Chapter twenty-eight: Life and stuff..

A/n I'm going to be going back and forth in this chapter from John and Sam also im going to try and do some flashbacks also and also a couple of sex scenes.

John's pov

It had been two weeks since John had left and went back to raw him and Samantha talked as much as they could with their busy schedules John was excited it was summer slam he got to see her again, he loved her so much he was still having problems with the whole Dave issue but what man wouldn't? this man had sex with her and might have knocked her up and she has to be around him almost 24/7! I sighed turning his head over looking her curled up next to me, I smiled and kissed her fore head "I love you shorty always and forever"

He got up and walked over to his son's bed watching him sleep he sat down next to the bed thinking he prayed everyday that the baby would be his they would find out in a month or two depending on her. He ran his hand through his sons hair smiling he got up and started the coffee he didn't like the fact Sam still drank a lot of caffeine while pregnant but his seen her with no caffeine in her system and wow was she a bitch! He chuckled thinking back to when they were teenagers.

The phone rang she looked at the clock 7 am she had just gotten back to sleep from fighting with her mom about not going to school who in hell would be calling her?

"what?"

"rise and shine sun shine wake up we're on our way over"

"john do not come over here I am not waking up this fucking early!'

"we'll be there in thirty minutes love you shorty laters"

she sighed looking at the phone as she turned it off and throw the blanket over her head "screw them I am not getting up!"

she went back to sleep to be woken up by john shaking her, she came up and punched him in the nose and gasped "Oh my god j bear are you ok?''

john held his nose not letting her look at it trying to freak her out she grabbed his arm and pulled it away seeing nothing was wrong with him and smacked him laying back down sighing "so who's all here?"

"Just me shorty"

she smiled "cool come lay with me"

John laid down next to her wrapping his big arms around her tiny waist taking in her smell he kissed her neck as she turned around facing him she smiled and kissed him.

"eww morning breath" john smiled and laughed " im just kidding shorty" he kissed her back and moaned as she deepened the kiss she looked up at him and bit her bottom lip.

"John I want you to be my first"

"are you sure?"

"Yea I am"

He smiled and kissed her kissed her neck leaving a small but noticeable hicky he took off her sports bra she was sleeping in and kissed down to her right breast kissing all around her getting more excited as she moaned his name he sucked on her nipple for a few second's while caressing her left breast he moved over to the other one doing the same thing, with his other hand he pulled off her boxers to see she didn't have any under wear on he smiled kissing down her stomach she let out a soft moan as she felt my fingers rubbing against her clit, she took the chain she bought me off setting it on her night stand taking of my jersey I smiled as I looked down and saw her undoing my pants and helped her get them off along with my boxers, I came up and kissed her I got up a grabbed a condom from my wallet as I slipped it on I looked at her.

"are you sure shorty?"

she nodded her head as I came back up and kissed her as I entered her, she dug her nails into my back so hard it broke skin I groaned a little and whispered in her ear "Don't worry baby girl it'll get better I promise" I thrusted in and out of her and smiled as I felt her ease up and start to move with me moaning in pleasure.

I was brought out of my thoughts as someone was knocking on the door I sighed and grabbed a pair of basketball shorts putting them on and walking to the door I answered it seeing Dave standing there.

"Sam ready?"

"No come on in she's not even up yet"

Dave chuckled and walked in sitting down on the couch as I walked into our room I bent down beside her side of the bed a lightly shook her.

"Baby wake up daves here"

she squinted out of her eye and glared "Im so sleepy baby"

I chuckled "I know"….

Samantha P.O.V

I felt john kiss me and smiled a little god I loved this man, Dave and I hadn't really talked much about that night, I still had feelings for Dave but tried to ignore them I knew in my heart John was the one I loved that this feelings for Dave must be just lust is all.

I fell back asleep dreaming off…

"Oh my god girl look at him isn't he hot as hell? Damn boy got fine!"

the girl laughed "I just don't see it girl sorry"

Samantha looked at her friend amazed she didn't she looked back over at john who was playing basketball with her brother, she smiled happy that her older brother was staying with them for a little bit, their dad and his mom couldn't handle him so he got to go to her house, her friend snapped her fingers in front of her as John and Randy were standing in front of the she looked at them "What?"

"Your mom called she said she wont be home tell late so for us to order pizza, she said you knew were the money was?"

Samantha sighed and got up walking to her moms room and grabbed thirty dollars from the jar and walked back handing it to randy.

"Im going to take a shower"

she walked to her room grabbing a pair of gray short shorts and a black sports bra she jumped in the shower thinking nothing but john how hot he was and how she wished he would notice her, but what sixteen year old would notice a fourteen girl she sighed and got out, thirty minutes later she came out of the bathroom warring her shorts and sports bra with her hair down and wet brushed out she was sitting on the couch when the pizza guy knocked on the door she sighed opening.

The kid looked at her chest, Samantha for fourteen was well off in the chest and butt area, she sighed and cleared her throat

"Oh um that will be 27.71"

"one second"

she walked over to her brother room and opened the door, she coughed as the room smelled of pot she rolled her eyes.

"I need the pizza money"

John looked up and saw Samantha damn that girl looked fucking good! He knew it was wrong for him to feel this way he was almost three years older then her and was her older brother friend but damn girl was fine.

"Here and get some fucking clothes on damn"

she rolled her eyes and handed the thirty dollars to the guy at the door.

"Keep the change" she shut the door before he could say anything as John and randy were walking out Grace came down from her room they were all sitting I the living room eating pizza, Samantha thought she noticed john kept looking at her but shook it off, John can get any little fucking hood rat on this street why would he want her?

Grace smirked "Hey I have an idea why don't we play truth or dare"

"Im in" randy agreed with the game only because he liked grace

"Yea me to" John looked at me to see if I was in or not

"I guess I'll play" I hated this game

we had been playing for an hour now with stupid things and then it all got interesting.

Grace looked at me "Sam truth or dare?"

"Dare"

she smirked "I dare you to go in your room with John and make out for ten minutes"

I glared at her knowing what she was doing and shook my head no, I was surprised to see John stand up and look at me like he had been waiting for this to happen all night, we walked into my room and shut the door and sat down on my bed a little embarrassed by my room is was done in a mix of hot pink blue and purple

John sat down next to me and leaned in grabbed my neck kissing me he pulled away looking at me wierdly "You haven't ever kissed a guy huh?"

I looked at him "I guess not really"

John smiled "Well Im glad im your first"

He leaned in and kissed me as we started making out we fell on my bed and stayed there all night just kissing, I loved kissing him it just felt so good and right!.

I was brought out of me dream by John waking me up I don't remember what I said at first but then I realized what he was talking about and jumped out of bed yelling "shit our sighing at the mall!"

I ran around the room and grabbed a pair of dark blue jean dickies of mine and a hot pink t-shirt that said "blonde do it best" I could barely fir in my pants they were so tight, I brushed my hair quickly and ran into the bathroom brushing my teeth and throwing my makeup in my purse and throw my hair up in a messy bun and grabbed my shoes and socks running back into the room where john was just smiling at me I laughed.

"what?"

"nothing shorty"

I smiled at him and kissed him "I should be back before the show if not Vickie's oldest chy is supposed to come to the hotel room to watch Christopher tonight I told her id give her forty bucks twenty for babysitting and twenty for pizza or something to eat for them"

John nodded his head and grabbed her arm giving her a passionate kiss "I love you shorty"

"I love you J bear"

she walked out to the living room area and her and Dave left.

We had just got with the sighing and thanks to my pants I was in so much pain, Dave looked over at me.

"what's wrong?"

"my jeans are to tight they hurt" I said tears almost coming he pulled the car over and got out walking to the trunk into his bag he grabbed me a pair of his gray sweats and his white adidas t-shirt he handed them to me and I smiled "Thank you do you mind if I change now?''

he shook his head getting out of the car and standing against it facing the opposite direction.

I changed real quick and knocked on the window letting him know I was done he got back in and we pulled off to the arena.

"better?"

"much thank you I guess its time for me to get some new clothes"

"Yea it is"

"Dave"

"yea""

"are you mad at me or something?"

he sighed I think he knew this talk was going to happen "No sweetie im not but I like you a lot and its just easier for me right now I know and respect the fact that your with john"

Samantha nodded as they headed to the arena.

John walked into the arena and was looking for Sam he saw her sitting on some trunks with the hardy boys laughing and having a good time he walked up.

"hey man what's up?" Jeff asked John.

"not much just looking for my fiancé"

I smiled and told the guys id talk to them later and went off with John he looked down at the huge clothes I was wearing and back up at me with questioning eyes I laughed

"My jeans were hurting me actually they did cut me so Dave loaned me some clothes to wear" I pulled down the side of the sweats so he could see the cut from my jeans on my hip.

"Damn girl you need some new clothes it cant be good for you or the baby"

I smiled until we turned the corner and there she was the women who should win the whore of the centaury at my locker room door talking to Dave as we got closer I could hear the conversation

"Melina I don't want you I would have to drugged to sleep with you again your nasty maybe a ring crew would want you"

melina ran her hand up his arm "Oh you don't mean that and I know it"

that was when I stepped forward in between them "I suggest you get the hell away from my locker room you see the fucking name on it mine so just stay the hell away from anything that has my name all over it!"

John was leaning against the wall watching what was going on smiling.

"Well I'm outside of "your" locker room talking to Dave and he doesn't have your name on him"

"Well he kind of does see melina im sure you know and im sure your loving it but im pregnant and it might be Dave's daughter and I just heard him telling you he doesn't want you nasty whore ass!"

Melina smirked seeing John out of the corner of her eye "Yea he wants you and only you his own personal whore, yea Sam I heard all about the kisses you two did after the cameras went off, my cousin is one of the camera men for smack down"

"WHAT?"

John came marching up and melina smirked "Opps did I just let out a secret?" she laughed and walked away, I glared at bitch was lucky I was knocked up right now but just wait till this lil girl is out of me.

I looked at John and tried grabbing his arm he yanked it away with questions in his eyes.

"John I" I didn't get to finish

"Wrong fucking answers Sam!"

Dave stepped forward "John it was my fault I kissed her and she tried to push me off but I kept kissing her" Dave said lying through his teeth for me.

John shook his head looking at Dave "Do you think im stupid man? You and I were best friends I know how you are with women if she says no then it DOESN'T FUCKING HAPPEN!" John turned around stomping off to his locker room he walked in punching the wall as Randy looked up at him.

"Man what the hell?"

"She was fucking kissing on him this whole fucking time! God I was stupid to think she would come over here and nothing would happen"

John sat down as randy looked at him not knowing what to tell him, none of this made sense to him they were just fine all giddy and happy and shit.

"Man fuck you" John said as he throw the basketball at Randy watching randy tossed it in the air into the hoop.

"Im just saying you make out with my baby sister all week and then you bring her here? What the fuck is up with that?"

"I don't know man I like your sister and all" John stopped where he was talking looking at Samantha getting off of the bus for her summer school he saw this big guy who he knew and he knew he wasn't good with his arm around Samantha as they were walking up, they got to the end of the drive way where john could here them.

"Chris your sweet and all and you and I are good friends but I just don't see you that way"

"What are you talking about every girl see me that way"

"Well I don't"

"Whatever see you later"

she walked up the drive way and got pissed seeing some girl hanging on john and ever more pissed when she saw who it was she glared at randy when he mouthed to her he had nothing to do with it, she threw he bag on the porch and ran down the street to Chris.

"Hey you want to go out to night get something to eat?"

"I thought you said you don't see me like that"

she looked behind her shoulder and back to him "Yea well I changed my mind so come over here around hmm 6ish"

she smirked walking back up to her house and back up to the porch grabbing her bag and went into the house to her room, she was so mad she slammed her door shut, how could he play her like that and of all bitches to do it with he had to do it with the one who she hated the most.

She grabbed her phone and called grace

"Im going out with Chris tonight because I saw John with fucking chauntel at my house right now"

"Holy shit im on my way over if a fight breaks out I want to be there" she hung before I could say anymore that means I had to leave my room to wait for her ass to get here, I called my mom and let her know I would be going out not like it mattered any way she had to work late again tonight.

I walked out of my room and saw them sitting in the kitchen god her voice just made me want to go in there and knock the shit out of her, she had that Fran dressier laugh.

I sat on the couch turning on the TV just got some noise to get her loud ass out of my head, John walked her out of the door and then back in by himself he looked at me and sat down on the couch.

"I take your pissed at me huh?"

"nope it isn't like we're dating just kissing right?"

"shorty I like you a lot I mean I get shit from your brother and the rest of the guys"

"well you sure have a funny way of showing that you like me"

he sighed "Yea I know that was a stupid idea"

I looked at him and got up "yea it was"

I walked back into my room thinking that would make him leave me alone but he followed me shutting the door, I sighed sitting on my bed.

"Im not kissing you anymore"

he sat down next to me putting his arm around me pulling me closer to him he kissed me forehead "what if I asked you to be my girlfriend?"

I looked at him and rolled my eyes pulling away from him laying down yawning

He lay down next to me put his arm around my waist "I mean it shorty, there's something about you that I can't get my head away from"

I looked at him "john im fourteen you're sixteen"

"So"

I sighed this is what I wanted so why did I have to ague about it? "Yes john I will be your girlfriend"

He smiled and leaned down kissing me, I loved kissing him there was just something bout his lips that I just loved! I giggled happily, I curled up next to him falling asleep

I was pulled out of my thought by randy talking to me about the match I sighed as I got up following him to the curtain just as daves match was over and he was announced as the winner.

Dave came through the curtain and just kept going, she came through and my heart sank I could see her face tear stained she stopped in front of me and I grabbed her arm she looked up at me and I pulled her close to me.

"Come to my locker room later ok? I love you shorty"

she sniffled "I love you J bear"

my music started to play "hey be careful I love you" she walked back to her lockeroom as I went out to defend my title.

I walked back to my lockeroom I shared with Dave and sighed sitting down "Dave can I borrow those clothes still"

He looked at me and shook his head yes as he sat down exhausted, I walked into the bathroom changing walking back out and smiling at him I give him a hug "Congratlions Dave you did awesome out there"

Dave hugged me back "Thank you"

"So what are you going to do tonight?"

"Oh sweetie im going back to the hotel im exhausted!"

I laughed "you sound like an old man"

"I am an old man" he chuckled

"THIS IS NOT FAIR YOU CANNOT DO THIS TO ME!"

"Sweetie your dad really wants to spend some time with you its only for a few weeks"

"Mom I hate them over there Nancy is horrible to me please don't make me do this please" I said tears coming down my face, how could she make me leave everything I loved and enjoyed here to go somewhere were I would be miserable and treated like crap, I looked at randy who had agreed with me that his mom treated me like crap and our dad allowed.

"If you don't want to you don't have to but think about it tonight and give me an answer in the morning"

John walked through the door and saw me storm off to my room he looked at randy "What's wrong with her?"

"My dad is wanting her to come home with me next week and stay for a couple of months and she doesn't want to, can't say I blame her I don't want to either"

John sighed "I'll be right back"

Randy nodded, john knocked on my door and walked in I was laying on my bed with music blaring he turned my stereo and I looked at him tears running down my face he came and hugged me.

"I don't want to go John its horrible over their Nancy is so mean to me!" I cried to him holding him, he kissed the top of my head.

"Shhh baby its ok" he held me till I passed out from crying he laid me down in my bed and covered me up, he kissed the top of my head and walked out of my room into the living room where my mom and randy were talking.

"Chris my mom is pretty bad to her that's why and our dad allows it out of guilt"

"I know but your dad is threating custody and lets face it over there compared to here?"

"Yea I know maybe we can figure something out"

John sat down as my mom looked at him "How is she?"

"She cried herself to sleep" john said a little pissed off over this

randy sighed "Why does he even care? I mean if he cared enough about her he wouldn't let my mom talk to her the way she does"

Randy smiled looking up at John "I got an idea why don't you come with us as my friend? That would get Samantha to go and when you have to leave she can go with you"

John looked at randy "I don't know I'll talk to my parents"

They turned on the ps2 and started playing their games.

I looked up and saw my brother on the screen standing over John's fallen body with the belt I sighed.

I started to pack up our locker room when Vickie came in and hugged me.

"I got you little angel some stuff hope you don't mind"

"no not all but you know you don't have to do this?"

"I know I wanted to sweetie"

she handed me a little pink glitzy bag I smiled looking in it Dave came behind me to see

I pulled out a pink lacy girly dress that was precious with white tights and pink little ballerina shoes and a t-shirt that said "I pulled an all nighter" I laughed and gave Vickie a hug "Thank you"

"No problem"

she had to get going I looked over at Dave "Um I need to go and talk to John but would you mind taking my stuff back to the hotel and letting chy go and watching Chris for me please?"

Dave laughed "Yea go fix your engagement again"

I laughed and grabbed my purse walking out of the room with the little bag Vickie give me I wanted to show John, I tried to smile but I was nervous as hell.

I didn't bother to knock on Johns door I just opened it and what I saw destroyed me.

"What the hell is this?"

Melina jumped off of John covering her upper half she grabbed her shirt and bra and left I glared at her and then glared at John.

"Baby it's not what is looks like I swear!"

"Then fucking tell me what is it John?" I screamed at him slamming the door shut

"She came in here and took her shirt off and baby at first I tried to fight her and tell her no and she took her bra off and started kissing me that all it was just a kiss"

I picked up one of johns books and threw it at him "with the women who has managed to ruin our relationship twice now!"

John ducked as the book flew pass his head "Like you so innocent kissing Dave!"

At that time my brother walked in the lockeroom and sighed I looked at him and smiled giving him a hug "Congratloiutons big brother!"

"hey Im going to take Christopher tonight where is he?"

"his at my room wit chy Dave said he was going to let chy go since I'll be a little bit longer"

Randy nodded and grabbed his bag and left giving his baby sister a hug.

John looked at me and sighed "You need a ride"

I just shook my head yes I was too mad to cry and I had to grind my jaw to keep from saying anything.

We got into the car and john tried to put his hand on my thigh I moved away from him he sighed we got back to the hotel and went to my room seeing it empty I saw down taking my shoes off.

"Why John of all people why her?"

he sat down next to me "I don't know baby of all people why him?"

"Im attracted to him" I didn't want to lie anymore it was just making things to messed up John looked at me and shook his head

"Are you attracted to me still?"

"Yes John I am I love you im in love with you"

"Then how could we be in this position?"

"gods testing us making sure we can handle this I don't know John"

they sat there in silent for thirty minutes John looked at her.

"what are you thinking"

"That im starving"

I got up and ordered a pizza from dominoes, I looked at John and sighed sitting down next him I took his hand and held it laying down on his lap, how could he just break my heart and yet I still need his touch?

John laid down on top of me I pushed him and yelled at him "No John you cant do this you cant break my heart and then make me feel better it doesn't work that way!"

He looked at me in shock as the tears started to finally come "Please John just go please I just need to be alone tonight"

"No shorty Im not leaving you alone like this please lets just talk"

I glared at him and grabbed my purse and walked out of the room I know I was wrong for kissing Dave but all I did was kiss him I didn't sleep with him again I didn't take my top off for him I didn't do anything it started to rain and I heard John calling after me I started to walk faster and then I got to his door I just needed to think so I knocked

He answered in nothing but sweats looking at her weirdly

"Can I hang out here for a little bit please?"

he nodded letting me in I sat down on the couch Dave sat down next to me and wrapped his arms around me as I cried into his chest soaking it.

"She was sitting on his lap they're wear making out and she didn't have a shirt or ne thing on nothing" I sobbed into his chest, he laid his head on my head "Shh its ok sweetie what did he say?"

"That he tried to stop her which I know I seem like a hierocrat right now but Dave you and I only kissed you had your pants on and I didn't show you my tits or anything like that if I walked in on them just kissing I probably wouldn't be like this"

Dave nodded his head he went to something but my phone rang it was John I sighed

"Hello?" I sniffled

"Baby please come back to the room so we can talk about this I love you and she isn't anything to me please!"

"John I'll come back in a little bit right now I need to just think and I cant do that with you right there ok?"

"Okay I love you" he said unsure if I would say it back I bit my lip and sighed knowing I had to say it I couldn't hang up the phone with out saying it to him.

"I love you J bear" I hung and sighed as Dave brought me a cup of ice water I sighed calling my brother

"hey" I said trying to hold back my tears maybe it was just being pregnant was why I was so emotional

"Hey are you ok john called me to see if you were here were are you?"

I sighed I could lie so im just walking around or im at Vickie's or I could tell the truth

"Im at daves room"

"Samantha you know this could make things worse right?"

"worse then what they already are randy worse then me having feelings for Dave and being in love with John worse then me fucking being knocked up and not sure who the daddy is has an idea but not really happened on the same day! Worse then walking in to seeing my fiancé making out with the women who now for the third time has put are relationship on the fucking rocks who and she didn't have a shirt or bra on so I got to see it all and not just kissing was going on randy im not stupid!"

Randy sighed he could tell his baby sister was about to snap and he felt bad for her he looked over at John who was sitting in his room and sighed "sweetie to me it sounds like you have a lot you need to work out and those people if they really care they'll give you the time and space you need to work it out I'll have Christopher tonight so don't worry bout him just get you head straight and don't make any rash decisions until you know what you want"

"Okay I love you big brother and tell John cause I know his there that I do love him ok?"

"Ok I will I love you" Randy hung up the phone and looked at John and shook his head

"You guys need to stop this she cant take much more John I know my sister and I know her limits and she a pinky toe of crossing it and she will snap John"

"I know man where is she?"

Randy knew if he told John the truth it wouldn't be good for his sister "She's walking around"

John sighed and leaned his head back.

I couldn't believe this whole mess I just wanted to go to sleep and wake up and everything be worked out for her.

She looked at Dave and smiled putting her hand on her stomach "I feel so bad for this little girl"

"Why's that?"

"this whole situation"

Dave sighed and knelt down putting his hand on her stomach "This little girl will be the luckiest little girl alive if she's mine then Im sure John will take her as his own also and she will have two daddies and if she's johns then she will have a good daddy so either way she wins because she already has the best mommy in the world and the coolest big brother in the world"

Samantha had tears rolling down her face she leaned in and kissed Dave he pulled away and she shook her head no and kissed him again.