Pairing: ShuuRen/RenShuu

Rate: M

Note: so I had this idea because of recent events around Bleach, I hope you have a good time reading it. Once again I deeply apologize because of my english. This is dedicated to ExtinctionOfReality, this is all for you.

Fate

It had already passed two weeks after that day-off Hisagi and Abarai had passed together and things were not good or bad, in fact they weren't, they didn't even exist. They indulged together for the entire day and simply followed their paths the next morning, each one to his duties. There were no soft words spoken, no promises, just sad smiles as they got up to a new day.

It wasn't easy to build a relationship from the ashes after it failed once, too many things were said and done, some of them terribly painful, even with their new resolution that it's better to be together before it was too late, yes, both thought that way but couldn't say it out loud. They were both somewhat stubborn and hot boiled, poison to a love couple. They didn't knew but they surely completed each other.

Renji was training in the middle of a place like a canyon, his torso was naked and his skin was shinning from the coat of sweat, it was afternoon and the sun was burning. His eyes were closed indicating concentration, he felt a light breeze touching crimson locks making them swirl slightly. Trying to concentrate all of his reiatsu he lift his zanpakutou already in its shikai form pointing at front gave a deep breathe.

"Bankai!" He opened his eyes, narrowed them, "Hihio, Zabimaru!" he shouted. Suddenly like an explosion, a massive snake skeleton appeared howling like it came from hell, its creeping-like body, moving around him like preparing to squeeze but it's to protect him. Its huge bony head coming from behind and hovering above him, its red fur around the neck made it even more grotesque. Renji also changed receiving some kind of a brown furred cowl placed above his shoulders.

He and his zanpakutou had a great connection, he had to train of course, like everyone but he could control it pretty well, even when he first fought his own taichou, a fight that damaged his precious other side of his soul with no return, he had to train more, to be fully in harmony with his soul and the zanpakutou, the said other part of him.

"Hikotsu Taiho!" Zabimaru howled in the air, opening its mouth blasting a huge red sphere of spiritual energy making disappear the massive rocks it was pointing to. It wasn't still enough, Renji thought he was still too weak, he needed more strength and this attack left him drained because it uses most of his own energy. He called back Zabimaru to his normal sword form. His breaths were hard and he decided to fresh himself in a nearby stream.

He got on his knees and leaned close to the water, diving both hands in the cold liquid, splashing the water on his face to cool himself down.

"You are getting stronger day by day, it's impressive.", a voice came from behind him and when Renji looked back he saw Hisagi leaned against a tree.

"Yeah. Said the person who is already a taichou-level without bankai" remarked the redhead, Hisagi sure had an amazing power, he could fight as an equal to a taichou if he wanted to, he sit right on the spot he was.."This is much cooler here. So what are you doing here Hisagi-san?" Renji was still sweaty so he removed his upper clothes.

The other fukutaichou walked to the redhead sitting beside him "I was training nearby and then I felt your reiatsu, I decided to stop by..it's really huge your bankai, beautiful in a rough way." The brunette eye stareing at that chest and back, mesmerized with its tattoos and forms.

The redhead looked to the side and tilted slightly his head looking deep at dark pearls.."Just like me, ne?" he teased in a playful way.

"Abarai.." the other replied smirking and hitting the bronzed arm with his elbow. Hey both laugh at that. Great, they could be as they always were. Actually it was never a problem to them, they had a messy relationship in the past, they were both too young but still, when they were together, this feeling of ease could not be erase, they were first and foremost close friends and that bond couldn't be broken no matter what happens.

The redhead changed his position to face the other "I was about to meditate and connect with Zabimaru and I was thinking..How are you and Kazeshini?"

Hisagi leaned back supporting himself on his elbows sighing, he looked up watching the tree leafs dancing in the wind, "It's a hideous place.." he whispered, "..and I get reluctant that if I go any further one part of me would go away, that scares me...the power, the rage, the fear, it can consume me."

Renji narrowed his eyes and looked down at the dark-haired man, "Face it!". He could see fear in dark orbs looking at him, "You believe that we can't fight without fear and you are right but that doesn't mean we can't face it."

The other looked up at him confused."We?" he asked. Renji leaned down, hands on each side of the brunette head, his lips just an inch from the other's.."Meditate with me, if something happens I'm right beside you senpai." The redhead couldn't stay away from those lips and mostly after that night, he dreamt every night with his senpai and former lover. He planted a smooth and light kiss on rough lips which was responded by the brunette wrapping his arms around his neck and deepening the kiss, in a second both mouths were open and tongues were moving in a wet and heated dance, the kiss was long and passionate, both broke it at the same time, looking in each other's eyes panting. The redhead narrowed his eyes and whispered with his rough, rusty voice.." Senpai," he liked his lips,"..make love to me." and he rubbed his body on the other.

Hisagi widened his eyes and closed them. It was this he wanted when he first met Renji in the bar, he was finally seeing the other accepting that they couldn't be away from each other and that was...the most important thing in the world. He placed his hand on the other cheek, rubbing it with his thumb, he opened his eyes and yes, Renji was still there, with wanting plastered all over his face. "I.." he was about to say something but it was still too soon for it, for those words were already spoken in the past and things didn't work out so well.

The fukutaichou of the sixth leaned forward and placed his forehead together with the other's, "..Don't.." he shook his head.."...force yourself, there's nothing that can be said that could possibly be compared to this." he ran his fingers over dry lips, then he kissed them with hunger. He wrapped his arms around the other and turned them around switching their positions, pulling his senpai to him kissing him passion, "Make love to me.." he whispered in the ear licking it and biting the earlobe. Hisagi, speechless, moved slowly undoing the redhead lower clothes, removing them carefully, after his partner was all naked he ran his hands from the legs to his chest, caressing the bronzed skin lightly, just taking a sweet moment to mesmerize that body, he reached for the other head and untied the hair band making red hair spill on the grass contrasting against everything around.

Smiling tenderly Renji reached forward with an arm and wrapped it around Hisagi's neck pulling him closer to him, kissing all over his face, his other hand working on the other's clothes.

Both were now naked and the two bodies rubbing against each other were sweaty. Bronzed, tanned tattooed, exotic in their own ways, they kissed, touched, caressed like they were both precious gems, Hisagi above Renji, stradled between his legs, hands running through muscled legs, the redhead caressing the other arms and shoulders, a hand touched his scar on the face, rubbing his thumb on it as both cocks were touching making them hard and leaking. Low, throaty moans were lost between the two souls, the movements were slow and meaninfull, both rolling their hips, pushing against each other for more friction.

Renji caressed dark hair and looked into dark orbs, "You're beautiful." he whispered between pants, the other smiled and kissed lightly rough lips, his hand caressing both cocks moisten his fingers with both semen using it after to push more easily two fingers inside the redhead making him frown at first and then letting out a moan, the brunette pushed even deeper scretching the other, he waited no more and thrusted with his own very hard member inside, slowly, in one go.

The two stood still for a precious moment as soon as Hisagi was all in, arms wrapped around each other, their skin touching, Renji locking the other with his legs between him, both were breathing hard looking into each others eyes...a silent promise, an unvoiced contract. They would be together from now on, between pants they both smiled probably thinking they had never done like this before, just pure and rough sex, they needed this and it was absolutely and deeply amazing to not be overflowed with feelings, why had they waited so much time?..They wouldn't know and it didn't matter anymore.

Finally the brunette started to move, pushing in deeper and pulling out, painfully slowly, getting out of the redhead small, low and guttural sounds, he stared at that face, the features he so much loved, they waisted so much time, none of that anymore, the future was uncertain but one thing he was sure..he wouldn't left this man again.

None of the two could take away their stare from each other nor breaking the tight embrace, they wanted to absorb all in, feeling all the feels, making all the promises, becoming one single soul and body. Hisagi leaned forward and placed his sweaty forehead on top of Renji's hitting his prostate with a thrust at the same time, the redhead frowned from the pleasure, opened his mouth and let out a moan then kissing the other lips. They indulged in this for some time, the brunette rolling his hips slowly, thrusting inside the others body as they were both linked in every possible way, the path for the climax coming in a paced way, in shock pleasure waves, slowly breaking in.

Renji clenched his fingers on the bronzed back digging his nails, Hisagi was doing the same but abusing the broad and tattooed shoulders, still with their forehead attached at each other and looking inside their souls they continued.

"It's fate.." the brunette whispered between his hard pants and moans.

"I know.." the other answered between his own pleasure high.

"It must be Renji.." he was so close, his voice here was accidentally blown out with a more high pitch and a moan after. He let go of one tattooed shoulder and moved his hand down, jerking the redhead hard but with a slow pace.

"Yes..Shuuhei"." he answered with a moan digging even more his nails receiving a moan.

The fukutaichou of the ninth sped his pace just slightly because he was anticipating their releases, he thrust and pumped the other at the same rhythm until they both came at the same time, hot liquid flowing inside the rehead and between hot skin, not closing his eyes, the pleasure running through their bodies like a shock, both gaping at first, then Renji bit his lower lip and arched his back a bit, Hisagi frowned moaning, the two looking at each other, they wanted to see everything, they wanted to see the pleasure, the love, the wanting, the desperation in both souls, why were they together, what did it meant in their faces and it was overwhelming. As the peak of climax was passing and they started to come down from his high they kissed hungrily smashing their lips, tongue and teeth in a sloppy way, shutting hard their eyes giving out their souls.

They broke the link and stared at each other again panting, suddenly both smiled in a tender way, the smiled turned into a chuckle that gave his way to laughter, they were both so happy they could explode.

Hisagi pulled out from Renji kissing his forehead and got out from above him, laying with his back against the grass besides the other. He was still breathing hard.

"Damn it's so hot.." he said smiling and turned his head to look at the other.

"Thank you!" the redhead turned his head too and grinned.

Hisagi kicked the other playfully chuckling, "Such modesty huh?".

Renji looked at himself, seed on his belly and inside him shaking his head in a comic way, waving his hands.."You're the one that left me in this state senpai, hungry aren't we?" he winked at the other.

"What? You were the one begging for me to make love to you.." he widen his eyes smiling and provoking the other.

The redhead pointed at him frowning comically "Begging is going over the board..I didn't beg.." he lift himself a bit up supporting on his elbows, tilting his head a few times from side to side grunting.."Hmm..okay, I did beg a bit." he looked at his lover and smiled widely making the other laugh.

Renji stood up.."Damn, it is really hot." he turned around and looked down at Hisagi, "I'm going to take a bath on the stream, the water is really inviting, wanna come?" he said smiling.

"I'll be right there, I'm still a bit dizzy and breathless." it was his time to wink at the other smirking.

"Oh, I'm really that good huh?" he said this turning around making his short way to the stream.

"Ha, your cockiness doesn't know boundaries, seriously" he said waving his arm in the air.

The redhead was already inside the stream, the water wasn't cold and its depth was only enough to reach his knees so he sit down, water until his shoulders, leaning a bit against an average rock, the flow was really weak, it actually feeling good, relaxing him.

"Should I tell you where the word cockiness come from senpai?" he said out loud smiling teasing the other but he heard no answer. Did the other fell asleep?

"Hisagi-san.." he screamed. Nothing.

He felt a presence behind him and he turned around cursing " You know I don't like this fucking jokes Shuu-.." he trailed off when he turned back fully, still inside the water, he eyes widen with the sight right in front of his face, "..-hei?".The brunetted was crouched in the border of the stream right behind Renji, he had a devil grin on his face and his eyes were colorless, Kazeshini on his hands. He tilted his head to the side like a wild beast and made a move, attacking Renji.

Luckily he was a warrior and his instincts were fast as he used shunpo to get out of there and escape the attack. The redhead noticed as soon as he saw those eyes that Shuuhei was gone, it was not him, but what was happening? He never saw something like this. It seems the other was possessed.

"Shuuhei," he screamed, "Wake up!" the other attacked him over and over, laughing hysterically, Renji was able to punch him two or three times between his advances screaming desperately for the others name and for him to wake up. Nothing. Those blank eyes belonged to a demon, that grin to a monster, who was this?

The fukutaichou of the sixth was panicking, he didn't knew what to do, the creature wasn't backing down, his lover soul was absent, in one of his escapes he managed to grab his clothes and Zabimaru, he hidden behind a tree and dressed himself fast. crouching, he placed his hands on his head clenching his fingers painfully, "Fuck, what is this, what do I do..just fucking fuck..I can't fight him, it's not him, should I?" he punched the tree and calmed himself down.

Grabbing his zanpakutou he felt the spirit uneasy, it was no simple thing.

"Howl, Zabimaru." it was the first time his zanpakutou shikai release made his heart skip a beat.

In the darkness of the wood, he saw a chain attached to blades coming at his direction in a crazy speed, he was fast to deflect it, then another behind him and he used shunpo noticing his lover form, he was still fighting naked, Renji frowned at that.

They fought for several minutes, this soul or whatever it was, was much more aggressive than Hisagi, more unpredictable, Renji deflect as a much as he could trying to not attack, he wouldn't know how much he could keep with. When they clashed their blades the redhead looked inside those hateful eyes and for a fraction he swore he had seen the usual black pearls, he faltered for a second and when he noticed, a blade was rushing against his neck which wasn't cut by luck since he managed to defend with his sword in the last moment, a fighter that looked like his lover hovering in the air above him, chains waving making a death sound, another part of the zanpakutou of the other hand ready to another blow.

"Hello there!" a hideous voice came from his lover mouth.

Renji narrowed his eyes, his face was red from the rage and anger he was feeling right now, "Who the fuck are you?" he screamed forgetting his own situation.

The other threw his head back and laughed in a hysteric and horrific way.

"Leave him alone." he screamed again, the other just laughed.."I asked..who the fuck are you?" he screamed even louder angered.

"Kazeshini" and the creature smiled, waving his weapon in the air to give the final blow grinning like a maniac as Renji was petrified from the shock not managing to move.