Forgive
The sun rays enter my room through the window; I blinked my eyes few times after I saw my old room. So I must be tired and exhausted after tried not to scream in pain during that disease attack me last night.
I don't think I can make it to school. I don't bring my school uniform and school bag. I dressed to my last night clothes. Tidy up my house and bring out the trash to the garbage place. I go back to mansion.
On the way to home, I meet with my bullies. When they saw me. They came near me and lastly they beat me to the pulp. I wash my swollen face that covered with blood at the pipe in at the playground. That jerks! Always ruin my life. Ouch. That hurt. Maybe ribcage broken into the pieces. My right hand cannot move as usual. Broken again, I guess.
I arrived at the mansion on afternoon. As I opened up the door, I see G staring at me furiously. Gulp. I covered my swollen cheek with my left hand. Maybe he wanted to yell at me because I don't come back last night and skip the school today. I looked at the floor because I stared at his furious face. He walks beside me as he didn't see me. I shocked. HE LEFT ME ALONE.
They really HATE ME THAT MUCH.
I run to my room, I really disappointed with them but my tear won't fall down. I look myself in front of mirror. I seem myself paler and thinner than last year. I go taking shower and get some rest. Lately, I easily get exhausted and sleepy but I didn't take vigorous activities. Maybe because of the medicine I take.
In Giotto's office
Someone knocked the door, must G or Asari. "Come in." I answered. "Hey, Giotto? What's wrong with your otouto?" I stunned and looked at him curiously. Since when G taking care of my otouto? "What's the matter, G?" "He looks paler than usual. More like zombie to me. Is he sick or something?"
He put some files and documents on my desk. "Is he just returned home?" G nodded. "Where is he gone last night? His skipping school again." "I dunno know. You should ask him." He left the room after send in the paperwork to me.
My HI turn up and yelling to me to visit Tsuna now. I left the paperwork unfinished and run to his room. I knocking the door, I get know answer. His door is locking. I ran to see Sebastian, the head of butler, to get the key.
As I open up the door, I can see Tsuna on the bed. He looks restless and malnutrition. His skin colour is paler than usual. I come near him. What the red colour coming out from his nose? He is bleeding?! I shake him to wake up but he still in deep sleep. I left him and run to search Knuckle.
"KNUCKLE!? Where are you?" "What's happen, Giotto? Someone is sick?" I nodded to Asari. "Maybe he in the infirmary. You should find him there." "Thanks, Asari." I run passed through him.
Open the infirmary door harshly until it surprised Knuckle. I grab his hand before he open the mouth. "Wait, Giotto. Explain yourself first." "Tsuna, his sick now." "Okay. I come to his room few minutes later since I need my things to get ready to see him." "I'll wait you there."
G, Asari, Lampo and I still wait Knuckle to get the room since he examination Tsuna body. I hope he gonna be alright. Otou-san, okaa-san, gomenasai. I didn't take care of Tsuna as you wish.
"Giotto, may I suggest you take him to the hospital for X-ray since he got many broken bone entire of his body also swollen at his abdomen, legs, hands and face. Better we send him to the hospital for details examination."
"What - what's the hell?! You must be kidding, right? My Tuna is not the victim. He is strong than you expected. No, it can't be."
"Giotto, please take a deep breath. You've in panic now." I follow Knuckle order. "G, ready the car while Asari packing Tsuna's bag. Knuckle follows me to the hospital. Lampo tell the others we go to hospital. Emergency case."
I lift up my Tuna carefully. I can see clearly his face like a corpse and he is very light than last year. Like I am lifting the 30kg sand bag. I put Tsuna in the Limousine.
Few minutes later, we arrived at Namimori Hospital. I lift again my little brother while G call out the doctor and nurse to bring out the stretcher. Knuckle also joins the group of medical staff to the examination room. Asari brings Tsuna's bag pack. Lampo live at home.
Two hours later, Knuckle and the other doctors come out. I can see clearly that Knuckle is so much pain. What's exactly happen to my Tuna? I grab tightly his both shoulders.
"Tell me the truth, Knuckle." He avoids me from seeing my face. "Onegai." "Actually, there are few broken bones around his body. He also suffered some bleeding which is near his right lung as the one piece of broken bone had stabs the alveolus that hard him to breath as usual. He may need the respiratory mechanism to help him to breath." I stunning after heard what Knuckle had explained. My mind is blank, nothing come into my mind.
"Sawada Tsunayoshi had been bullied before, Sawada-san?" The doctor behide Knuckle start to explain, Dr. Yamagi. "I dunno know. Why are you asking?" "Because we found out there are few old bruised and injuries around his body especially the abdomen."
"What? That's impossible! You got to be kidding with me right? All this time whenever I see him, he is very healthy boy and manages to take care of himself."
"Be patience, Giotto. We will cure him whatever we take." G gave him courage as he tapped Giotto shoulder. "Knuckle, Sensei, please tell me what suppose we must do now? I want my Tuna back to health boy again." He bowed to the doctors.
" I suggest that we have to put his name under watchlist to know his condition every also have to do X-ray on his body to know whether he have more broken bones or something else that effect the inner side of him." Dr. Yamagi explained.
The nurses bring out the patience into ICU. One of the nurse shows out beside us. "Sensei, Sawada Tsunayoshi's name under the watchlist of Shamal-sensei." Shamal-sensei? "Is he has Sawada Tsunayoshi's file?" Knuckle asking.
"Yes, he has but unfortunately the file missing from his room. But we have the soft copy if you want to see." "Show me." "Follow me." "Asari and G, go to Tsuna's ward." "Hii."
At Shamal-sensei room, we are discovering that his room is so messing with clothes scattered everywhere. "Miss Mayuri, are you sure we can open up his computer without his permission?" Knuckle asking. "Please don't tell him." "We can keep this secret." Say Giotto seriously.
"Sawada-san's file had been locked by password?" "What?" The trio say at the same time. "Maybe I should call G to here." Giotto calling G.
"What's the matter, Giotto? You wanna my help?" "Yes, can you hack Tsuna's file because that damn doctor put the password for his file?" "I'll try."
"I'm sorry to interrupt you. I have little patience to check on. May I go now?" Dr. Yamagi excuse himself. "You may. Thanks for help." G sits in front of the computer and start to hack the file.
Half hour later
"Damn it. What the hell with this stupid password?! I try many dates and number but it still fail." "How about the first appointment?" "When?" "It's XX-XX-XXXX." G typing one by one. Still fail. "How about Alexia's attack?" Giotto suggest. "When he was involved with that incident?" "Just try already." G typing again.
The password is success.
Everyone stunning. "Woa, I didn't thinks that password come from. I think he put his or Tsuna's birthday. How can he know that date?" "Maybe Reborn tell him." "Let see what we can get from this file." The others nodded.
NAME: SAWADA TSUNAYOSHI
AGE: 16
ADDRESS: X, VONGOLA MANSION, NAMIMORI.
BLOOD TYPE: AB
DISEASE: UNKNOWN VIRUS ATTACKS HIS BODY. IMMUNE SYSTEM CANNOT HEAL IT. BRAIN CANCER LEVEL 4. CANNOT BE SURVIVE IN A MONTH OR FEW DAYS.
"What the hell is going here? You got to be kidding with me right?" I become frustrated and disappointed with myself. I didn't know and how long he had suffered? All I thing is about that damn paperwork and my family but my only otouto has suffered long enough. What's wrong with me?! Damn it.
How can I protect my family IF my only otouto cannot make it. I kicked that rubbish bin near me. G was cursing to himself while Knuckle was praying. The nurse left us in frustrating. Maybe she knows we need time for ourselves.
The ringing tone alerts us. That my phone! "Hello, Giotto speaking." "Hello, Giotto. It's me, Asari. Tsuna already wake up. Hurry up and see him. We are at level 2 room 27" "Okay, I'm on the way." G and Knuckle looking me with surprised.
"His waking up?!" "What?! Let's go. My God give him long life. Amen." "I'll shut down the computer first. You go first. I'll catch up with you later." I know why G said that because he wanna steal Tsuna's file. "Okay, we go first." Knuckle and I ran toward lift.
As we both enter the room, Tsuna being check-up by the doctor while Asari waiting beside the bed. "He is fine. You can see and talk with him now." The doctor and nurse left the room.
I walk toward his bed and hugged him tightly. "My Tuna Fish, you made me worry sick about you. Why didn't you tell me that you had been bullied?" My tears fallen down. I released him slowly and I wanna see his face, his dull eyes that fill with sad emotional. He avoid from made eyes contact with me.
"Tsuna look at me please." I'm begging him. "I'm sorry, Tsuna. I'm failed to be your brother." I crying in front of him. I kiss his forehead lovingly.
"Giotto-san, don't cry please." "Call me Onii-chan." "Onii-san, you looks like a kid when you cry." He swept away my tears. "Gomenasai, Tsuna. I abandoned you, not taking care of you, make you suffer alone. I'm sorry. Please forgive me Tsuna."
"Onii-chan, don't worry. I already have forgotten that." "I love you, Tsuna." "I love you too, Onii-chan." We hugged.
"Ahem, sorry to disturb you guys." G comes into the room with his flash drive in his hand. "Please G, don't disturb siblings moment." Asari explained the situation. "More couples look to me. Are you sure you love your otouto like kyoudai, Giotto?"
"WHAT?! Giotto you have brother complex. I hope God forgive him for forbidden love between kyoudai. Amen." "Stop it, Knuckle. I'm not ." "Hahahahaha..." Tsuna laughing and we were so surprised. When last time I seen Tsuna laughing happily?
To be continue…..