-WEST

I can't focus well… Because Number one, I am extremely hungry. I seriously want a pizza right now and im not kidding when I said Vega should order another box of pizza because I only had four slices, I usually eat five or six depends when im really hungry or not. But because I pissed her off by not answering her question, which is obviously a no. She ignored me and continued eating her slice of pizza.

I know that she is worrying about me, because Beck is trying to court her and she's thinking that I might do something terrible to her if she allowed Beck to do it. And I most probably will. I might tear her cuddle-me-kathy doll apart with my sharpest scissors if that happens. But not because I still like Beck but it's because I like her.

Also I don't know what happened to me when I suddenly took a bite out of her pizza. Maybe because I was hungry or… I think she's cute when she's trying to act like she doesn't care. But anyway it doesn't matter.

Number two, is because Vega's head is on my shoulder and I can't write well. 'You can remove her head you know?' but I don't want to. Simply because I know how tired she is and im not that insensitive… Maybe I am but im not insensitive when it comes to her.

I placed my pen down on the coffee table together with the notebook. I didn't notice that it's already seven in the evening. My curfew is actually ten but since im avoiding Vega I want this script to be over as soon as possible. I wanted to be paired with sinjin even though he's a creep.

Well think of it this way, if I was paired with sinjin. I wouldn't have to see Vega or talk to her and who knows? Maybe this crush feeling that I have towards her will soon be gone. Then I'll just laugh whenever I remember it because Vega and I are not friends and for a while I thought that we'll never be one. I mean I hated her before so yeah.

I looked at her and she's sleeping peacefully. This is the second time that I saw her asleep, what's worse is that she's sleeping on my shoulder. Im going to have to confess that if this crush feeling goes way out of line… I don't think I can stop it anymore. I know that I can love her more than I loved Beck. To be honest I don't even know if I loved Beck or if it's possible for me to love someone.

But for this girl who is sleeping on my shoulder, I think it's possible and it scares me. Why? It's because I have a stone for a heart and I don't know if im capable to love, to be nice, to be polite, and to be kind. Most people address me as a gank because obviously I am. And im not offended im actually happy that people fears me.

One thing that I liked about Vega is because she doesn't fear me that much. She plays along even though her life's becoming miserable each and every day she steps inside the Hollywood arts. I was actually challenged, I like her guts and I even said 'Looks like I found a new toy to play with'

Another thing to say is that I don't really hate her or dislike her. I just really love to piss her off and see her get mad, angry, sad, and many more as long as it's not the good kind. And the shocking point is, each and every time I make her upset and cry… I was starting to slowly like her.

I guess I just pretended to hate her so I can have a reason why I torture her everyday. And because im a really good actress I pulled it off and she even believed that I hated her. See what I can do?

"TORI? Tori! Where are you?!"

Oh great it looks like tori's elder sister (who acts more like tori's little sister) is awake. Wonder how she handled her hangover. I didn't see her in the Hollywood Arts today. She went down the stairs and she saw me with Tori's head on my shoulder. 'Oooooh shocker' I said to myself.

"Wha... What did you do to my sister?" she asked as she slowly went down the stairs, "Easy now she's alive don't worry" I rolled my eyes, "Yeah right, I need her to order me a box of pizza im hungry" she muttered, "Perfect, im hungry too. Here's my phone go dial the pizza guy and order two boxes of pizza. Tell him to hurry up before I shove the pizzas on his face"

"What? Why me? Im the eldest here!" She said with full of authority in her voice, "Well you don't act like it and stop yelling" I replied, "Why not tori?"

"Obviously she's sleeping and I don't want her to wake up unless I told her to help me with the script" I reasoned out, she went in front of me while placing both of her hands on her hips, "Who made you the boss?"

"Let's just say that if you wake her up, you'll be going to school tomorrow without your precious hair" I heard her frown which means I won. She grabbed my phone on the coffee table and went outside to dial the pizza guy's number. I don't know why tori's having a difficult time handling her sister. I mean I can easily manipulate Trina without yelling at her constantly. I guess that's one of the perks of being Jade West. She went back to the living room and placed my phone on the coffee table. She went upstairs and told me to tell her if the pizza is here. I nodded I don't want to deal with her right now. I can feel tori's head moving.

"Hmmm Jade?" ok what the hell... She sound like she's moaning my name, it's so hot. "Wake up princess, time to finish the script" I said sarcastically while trying to push the thought that I had earlier. I shrugged her off of my shoulder and she sat comfortably. I guess she's still feeling sleepy but we only have two hours left and im on the half part of the script, "Wow you finished half of the script already" she commented, "Yup no thanks to you" I chuckled, "You can go home now I'll finish the other half to make it fair" she said as she brush her eyes with her right hand, "Your sister ordered a box of pizza so I'll eat it first, im really hungry" I protested, she looks so cute as she try to wake herself up from the nap that she took on my shoulder, "Trina's awake? It's so odd that I didn't wake up from her yelling and shouting"

"Nah" Ding Dong I heard the doorbell. That must be the pizza guy I motioned tori to open the door and I think she got it. She went to the door and opened it but we were both surprised to see Andre, "Sup Tori" he greeted the hald latina, "Uh hi Andre… what brings you here? Hope you're not lost" she seemed tense, "Nah im just you know I wanna know what's happening" im surprised that he hasn't noticed me yet, "Well nothing's happening" she replied, "Really now? Well what did I saw earlier?" what is he talking about? "Andre will you please? Not now… I have a script to write" she replied shrugging the guy in front of her, "Can I come in?" he asked, "What can you possibly do here?"

"I'll help you since you and Jade doesn't know anything about romance… I figure out I can help" he's much more persistent than I thought he would be, "What about your script with Robbie?" she asked, "All taking care off now are you gonna let me in or what?" I heard the half latina frown, "Ugh fine"

I heard the door closed and Andre went in. I know what's happening between Andre and Beck. Andre's in Beck side and Beck knows that Andre is Tori's best friend. Actually I expected more from Beck. I mean if he really likes tori I supposed he should get her with his own moves and not with someone else's help especially Andre's.

"Whoa Jade I didn't know you were here" he commented as he went inside the living room, "I am Tori's partner so what do you expect?" I replied sarcastically. We heard the doorbell again and Tori went to the door to get it, "What brings you here?" I asked, "Nothing I just want to help Tori with the script that's all" he's not a good liar. I lie most of the time so im an expert to it. "I paid for the pizza since… I dunno. I just did"

Vega interrupted our conversation as she placed the boxes of pizza on the coffee table. She sat next to me and Andre sat on the other side. "I heard the doorbell is the pizza here?" Trina went downstairs, "Yeah" her little sister replied, "Did you invite Andre?"

"Well no he came-"

"It's a good thing you're here anyway I need you" she interrupted Tori and went in front of Andre, "You need me?" he asked, "Yeah! I need you to help me write a new song that I'll be singing for my new project" Trina casually said, "But-"

"No buts come with my in my room and we'll work on it" she took the box of pizza with her right hand and dragged Andre using her left hand. Wow poor Andre Hahaha. I guess he deserves that for lying to me. I know he came here to persuade Tori to date Beck. "Well isn't that awkward…" Tori sat beside me as she open the box of pizza

"No and let's finish this" I replied.

"We're all set, the script is done yay" she exclaimed, "Don't get too excited I hope sikowitz won't use our scripts to make a play" I commented but she doesn't seem too affected by it "Nah anyway thank you for participating on the assignment" she smiled. I almost smiled back but I held myself, "Whatever" I said.

"Byee!"

-VEGA

I actually slept in Jade West's shoulder and she didn't wake me up or anything… I guess she's not really mad at me. Is she starting to like me? Oh my god. I went back in the living room and I saw the script that we made. 'Now don't get your hopes up maybe she doesn't want you to bother her that's why'

I cleaned up the coffee table and went to my room. I can hear Trina and Andre arguing about the song and the lyrics. Will I be able to continue my sleep? I wish Andre didn't come to my house. If I know he just wants to convince me to date beck again. But no… I like Jade. I dreamed of her…

It felt so real, and I want it to be real… In my dreams she's not the gank kind of Jade that tortures me in Hollywood Arts. She's the sweetest lover that I've ever had. We had a date and sure she was still a gank but I can see that she's having fun with me… And im having fun with her too it may not be real but I want to make it happen.

I just realized how does it feel to be loved by Jadelyn West? To be loved by the person whose attention means a lot to you? And Jade's attention matters to me and I want to see her care for me. Like when she allowed me to sleep on her shoulder.

I want to know why she's a gank, why she pushes people away and why she hates me before. I want to know everything… Oh my god, what am I saying? Could it be that im in love with her?

This is a funny thing to do but I went on my laptop and searched 'how do you know if you're in love?' on Google I scrolled down and it reached 1,044,356+ results. I hope they're not trolls. I clicked the first one and I saw ten possible signs that you're in love. 'This might be helpful'

Number one: You miss him or her – Yes I do like most of the time, but isn't that normal? I mean I treat her as a friend and friends miss each other. So why does it count?

Number two: You can't stop thinking about him or her – She only appeared in my head for a couple of times… 'Really?' fine she's always in my mind because I can't stop thinking whether she's mad at me or not. 'So I guess this is one out of ten huh?'

Number three: He or She makes you happy – I hate to admit it… But she does… I know that most of my friends make me happy but when it comes to her I don't just feel happy… I feel content. Like being with her is enough and I don't need someone else's company to satisfy me… She's enough. 'Oh my god it's two out of ten'

Number four: You accept his or her imperfections – I know she can be a gank and yeah well… I guess that's one of the factors why I liked her. I remembered when I confessed to her that I like it when she's not afraid to let anyone know what she thinks. 'Three out of ten, not so good'

Number five: You get jealous – Im not sure about this since she broke up with beck already…

Number six: You hate seeing him or her cry – I've never seen Jade cry… But I wanted too. I want her to cry on my shoulder while explaining what happened. I want to give her an advice and then she'll thank me and hug me like im the most important person in her whole life. So I guess I don't hate it HA!

Number seven: You want to make her happy – Seeing Jade smile is one of the rarest things in the world… When she smiles genuinely she can light up the atmosphere like what cat does or maybe even better than cat. 'Four out of ten im getting nervous ugh'

Number eight: Your world revolves around him or her – I don't follow this… Like how? I mean how do you know that your world revolves around someone? I can't answer this.

Number nine: He or she is one of your top priorities – Well ever since she showed me the real her which is her Jade level mean type and being a gank and all. I made sure that someday she'll be one of my friends someday… But right now I think I want more than friends… Wait what? Did I just say… 'Five out of ten, you've got some serious chizz in you tori' I know!

Number ten: You can't live without him or her – That says a lot, this may be one of the most overrated things that I can read about falling in love or when you're already in love. Let me imagine Jade out of my life. No more torturing, no more gank, no more Jade level mean, no more… I can't imagine her out of my life… There will always be some part of her that I'll miss and can't live without… 'Oh yeah? Do you have any examples?'

Her western voice that she use when she mocks me, her painful criticisms, her sarcastic opinions and I don't know… Herself… Everything about Jade West… I guess this is some serious chizz…

'Types of sexuality' it took Google a while to process my search. It reached 2,056,789+ results… Like seriously? Tons of people question their sexuality too?

I found the top five sexuality that most people acquire… There are straight… Well if im straight I wouldn't fall for a gank. Then there is gay… Well I ain't gay. Third is lesbian… I can't be a pure lesbian since I dated several guys considering the guy that cat and I dated plus I had several guy crush including beck. The fourth one got me curious which is bisexual… I read the description and it says… They do both gender… Also known as homo blah blah blah… Yay I found me! I considered reading the asexual but Nah.

I closed the laptop and lay down on my bed… What am I supposed to do now? I have no idea when this started… It's not easy liking Jade West… Worse loving her! I can't imagine… I closed my eyes and rested for a while. I can feel my head throbbing. Curses!

"Um tori?" I heard a voice near my door frame, "Andre? You didn't knock?" I replied hesitantly, "I did… But I don't think you heard it" he reasoned out, "Oh… So what happened with the song? Are you guys done?" I asked, trying to casually make a conversation "Yeah well… I was thinking about what I saw earlier and-"

"Come here Andre, sit beside me" I cut him off, he sat next to me and I faced him… He needs to know that I can't do it and I probably won't… Like never. "Listen, I like beck… I do I swear and im not lying about it. Who wouldn't like beck? He's charming, nice, and he's a real gentleman. Any girl would want him, despite his appearance. He's an ideal boyfriend. Any girl would want to call him as their guy but not me" I explained, he seems to be getting it but I saw both of his eyebrows raise, "Well why not? You said it yourself"

"Ok give me reasons why you can't like someone…"

"Well because their attitudes sucks and their ugly… But beck's nothing like that" he muttered. I guess he didn't get it after all, "Is that all you can think of?"

"Yeah why?"

"I can't like him because…" I paused,

"Because he's Jade's ex boyfriend I know that… And Jade will get mad at you and she might think that you're not serious about the friendship thing but-"

"Because I like someone else Andre!" I cut him off, he should have thought that I don't think about that situation anymore, it's more than that.

"You what? Who? How come you never told me?" he asked rapidly, he is shock for a moment but he got over it, "I can't at the moment because im still not sure about my feelings… I think I don't just like the person… I think I love the person" I replied.

"Well tell me who he is"

Andre's my best friend, he's the first guy that I met from Hollywood Arts but can I really trust him? Knowing that he's in the side of the opposite… I don't think he'll be happy to hear it. He'll freak out just like what he did when he found out that he liked Jade.

"I think I'll keep it as a secret" he looks a lot calmer now compared to when I told him what my reason is earlier. "Oh so you don't trust me now"

"Andre this is hard ok? It's not that easy cause I don't like this person but now I do and I think im falling ok!" I explaimed, he seems to understand what I've been going through and he nod his head as an approval, "Alright… Im sorry I shouldn't have forced you I'll wait for you when you're ready to tell me" he smiled.

"Thanks… You're the best"

"Sure…" he paused, "But I won't wait for long"