-WEST
I don't know why I agreed to fetch Vega at her house. I just don't like the fact that Beck is going to push himself to Tori again. Seriously im starting to hate that guy's guts, he needs to stop. And this radio station makes me sick it's my favorite station because they play punk rock songs about bands and grunge-like artists but why are they playing this song at the moment?
I looked at Vega and I saw her smiling like an idiot. She was facing the window and watching all the cars move around in a high speed chase as if they'll be late for something. I don't like driving fast, I love the night and driving during the night time is one of the nicest things that I can think of.
She looks beautiful and charming im not going to deny it. She's wearing a black knee-length dress and a navy blue Jacket and she's wearing black flats. She's not really that tall I mean we have the same height but Tori knows how to dress to impress. I like her outfit right now im digging it.
She usually wears colorful and mushy clothes. She looks like a dork but I think that's one of the factors why I like her, she doesn't care what she's wearing the only thing that she knows is that the t-shirt is cute and she wants to wear it. She doesn't care whether she looks nice or not with that top or she looks like a fashion icon or a dorky nerd. If she wants to wear that top, she will.
And I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me
I feel the same way towards her, I can't focus well. I get excited and motivated whenever she's around me. I am not yet sure of my feelings but… It's not just a simple crush, not anymore.
Oh and I know this love grow
What if I did fall in love with tori? Imagine what could happen… I, Jadelyn West in love with Tori Vega who appears to be a huge dork and a cheerful girl who have big dreams and hopes. A girl who fills every one with joy and laughter, she makes every one build their confidence and her nice acts towards people leads her to success.
It's not that bad. She's going to be the best girl friend anyone can have. She's a hopeless romantic I don't know why that guy Ryder treated her like a shit. I knew there was a reason why I didn't like that guy even though he got some serious style.
We stop to get something to drink
My mind clouds and I can't think
Scared to death to say I love her
Then a moon peeks from the clouds
Hear my heart that beats so loud
Try to tell her simply
This song is messing with my head, I know I like her so much. But can I really fall in love with her? The song is so damn accurate. I can't even look at her straight in the eyes for a long period of time. It's like im melting, her chocolate eyes are hypnotizing, it almost seems like they were trying to say something to me but, urrgh what is happening?
Tori:
That I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me
"You know this song Vega?" I asked, "Yeah I do Hahaha a little bit, sing it with me" she smiled in my direction, "No"
"Come on! Please? It'll be a lot of fun!" she insisted, "It's much better if you shut up" I replied, "Why do you have to suck the fun out of everything?"
"Why do you have to suck the fun out of everything?" I mocked her using my western voice again and I heard her frowned. Hahaha this is fun, I missed being like this when im with her.
"I. Don't. Talk. Like. That! Sing it with me!" she pout, enough with the cuteness. "FINE but after this you need to shut up" she squealed. I think im going to regret this.
Tori and Jade:
Oh and I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me
I looked at her after singing the verse and she's looking back at me with happiness in her eyes. I can look at her eyes forever. They are so clear and genuine. Her soft heart made me soft as well. I may be a soft grunge now. But who cares? I feel like im on cloud nine.
Jade and Tori: Oh and I know this love grow
"You have a nice voice" she commented, "You think I don't know that?" she rolled her eyes and said something but I didn't hear it clearly, "conceited"
"What?"
"I said you're very talented" she flashed me a smile, I don't know if she's lying or not but she looks cute so I don't mind.
Tori:
Oh I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me
"Sing the next verse Jade" she sung that verse perfectly, I can't stop staring at her. She's so majestic, "Alright" I waited for the instrumental to finish.
Jade:
And I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me
Tori and Jade:
And I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me
I looked at her again, and then it hit me. I am in love with Tori Vega. The girl who stepped inside Hollywood Arts, the girl who I torture every single day, the girl who never stopped trying to be my friend, and the girl who accidentally stole my heart. Now that I think about it we've been through a lot in a span of years.
Tori: And I've got all that I need
Jade: Right here in the passenger seat
We we're the last one to arrive at the bone museum. Tori explained to them that the construction guys are still working on the road causing heavy traffic on our way here.
"It's ok at least both of you are here now ahahaha" the perky little redhead laughed, "Hey Toro, wow you look nice" the half latina smiled at him and gave him a pat on the back, "Thanks Rob, where's Andre and Beck?" Why is she looking for beck? "Hey Tori, you're looking good" speaking of Andre here he is.
"Yeah I mean I've never seen you wear a black dress before" Cat complimented Tori as well, "I agree" Robbie added, "Thank you guys" she smiled at each and every one of them.
Cat, Andre, and Robbie went inside the museum leaving tori and me behind. I looked at her and she looked back at me.
"What about you Jade? What do you think?" She's asking me to give an opinion on what she's wearing. It's pretty obvious that she's very gorgeous tonight but I can't just tell her what I feel, I don't want her to think something special. 'Come on West think'
"It's not that bad, cause you usually wear mushy and colorful clothes… I didn't know that black looks good on you…" I looked at tori and I can't be mistaken, she blushed. I smirked and she blushed even more. I love this feeling, I like the way I make her blush, the way I affect her and the way I make her feel … loved and special.
"Are you guys coming or what?" we heard Andre yell from the entrance of the museum. I left her absent-minded and went to the entrance with Andre, when I look behind me she was on her way to Cat, Robbie… and beck… ugh why does he have to come too? "Whoa tori, I… You look spectacular…" Tori blushed a little but not the way she blushed when I sort of complimented her. HA! Yes take that Beckett, "Umm thanks? Hahaha you don't look so bad yourself" Why do you have to compliment him back?
I don't like what's happening right now, I know I don't have the right to keep her away from beck but seriously, she should do the initiative to stay away. 'Why would she do that? Beck's courting her and who knows maybe she gave the permission to let beck do it' I don't think tori can do that. She knows too damn well that I wouldn't like it and we all know why.
"So which way are we going first little red?" Andre asked Cat and the perky little redhead bounced up and down in excitement, "Oh ahahaha what do you think Robbie?" she turned her gaze to Robbie who appears to be thinking of which way we should go, "What about the mammal section first huh?" he suggested.
We all agreed and Robbie and Cat lead the way, next to them is Andre, then Beck and Tori, followed by me. Please take Beck away from Tori before I completely lose my shit and stab beck with my scissors. He kept looking at tori and tori's doing the same thing, why did I come to this place?
"This is boring" tori stopped walking for a while and looked at me, she smiled. What is wrong with her? Is there something wrong with what I just said? "What?"
"Took you a while to say that"
"What do you mean?" She went beside me leaving Beck with Andre. Well looks like the tables have turned, "Knowing you, I know you wouldn't like this place. I was quit surprised that you came with us"
"I guess you don't know me that well Vega"
"Yeah" I smirked. If she ever becomes my girl friend, im pretty damn sure that I'll be happy by her side knowing that she knows a lot of things about me even though im not telling her anything. This may not be good on my part but I think I love her even more… "I don't want to regret coming to this place or I swear I'll blame Cat"
"Then you should try to have some fun" I raised my eyebrows at her and she just gave me a smile, "How can you have fun in this place? Take pictures? Ugh no"
"Actually im having fun just by seeing Robbie and Cat smiling and the other people who seems to be enjoying this place as well" she said, "Why do you find that fun? You're so weird"
"At least im having fun" she smirked at me, what the hell? I should be snapping back at her but I just found myself smiling. Maybe one day we'll do this again but only the two of us without our friends and definitely without beck.
"Hey tori look at this" Beck called out for Tori and he didn't fail to catch her attention, "What? what?" he dragged tori away from me and showed her some kind of a bone structure, im not sure but it looks like an anteater.
"It's a turtle's bone structure…" he explained, "Whoa how'd you know that I love turtles?" she exclaimed in surprise, "Just a hunch… You dork" he patted tori's head and tori giggled. How did he know that tori loves turtles? I know tori loves ummm what does she loves? Ugh!
"Do you want to see the bone structure of the horses as well?" he asked, "I'd love too!" the half latina nodded in his direction, "Alright come with me" she followed him, I can't believe this!
"Jade are you alright? Why do you look so angry?" I didn't notice that Cat is standing beside me already, "Im fine…" I told another lie, "Well you don't look-"
"I said im fine! Now let's go look for some 'interesting' bone structures around here"
"Kay Kay"
What could they be doing together now? Smooching? Cuddling? Doing couple stuff? Seriously what could they be doing? I know beck will try his chances especially now that he's alone with tori and tori seems to be enjoying his company. Cat lead me to the reptile section so I can't see what tori and beck is doing.
"Jade I don't really think that you're ok" she commented as we walk along the hallway, "Don't mind me im fine" she doesn't seem like she's convinced but I don't really care, "Yeah you were when we weren't inside the museum yet but now you're acting like a gank… again"
"Im always a gank cat, I thought you're used to it" she shrugged her shoulders, "No I think you're a gank, well not when you're with tori" she confessed. That made me stop walking. Am I really that obvious? I mean im trying not to get noticed. Im suppressing my feelings for as much as I can and mind you it's hard. "I don't like tori, I was forced to be her friend… What are you saying?" I said defensively.
"I mean you and tori look good when you're together. Not just as friends I mean I know that you don't really like her guts but I think… Well…"
"Hey Cat look at this, it's a giraffe's bone structure it looks so cool!" Robbie interrupted her which caused me to let out a sigh of relief, "Oh yay! I can't wait to show this to Mr. Purples when I get back home"
She went with Robbie and her giraffe structure. Should I try harder? I mean for cat seriously I don't know what's on her mind. She can really be weird and stupid at times but once in a while… She can be the smartest girl that you've ever known.
"Ey guys listen. My grandmother calle and she said she needs some milk or else she won't be able to go to bed. And she ran out of it because I forgot to buy her some… Im going to have to go now or else she won't be sleeping early… That's not going to be good for her" Andre explained.
"Kay kay! Tell your gandma I said hi!" the perky little redhead wave him a goodbye and he did the same, "Bye Andre" there goes tori, "See yah Andre!" then there's beck, "Bye!" and the next one is Robbie.
"See you all in Hollywood Arts" he ran off, what time is it? Now there's only five of us… It's not going to be good cause beck is pissing me off… And tori's actually letting him do what he wants. I can't wait for this to be over soon.
"Hi Jade" I glance beside me and I found out that it was Robbie, "Are you lost?" I asked, "No why would I be lost here?" I shrugged my shoulders and placed both of my arms on top of my chest, "What do you want?"
"Are you ok?" he asked, "Yeah why?"
"Well you don't-"
"For the love of God im fine… Now go see some bone stuff…"
This night is starting to get into my nerves, I looked around and I saw Cat with Robbie viewing some mammal bones, and then there's Beck and Tori taking pictures with the bones… Ugh so im alone here now? I want some coffee… Do they even sell coffee here?
"Hey Jade what's up?" it's Cat again, great if it wasn't Robbie, it's Cat. "I want coffee, do you know where I can get one?" I asked, but she raised both of her eyebrows which means that she doesn't get it, "Yeah… at the star bucks why?"
"No I meant somewhere near this place" she nodded her head, "Oh… You did not make that clear" I rolled my eyes at her, "Whatever I want to go home… I better watch the scissoring while sipping a nice cup of coffee"
"Don't you like it here?" she asked, "What can I possibly like here?" she giggled at me, "Well I like bones"
"Well I don't and I want to go" Just before I can turn my back to Cat, someone grabbed my wrist and turned me around. I saw Tori gripping on my wrist tightly… What the hell?
"Are you leaving?" she asked, "Obviously" she gave me a pout and it made me want to kiss her, "But you're my ride home" she said, "Im not the only one who has a car"
"You're the only one who's in the same direction with me" she protested, "Well im going home, so are you coming or what?"
"It is getting late" Robbie stood beside her next to Cat, "Yeah"
"I can take you home tori I swear its fine with me" Take him away from me before I completely lose my chill. I feel the urge of pulling tori beside me and taking her to my car. But I can't.
-VEGA
Beck is so persistent seriously can't he see that I don't want to go with him? Im not being mean here im just being honest. I want to be with Jade im having fun with Jade and Jade is the love of my life. It's not that im not having fun with Beck… I am too but being with Jade is so rare and I don't want to waste the opportunity to be with her again. Who knows? Maybe she might have another mental disorder and treat me like she doesn't know me at all.
I can't even believe that she complimented me earlier, I know she didn't mean to say it that way cause knowing Jade she'll try to keep her true feelings to herself. She never shares it to anyone that's why whenever she says something about her and about her feelings that is real… I feel special and honored because it rarely happens…
Sometimes I even wonder if she does the same thing to beck… I mean they've been together for years so she might have told him a lot of things about her and im jealous of beck because of that. Maybe someday she'll do the same thing to me and she'll let me see her weakness and her vulnerability.
"It's fine beck I think I better go with Jade" the canadian smiled at me and nodded his head, "Alright…"
"Bye Cat and Robbie, you too Beck" they wave us goodbye, "Bye Torii!" cat yelled, "Byee" I saw Robbie wink at me and I know what that means… Dang it Hahaha he better shut up about this.
Jade didn't wait for me and she got in her car. So much for Jadelyn West I said to myself, I guess she's just tired and bored here I mean this place is out of her league. She'd rather stay home, watch horror movies and eat popcorn or drink a cup of coffee alone. She'll like that better and I wish I was with her when she does that.
"Are you just going to stand there?" I zoned out again, I went inside the passenger seat and buckled my seat belt. She started the engine and she drove quietly, no noises, no anything. Just me and her… and the car filled in silence.