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Chapter Twenty five: Time to myself

It was Tuesday and they had just gotten done with the taping, Samantha had gotten Matt hardy to give her ride trying to distance her self from Dave when she told Dave his eyes told her he wasn't fine with it even though he said he was, she felt bad but she needed to distance her self from her for the sake of hers and Johns relationship, she loved John she really did with all her heart she still got butterflies in her tummy just thinking of him but lately when she looks at Dave there's something there she couldn't explain it how the hell did she manage to get herself in this mess oh yea that right she wanted to hurt John, her phone rang and she looked at smiling as it said one new text message she saw it was from john and opened it smiling, it was a rose and underneath said "To my love took me forever to do this I miss you and ill call u in thirty minutes love you lil mama" Samantha smiled looking at it, she heard a knock on her door and sighed looking at Christopher who was passed out, she got up and answered it seeing Dave standing there "Can we talk?"

She nodded her head letting him in he sighed rubbing his hand against his forehead "What's you problem with me?"

"What?"

"Well lately you wont even get in a car with me the only time I really get a word out of you is for the show, so what is your problem with me because I thought we were friends?"

Samantha sighed not even thinking that this would happen with her distancing herself from dave she looked up into his eyes and shook her head.

"Dave I. nothing nothing is my problem ok?"

"No what were you going to say?"

"Nothing just leave it the hell alone dave!"

He shook his head "No what the hell where you going to say?"

She shook her head biting her lip as tears formed in her eyes.

Dave saw the tears and wanted to go and kiss them away but he refused what the hell was her problem with him.

"Dave I cant do this okay I just cant"

"Samantha don't be a pussy and just fucking tell me!"

Samantha got pissed "You want to know what it is!? Fine I'll fucking tell you I have feelings for you ands its completely fucked up because I love John more then anything in this world and I'm engaged to marry him we've set a date already! And I shouldn't be feeling like this"

Dave walked up to her and kissed her at first Samantha fought him and then gave in kissing him back she wrapped her arms around his neck moaning, he placed his hand on her stomach rubbing his fingers across it, they jumped when her phone rang she put her hands on her lips as they just stared at each other dave leaned over grabbing her phone saw it was John "You better answer it" he walked out of the room.

"Hhello?"

"Hey baby everything ok"

Samantha put her hand on her lips again "Yea baby everything's okay I was just surprised when my phone rang I didn't think its been thirty minutes yet"

"No it hasn't but I got out of the gym early and wanted to call you, so how are you beautiful?"

"I'm fine just sleepy is all, how are you sexy man?"

John smiled on the other end "I'm great since we set the date last night, so question though were are we going to live? Arizona or Boston?"

Samantha sighed this situation just got A LOT more complicated "I don't know sweetie can I think on that one?"

"Yea baby but you should deiced before December you know?"

"Yea I know its just this whole baby thing is the issue, I mean what if its Dave's?"

"Well he can visit him or her whenever he wants"

Samantha sighed "yea I guess hey can I call you back?"

"How about I call you in the morning im at the hotel and want to lay down ok?"

"Ok I love you so much remember that"

John chuckled "I love you to baby night"

"Night" Sam hung up her phone and laid down on her bed, she thought the herself "what the hell am I going to do I just cheated on the man I love with the man that I might be pregnant with his child" she shook her head as tears started to come down her face this was way to much for her to handle, she looked down at the small bump in her tummy "What are we going to do little one?" she put her hand on her stomach and cried herself to sleep.

The next morning Christopher woke her up by jumping on the bed.

"Ma ma"

She looked up at him and smiled she felt worse and guiltier about this then what she did last night their was a knock on the door she sighed running her hands through her tangled hair, she got up hugging her son and walked to the door answering it she saw Dave and just looked down quietly.

"Um we have a sighing at ten teddy just called me to let me know"

She nodded her head "Ok"

Dave nodded his head and turned around leaving.

"Dave" Samantha called out he turned around looking at her raising in eye brow "Um I'd like to ride with you"

He smiled "I'd like that"

She nodded her head "Me to"

She walked back into the room and sighed shaking her head what the hell was she going to do now?