-VEGA

Have you ever felt that intense feeling of anxiety and uneasiness when you're around someone? You know like when you're with him or her you feel like you don't know how to act properly or you feel like you want to explode because of that individual's presence? Yep exactly that's what I feel towards Jade.

Im not saying that it's a bad thing because it doesn't irritate me or annoys me at all and to be honest I love the fact that she's always there, being with us, being with our friends, you know like we're all hanging out the way we used to be but… It's not a good thing either because I can't focus properly whenever I feel her presence around me or whenever she talks to me, I feel like a love struck teenager that got noticed by her crush or something and other than that I can't let her notice that every single thing that she does affects me.

For example yesterday after that romantic scene that we performed during sikowitz's class I almost couldn't help myself. There's a huge part of me that wants to take her out of the classroom and continue our hot make out session in the janitor's closet because trust me im not gonna lie here I prefer kissing her than attending the rest of our class, crazy right?

This is the first time that I felt this kind of situation, the feeling of wanting a certain individual all by yourself because usually I don't feel the urge of kissing someone even though I had a few boyfriends before back in my old school. They usually insist the make out stuff and I just go with the flow thinking 'why not?'

But with Jade I just… I want her for myself I even get jealous when a lot of guys or girls are talking to her, I even get jealous when she's talking or hanging out with Cat. They seemed to be hanging out a lot more often for these past few days, it's not that im stalking her or something it's just that I noticed it. What could they be up too?

Anyway if you guys are wondering why I've been having this long monologue for about an hour already, I am on my way to the music room where Andre, my guy friend spends most of his time making different kinds of songs in the four corners of the room filled with different kinds of instruments. He said he has this addiction in creating and producing music even though it's not really necessary. And if he doesn't do it he might end up just like he's grandma.

It's not really a big deal I mean he's one of the most talented guys that I've ever met here in Hollywood arts. And we've been friends for so long and during those long years of friendship I've never dislike any song that he has ever made. He has a pure talent.

Lucky for me he's not going to be in the music room for today because he's going to continue producing the lyrics for his new song in his grandma's house. Why? Well he's afraid that when he comes home late for this evening he might see the house burning down because of his grandma.

And I actually need to use the music room for today because im going to record my song that Mr. Gaskarth asked me to do. He said it was for our activity and knowing me, I would pretty much like to offer him a song that I made by myself.

I was about to open the door when I heard someone singing. It was a very familiar voice and I always hear it every day. No of course it wasn't Andre. I just told you where he was going. It couldn't be Cat or Robbie because they were hanging out together. And it couldn't be Beck because he was going to watch a race today. It couldn't be Trina either because her voice is so loud.

I slightly opened the door and it revealed a pale-looking goth, the first thing that I noticed about her is her gorgeous black hair full of curls, it looked more of like a lion's mane but only fancier it made her look so attractive and the green highlights on the left side of her hair made her look hot, she was wearing a pair of combat boots and leggings with a black skirt, on the upper part of her body she's wearing a black top together with her black jacket. Just the usual Jadelyn West get-up.

But what could she be doing here? I know I know that she was singing and obviously it might be one of her projects or activities or whatsoever but now… The main problem is I'll be sharing the room with her. I don't want that to happen. I have like two options right now, I could either tell Mr. Gaskarth that I can't do it and disappoint him or share the room with the girl who I've been trying to avoid all day.

I let out a deep sigh before completely opening the door, her expression was a bit shocked for a moment but she shrugged it off as soon as she found out that it was only me. She coughed a little and stopped recording. She turned her gaze to me and gave me the 'what-are-you-doing-here' look which made me arch an eyebrow.

Tori: Well I didn't know that you'll be here. I calmly said. But I sound defensive as well.

Jade: What are you doing here? She asked while tidying the table where the lyrics of her songs were located.

Tori: It is actually… None… of your business. I paused. She looked at me once again and gave me a playful smirk.

Jade: Ooohh someone's trying to pull my leg. She laughed. I knew she was teasing me and for the first time im going to admit that im actually kind of liking it. As you know Vega, because of your sudden appearance you interrupted my recording and mind you I was almost finished. She was serious this time but then I saw her smirk once more.

Tori: I told you, I didn't know that you'll be here. And what are you doing here anyway? She laughed. What is wrong with her? She's actually having fun.

Jade: It is actually… None… of your business. She mocked me using her western voice again.

Tori: Wow look who's pulling someone else's leg. And for the hundredth time… I DON'T TALK LIKE THAT. She didn't mind me and stood up to grab a soda.

Jade: Because of you im going to have to record the entire song again, And I was actually planning to watch the new season of AHS when I come home early for tonight but now I guess I won't be able to do that… And it's all because of you… She calmly said before drinking her soda. She's still giving me a serious look which made me feel guiltier.

Tori: Ok then im sorry and it's only one song anyway it wouldn't be that hard. I reasoned out.

Jade: Wait did you hear what the song was about? Have you heard any one of the lyrics? She stopped drinking her soda and she looks kind of tense. I can sense nervousness and a sudden reaction of panic.

Tori: No. It's true I was thinking whether or not should I record my song with her or should I just tell Mr. Gaskarth that I can't do it. One thing is for sure her voice was amazing. I may be busy thinking of what I should do but I can hear her voice perfectly, I just didn't mind the lyrics though but I wish I did.

Jade: Are you sure? You didn't hear any of it? Were you not standing in the doorway eavesdropping? Now she got me curious, she looks worried. What's in the song anyway?

Tori: Well it's not that I "didn't" hear any of it cause I heard your voice along the hallways but im pretty sure that I didn't hear any of the lyrics. I honestly said. She looked a little bit relived because of what I just said. Why am I even explaining to you? Is there something in the song that I shouldn't hear?

Jade: You don't need to be curious about it, it's nothing, I just don't want anyone else to hear the songs that I making. She sat down and continued working on her songs.

Tori: Ok but im going to record my song too so maybe you can hurry up a little so we can both be finish earlier. She stopped doing whatever it is that she's doing before facing me.

Jade: How inconsiderate of you Vega. There she goes again, smirking like I did something wrong. I can't just hurry up because my recording needs to be perfect. It has to be perfect. She grinned.

Tori: Alright fine im sorry, I'll wait for you till you finished recording your song. I sat down on the nearest chair that I could find.

Jade: I don't just accept 'sorry' or 'apologies' that easily Vega. She stood up, threw the can of soda in the garbage can, and faced me while wearing her signature smile. It's going to take more than that.

I gulped. Her eyes are shining, I can tell that she's planning something and it couldn't be any good. She moved towards me without breaking our gaze. I am scared and nervous at the same time but im also excited, I don't know why but there's something telling me that this should be exciting.

When she was finally in front of me, I looked up to see her beautiful face. The first thing that I noticed from her face is her eyebrow piercing. She crossed both of her arms in her chest. I don't want to stand up instead I rest my back on the chair while waiting for her to do something.

Jade: Don't make me force you to stand up Vega, you won't like it… Trust me. I stood up. Let's just say she looks so scary that if she was talking to sinjin he would have run away while peeing in his own pants.

She moved a little bit closer and now we're inches away from each other. I repeat inches away from each other. I can smell her vanilla scent and minty breath. She smells so good and fresh I can't help thinking if I smell good as well.

Jade: Relax Vega… she whispered. It sent thousand volts of electricity in my entire body. She wasn't even trying to be hot or seductive but oh my god she did both! Im screaming in the back of my head, I tried to calm myself down even though it's really hard. I won't do anything… I can feel her breathing on my neck. I closed my eyes. The sensation is real, it feels so good. Unless you want me too… she let out a seductive laugh.

Tori: Wha-what d-do you me-mean? Tori Vega you're stuttering fix yourself don't let her notice that you're slowly being seduced I said to myself. Remember what I told you earlier? Every single thing that she does affects me.

She faced me, I can't read her expression it was blank and serious I know she's hiding it and damn she was so good I wish I can hide my expression as well. She moved a little closer… Again and holy chizz we are one inch away from each other's lips… I can't help but look at it. Kissing her is the only thing that I can think of right now. My mind is completely blank, I want her to kiss me and if she doesn't I might go crazy.

Jade: Why don't we try to date each other? I was blown away. I don't know if I should feel disappointed or happy but I think it was both because she asked me if we can date and if I wasn't mad at her for saying those rude and mean things to me indirectly I would have screamed yes, disappointed because I want her to kiss me again and this time for real, not just an act or a scene in a play.

Tori: Date? You mean just the two of us? I can tell that I sound stupid right now because she rolled her eyes at me.

Jade: Yes what else could it mean? Don't you know that three is a crowd? She went back to her chair and rearranged her lyrics. Im going to start recording again, you can use the other one over there. She pointed the table beside her. I went there to set up the recording system.

Third Person's POV

Both of them started to mind each other's business, little did Tori know that Jade wasn't recording her song instead she was listening to the half Latina's song. She couldn't help it. She wants to hear her sing every song in the world using her pure and majestic voice. She has heard a lot of singers but Tori's voice is just so special in her ears. She doesn't want to admit this to her because back when they still hate each other she was jealous of how amazing her stage presence was.

Finally she faced the girl who was singing the entire song that she composed all by herself with feelings and compassion, Tori was closing her eyes while letting the music consume her. She looked away and started to record the song that she composed by herself as well.

She doesn't want Tori to know that the song was written for her. Although this song's supposed to be for Beck before they broke up. She didn't forget Beck that easily until she had a date with the half-Latina at the nozu's. So originally the song was recycled.

They both finished the song in time. The Latina took of the headphones from her ears before gazing at the girl beside her. Jade was looking at her intently, she smiled. She doesn't know how to react so instead of saying something she let her body do the talking.

The Goth stood up and so did the Latina, they were both looking into each other's eyes. Jade was certain that Tori wants the same thing that she wanted. She moved towards her for the third time and Tori didn't flinched. She wants this, she thought to herself. She was finally in front of her.

They're still not breaking each other's gaze. They were one inch away from each other's lips again. She's uncertain if she'll kiss the Latina or not. She moved a little closer again.

-VEGA

Tori: Wait are you going to kiss me? I took a step backward. You know for real this time? She gave me a 'what-the-hell' look.

Jade: Yes. She replied. She was so sure. Why do I have to ruin it?

Tori: Oh… Ok. She quickly kissed me, it was a peck. I didn't know that it would be that quick until I saw her grin.

She kissed me again but this time it's longer. I bit her lip and I heard her gasped. She was the first one to pull away from the kiss because usually it was me 'what do you mean it was usually you? You only kissed her twice' yeah well I was the first one who pulled away from our first kiss.

Our forehead touched, she was resting. She placed her hands on both sides of my head. Her eyes were closed. She didn't say anything. So I placed my hands on her hands as well. We stayed in that position for a couple of minutes while our eyes were closed.

I opened my eyes and she was already staring back at me. She smirked and I can feel my cheeks blushing. It made her grin I know she noticed, it made me blush even more. I was thirsty there I said it. No I am not thirsty for water. I am thirsty for her kisses.

She let go of my head and I did the same. We are standing while facing each other awkwardly, there was silence and it filled the whole atmosphere. After that kiss I couldn't stop thinking about it. I even forgot about the song that I recorded just now.

Jade: Tori… Thank God she finally said something.

Tori: Yeah? I wasn't looking at her. I find it hard to look at her straight in the eyes because every time I see her I'd always remember the kiss a while ago.

Jade: Look at me. Even though it's hard for me to do I did it anyway. Her expression is blank again and I always hate it when I can't read her expression I think it's unfair because my expressions are always easy to read. Im serious… Let's start dating… I want you to think about it.

Tori: I… I'll think about it.

Hello im sorry it took me a while to update again as you can see our wifi is being shitty as fuck. Sometimes we'll have wifi at the end of the day or during the night there is no fucking in between it pisses me off big time.

But im back now and it's pretty hard for me to write this chapter because im not so good in describing emotions and movements of what's going on. Are they standing? Facing each other? Yeah something like that. I mean I always struggle so please bear with me.

I hope you guys liked this chapter as much as I did even though it partially sucks. One last thing I wanted to share to you that my best friend was reading this and oh my god she said the realest thing ever xD. She said my story makes her feel gay and mind you she was straight as fuck.

She's still stuck in chapter twelve because her wifi and my wifi suck as fuck. This is the reason why I hate my country omg. Shout out to you my friend you have a long way to go amigo. Good fucking luck LOL. So yeah im dedicating this chapter for her ex-oh-ex-oh.

If you guys don't mind leaving a review or something please do. Don't be a stranger .x

PS: I fixed this chapter just like you said im so so so sorry for the inconvenience