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Things are going well. At least that's what I thought it would be. I am having no progress with Vega. I don't know I just, every time I try to approach her or talk to her I always feel nervous and anxious that in the end of the day we don't interact as much as we used to. The only thing I could do is to look at her without her noticing it so basically im actually living a sad and drastic life because I don't know what to do or what should I do.
I heard the bell rang and finally I was brought back to my senses. I've been thinking of how I can court Vega without me looking like a dork or a fool at the same time. I've always been laughing at those guys who would court a girl because they look stupid and it's the same with the guys who can't confess their feelings as well.
But now I can see that the struggle is real. Actually I think that those guys who knows how to properly court a girl is the real MVP and those guys who can actually confess their feelings towards the girl that they like is brave. Trust me it's harder than I thought it would be.
I checked my next class and what do you know, we have sikowitz today. That means I'll be seeing Vega again and it's going to be another torture for me, a sweet torture. I guess this is what you always feel when you truly do care for someone. I mean seeing him or her is enough that's what I feel towards Tori… But I wanted more than just that.
I went to my locker first to grab some of the books that I left for sikowitz class because I was in a hurry when I got here in Hollywood arts. I was going to be late for my first class so I forgot to take out my books for sikowitz. I was about to close my locker when I saw Vega taking some of her books from her locker as well. She looks so pretty and dorky with the clothes that she's wearing today. And I have to admit that I miss her dorky side.
Lately, I've been noticing that she's wearing dark and fancy clothes. I heard that Trina's teaching her how to dress up glamorously but I still like her just the way she is. I miss her wearing a pink t-shirt and classic blue jeans together with her brown leather boots. The only Tori Vega that I know.
I decided to take out my phone and text her something. 'Are you a camera? Because every time I look at you I always smile' - see you in our next class .x I pressed the send button and glanced to where Tori was standing. She pulled out her phone and raised an eyebrow but after reading the text she smiled sweetly and placed the phone back to her pocket. I love seeing her reactions every time I send her those cheesy pick up lines that I got from the internet. Well don't expect me to think of an original one.
After looking at her for a couple more minutes I decided to head to Sikowitz's class. I haven't seen Andre and Beck lately. I think they're avoiding me, well I can understand Beck if he's avoiding me and it's a good thing that he's doing it because I still can't forget what he did to Tori. As for Andre, I guess he's more attached to Beck so he chose to be at Beck's side.
When I got inside the class a lot of people are sitting already but the last seat is not yet taken. They know that I always sit there and it's my chair so it's off limits. I glanced to the door and saw Vega come in. She was wearing that smile that can light up the whole room. Alright I sound so cheesy but whatever.
Robbie: Someone's happy… I heard Robbie tease her as she sat right next to him.
Tori: Guess what? She wiggled her eyebrows; my sweet admirer sent me a cute pick up line again. I heard her giggled which made me smile for a bit.
Robbie: Really? So what did he say? He asked. Robbie doesn't really know anything about my plans and I wouldn't want to tell him anyway.
Tori: I won't let you read it but I swear to God I want to know who he is.
Robbie: Well why don't you text him back and ask him who he is? Tori's expression became mellow then sad afterwards.
Tori: I already did that for like five times but he won't reply to any one of my messages.
Before Robbie could say anything else, Sikowitz entered the room through the use of the window again. Everyone was quiet and focused their attention to our teacher. He looked at all of us and he saw Robbie and Tori sitting in the front row and Cat on the second row and Beck and Andre on the third row and then there's me on the last row. He grinned.
Sikowitz: Good morning children. We greeted good morning back to him. Today we are going to tackle the principles of creating a romance scene. Everyone made a noise but they became quiet after Sikowitz shushed them. But before we tackle that discussion I am going to give you an activity which will be a part of your grade for this semester. Let's start by grouping you into pairs. He went to the left side of the class where Tori and Robbie are sitting.
Sikowitz: Here's how I am going to group you. The left side of the room will get a paper from my magical box and those names will be coming from the right side of the room. So Robbie pick a paper but don't unfold it unless I say so. Robbie nodded.
He started to roam around the left side of the room, making everyone pick a paper from his magical box that once paired Tori and I to be husband and wife. I wish it happens again.
Sikowitz: Alright now unfold the paper and go to your partners.
I sure hope I don't get paired with a guy who would let me do all the work. I prefer being paired with sinjin but you know… He's not here and I don't have any idea where he is. I wouldn't want to be paired with Robbie and with Beck as well oh my god no.
Robbie: Um sikowitz what if we get paired with the same gender?
Sikowitz: My box is always right so whatever it is that you picked… He or she will be your partner. Robbie nodded. After going to your partners tell me who they are ok? So now let's start with Robbie.
Robbie's eyes went to look for someone and he smiled afterwards. He stood up and went to the right side of the room and he stopped right in front of cat.
Robbie: Catarina Valentine. The perky little red head blushed and giggled when Robbie cited her full name.
Sikowitz: All right. Now what about you Tori? I looked at her and she was looking for someone. She let out a huge sigh and stood up. I wonder who that lucky guy is. She went to the right side of the room then went to the third row and then went to the fourth row and now she's beside me.
Tori: Jadelyn West…
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Seriously what kind of sorcery is this? I don't think this is a coincidence I mean of course it happened to us once but come on… AGAIN? What is wrong with sikowitz's 'oh-so-magical' box?
So anyways, here I am sitting right next to her while thinking what kind of a 'romantic' scene are we going to do. I took a quick glance at her and she was holding a pencil while writing down something. She looks so serious and focused that she actually looks so hot and… gorgeous.
Ugh I have to snap out of it. For these past few days she's been having this impact and effect on me. I find her hot, gorgeous, intimidating… and a whole lot more. Mind you it is not a good thing. WHY? Because it means im attracted to her it means that I want her attention, I want her to approach me and say hi to me. I want her to tease me again, I want her to hug me, cuddle with me and I want to kiss her! There I said it!
Tori: What are you writing? She stopped writing. She wasn't looking at me though. What is wrong with her? 'What? so you want her to look at you?' no… maybe? Yes? I don't know! I don't have any idea.
Jade: Im writing drafts about the scene, if you have any idea maybe you can tell me. She continued writing. Fine I was disappointed I want her to look at me. I want to see her blue-green eyes again just like the ones in the Ferris wheel.
Tori: Maybe we can start with a… plot. And a denial love story. I looked at her and she was nodding.
Jade: That can be a good start. ' . .ME
Tori: Let's start with a girl who doesn't want to admit that she's a lesbian and she actually has feelings towards the other girl. Eventually the other girl got tired of waiting and trying and since she was bisexual she decided to date a guy but the lesbian girl confronted her and confessed her love there.
Jade stopped writing. She placed the pen down and thought for a second. Then she smiled and she finally looked at me. Wait she wasn't smiling now, she's grinning at me, it's the same grin that she does when she was about to do something horrible to me.
Jade: That's a great story Vega… She said as she moves closer to me. It reminds me of a situation, similar like that. She moved even closer… Im nervous but I can't stop looking at her eyes. They were shining, glimmering and they look so attractive like a bright diamond. Alright, so what's going to be the ending? She paused. Oh I have an idea… She moved closer again and this time we were only inches apart from each other. Why don't we add a hot passionate kissing scene? Holy god help me she licked her lips and damn… It's the hottest thing ever.
Tori: What are you talking about? No let's stick with a classic love story just like the play that we once did with sikowitz. I said in defense. I distanced myself away from her before I could do something that I'll regret afterwards. I heard her chuckled. I knew it she was just playing tricks with me, a hot piece of trick.
Jade: Relax Vega you know I love you. I wouldn't do that if you're not yet ready.
Wait what? I looked at her and there she was. Shocked and blushing at the same time. I can even feel my own cheeks burning. Why did she say that? It made me want to kiss her all of a sudden. She looked at me but when she saw me looking right back at her she turned her head and looked away. A part of me wants to laugh and kiss her in the cheeks but a part of me wants to saw AWWW because JADE WEST is blushing and it's because of me.
Sikowitz: Alright five minutes is up let's see what y'all came up with. We both looked at sikowitz.
Jade: Alright um since we only finished half of the scene the rest of the scene that we're going to come up with will be on the spot can you do that? I nodded. Ok. I can see that she's still blushing. It made me smile a little.
Robbie and Cat both got up and went to the stage. The first scene is about Cat who's in love with a guy who seems to only date blonde girls. I know where they got the idea and wow they're so creative. So the last scene is when Cat was crying and Robbie sang her a song that he made all by himself which is 'I think you're swell'
Cat: Thanks Robbie that's so sweet even though I didn't understand half of it. Robbie gave her a smile.
Robbie: I just want you to know that I'll always be here and that guy is stupid for leaving you like this.
Cat: Maybe I wasn't good enough. Robbie pulled her towards him and gave her a hug while they were both sitting.
Robbie: That's not true you're the sweetest girl I've ever met and I think on my opinion that guy is blind for not seeing who you really are just because you're not blonde.
Cat: You always know what to say. She pulled away and smiled to Robbie.
Robbie: Cat… I don't think he's the only one who's blind. Cat gave him a confused look. I've been trying so hard to make you notice that im here and… He paused. And to let you know that I like you ever since you kissed me on the asphalt café. In fact I don't even think that I just like you… Cause I feel like im in love with you now.
Cat cried and giggled afterwards. Not the kind of giggle that she usually makes, this time I think she was happy because of Robbie's confession. She moved closer to Robbie and gave him a chaste kiss.
Cat: Robbie isn't it obvious that I like you too? She chuckled. Why else would I hate seeing you with the other girls and Rex flirting with the Northridge girls if I don't? She giggled again.
Robbie: Catarina Valentine will you be my girlfriend? Cat pulled Robbie towards her and gave him a hug.
Cat: My answer is yes. Everyone in the class applauded. Even Jade and I liked the scene. It was fantastic. They made it so realistic.
Sikowitz: Well done and I thought I was going to have a difficult time teaching this topic. Now the next pairs are Tori and Jade.
We both stood up and went to the stage. I don't feel nervous because we are going to perform in front of our friends or in front of so many people that we don't even know. I am nervous because I am going to perform with Jade.
Jade: Alright Vega just go with the flow ok? I nodded. We both explained the scene to Sikowitz before we both do the scene.
Sikowitz: Alright ready, set, action.
Tori: I can't do this anymore. I said bluntly. Im so tired of waiting Jade. I walked away from her.
Jade: But you don't have to wait anymore… She paused. I am here now. I know that it maybe a little too late but Im ready to tell you how much you really mean to me. I felt her hand on my right shoulder.
Tori: Im sorry… I said while letting out a sigh. I don't want to risk my feelings… You've pushed me too hard away from you. And now that im finally letting you go… Here you are. I faced her. She walked towards me and looked at me in the eyes. Again we are inches away from each other.
Jade: Give me one last chance… Im in love with you… Please don't let me lose you. I know that you still love me. I am losing focus… Her eyes are so passionate and serious and sincere…
Tori: Yes… I managed to say. I still do love you… I gave her the same intensity that her eyes are giving to me. I have loved you with every beat of my heart…
She moved closer and closer till I can smell her sweet vanilla scent. She leaned towards me and gave me a sweet soft kiss. I closed my eyes. Just for a moment I want this to be real. This is the first time that I kissed her and I know that with this kiss… Everything that we have is real.
She placed her hand on my left cheek and she deepened the kiss. I almost moan but then I remembered that we were performing so I pulled away. I know that she wants more because of the loud groan that she made.
Jade: I… I love you… She was looking at me intently. As if she meant every single word in that phrase.
Tori: I love you too… Then we hugged each other.
I heard everyone's applause and all their feedbacks about us but all I can think about is me hugging Jade like there's no tomorrow. Being this close to her makes me want to stay like this forever and ever and forget the whole world even once in a while.
After that 'sort of' intense scene we pulled away from each other and smiled at the audience or mainly our friends and our classmates.
Sikowitz: That was a fantastic scene. Andre and Beck was right you two would make a great pair.
Tori: Wait what?
Sikowitz: Next pair please. We went down from the stage and went back to our own places.
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Andre: Look you don't need to be upset it was actually pretty good you guys were awesome even sikowitz thought your acting was realistic when it really was. He laughed but I gave him a glare.
Jade: Well yeah I was happy that we were paired together but seriously! Sikowitz said that it was beck's idea as well. He owes me a serious explanation.
Beck: And why do you need my explanation?
Hii im back, I am so happy that you guys or some of you guys are still interested in the story. I was out because summer is ending and school is starting so I was having a difficult time updating this chapter. But it's done now and please let me know what you think. Oh and by the way I am so sorry if my grammar here sucks… lol believe me I tried.
Also I have another pair of girls that I shipped romantically which is camren. If you happen to know who they are then we should at least be friends. They're from a band called fifth harmony I hope it rings a bell. They sort of like remind me of JORI that's why I like them.
That's pretty much it so yeah I'll see you in the next update… And if you don't mind please tell me what you think about this chapter… Its important thanks… Don't be a stranger .x
