideas.
"No, the doctor said it was old" Rory said.
"I'm sorry Rory" Jess said sitting down next to her.
"It isn't your fault" Rory said.
"Did you ask your mom about it?" Jess asked.
"I didn't I just gave an excuse and left" Rory said suddenly feeling ashamed of herself.
"You should have asked her" Jess said.
"I just couldn't, I mean what if I'm a child of rape?" Rory asked.
Jess bit his lip he didn't have a good answer for it.
"Why would my mom hide this from me?" Rory asked.
"Maybe she wanted to protect you" Jess suggested.
Suddenly a look of horror flashed across Rory's face.
"What if my dad did it?" Rory asked as she started to cry.
Jess couldn't answer that question he knew that if he did he might say something he'd regret.
Meanwhile Luke and Lorelai were just leaving the hospital.
"Are you feeling any better?" Luke asked.
"A little" Lorelai sighed.
"What's wrong?" Luke asked knowing it would help her to talk.
"I just can't believe that Rory left" Lorelai said.
"You could ask her about it later" Luke suggested.
"I mean, why would she just leave?" Lorelai asked as if she didn't hear Luke.
'Maybe I should tell her the truth' Luke thought.
"Lorelai I think Jess or someone said something to Rory" Luke said.
"Why do you say that?" Lorelai asked.
"Because when I talked to her she seemed upset" Luke admitted.
"Still, why would she leave?" Lorelai asked.
"Well maybe she had a flashback of what happened with Max" Luke said.
"Maybe" Lorelai mumbled.
"So do you need anything?" Luke asked changing the subject.
"I just want to go home" Lorelai said.
"I'm sorry I wasn't there to protect you" Luke said out of the blue.
"Luke…" Lorelai said.
"I should have gone with you" Luke said.
"No, Luke we both know how you are around Chris" Lorelai said.
"Still I should have sucked it up" Luke said.
"Luke don't blame yourself, blame me" Lorelai said.
"Lorelai stop blaming yourself nothing that happened was your fault" Luke said.
"I still feel like it is" Lorelai mumbled under her breath so Luke wouldn't hear her.
Meanwhile at Jess's, Jess was still consoling Rory.
"I need to go to Boston" Rory said.
"Why?" Jess asked.
"I need to talk to my dad" Rory said.
"Are you sure that's a good idea?" Jess asked.
"Yes, I need to know the truth" Rory said.
Jess sighed, "Then I'll come with you" he said.
"Why?" Rory asked.
"Because you need the support and if he did do it I'm going to need to kick his ass" Jess said.
"Alright, let's go" Rory said getting up.
"I'll drive" Jess said knowing that Rory wasn't fit to drive.
Rory nodded and followed Jess to the car.
The ride to Boston went in relative silence except for the radio.
After about two hours they were in front of Chris's.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" Jess asked.
"I'm sure I need to know the truth" Rory said trying not to cry.
They went up to the apartment and knocked on the door.
"Rory what are you doing here?" Chris asked genuinely surprised.
"Dad I need to talk to you" Rory said trying to stay calm.
"Sure, what's Jess doing here?" Chris asked.
"Don't worry about him, I need to talk to you alone" Rory said.
Chris nodded, "Jess would you mind watching Gigi while Rory and I talk" he asked.
Jess just nodded not sure if he should be angry at him or not.
Chris led Rory into his bedroom.
"So what did you want to talk about?" Chris asked.
"Mom was raped the night she visited you" Rory said.
'Did I hear right?' Chris asked himself as he started to panic.
"W-what did y-you say?" Chris asked stammering a little bit.
'That could be guilt' Rory thought.
"She was raped the other night" Rory said again.
'Damn I heard right, I should have walked her out' Chris thought.
"Is she alright?" Chris asked.
"She's going to be" Rory said.
"Tell her that I wish her well" Chris said.
"Dad I need to ask you something" Rory said.
"What is it?" Chris asked not sure what Rory was going to ask.
"The doctor said that there was evidence that mom was raped before" Rory started.
'She wasn't supposed to find out' Chris thought knowing what the question was going to be.
"Did you rape mom?" Rory asked trying not to cry.
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