Chapter 4
: Next morning after breakfast Halliwell Manor:
"Ok first I'm going to show you meditation techniques to help access your magic and also the block your mind, it will probably be the same as Occlumency because I'm going to show you how I blocked people's thoughts and emotions when I gained empathy and telepathy so we can stop the Voldemort visions, then we are going to talk about your nightmares because we are not going to start on any training, psychical or magical until your body can handle it which means I'm going to look up some nutrient potions to get you to gain some weight because to do magic to the best of your ability your body has to be in top condition", said Danni
"Sounds good", Harry replied nervously
"First of all we have to discuss why you felt the need to cut because I think it's because you feel guilty over Cedric's and Sirius's death"
With pained eyes he replied "Yes"
"Well really I have only one thing to say to you…..you're an idiot!"
"What?" asked a bewildered Harry
"What makes you think it is your fault?" she gently asked
"I told him to take the cup and if he never did that he would be alive right now", Harry said with burning eyes
"Ok first things first did you know the cup was a portkey….No you never so you couldn't have known what was going to happen….now let me ask you a question…if you knew the cup was a portkey and it was going to take you and Cedric to Voldemort would you have still tell him to take the cup?" she asked
"Of course I wouldn't", replied a shocked Harry
"Well why should you feel guilty being guilty means you would have had to do something wring which you didn't and Cedric doesn't blame you, nobody else blames you, so you shouldn't blame yourself," she told him, the rather suddenly in a forcible tone of voice said" don't you dare try and come up with ways to make it your fault, there was nothing you could have done", saying this after she heard what he thinking.
More gently she then said " I think you are suffering from something called survivors guilt which basically means that you feel guilty about surviving when Cedric died"
Sniffling quietly Harry replied, " Yeah, I think I understand you now.. It wasn't my fault Cedric died because I didn't know about the cup and there was nothing I could have done"
" Now you get it and also you were very brave brining his body back to his parents and risking your life while doing it"
"Thanks", Harry said
For the rest of the morning they talked about Sirius and the DoM, until Harry finally understood that what happened wasn't his fault and there wasn't anything he could have done. From what Harry told Danni about Black, he wouldn't want Harry feeling this way, he would want him to be happy and live.
Danni decided that since they had a very emotional morning they would just relax and watch movies for the rest of the day.
Reviews
Thanks to everyone who reviewed and also I got this chapter up sooner than I though but I still might be able to put another up at the weekend. It really depends on how much work I've got to do.
Kyle'sChick-thanks for the review
IvySnowe-I like stories where he is a manipulator is well and
also depending on how well it is written I like on where he really helps Harry like Star Polaris' Web of lies. Thanks for the review
