Ok guys I've been working on this chapter for a while now, almost 2 weeks I think. I've just been really busy but I still work on this when I can. I have a lot of homework these days and I'm busy with 3 workouts a day and sometimes homework keeps me up until 1 a.m and I get up at 5 a.m, so I have a lot of things to get done. I skipped school today because I can't take the pressure of homework and the people in my school and all the drama and the shit they try to shove in my mouth, and I just couldn't take it anymore. This chapter is really short, but I wanted to let you know that I haven't trashed this and I'm still working on it when I get the chance. I'm actually watching Twilight as I type this, I admit, I'm obsessed. But anyway, does anyone want any Carrie or Gossip Girl stories? Or any other Twilight ones? I think I'd make more time for everything if people let me know they wanted to hear my stories. Follow me on Instagram shaye_is_dying. Please review and request stories!


It seemed to take a million years for our lips to finally touch, but then it happened. A sensation of ice cold stone, and blazing hot love. A first kiss. A vampire kiss. Wait, was I dreaming again? I reached out to feel Jasper's arm to make sure it was really there. It was.

Suddenly, he broke away from me.

"What? Was I doing something wrong?" I asked him nervously

"No. You were fine. I'm sorry. We barely know each other. It was wrong to kiss you like that. Especially knowing that I'm not used to the amazing smell of your blood. I could've killed you without force. Bella, I'm so sorry." he said, sounding ashamed

"Oh. It's fine. But, hey, you didn't kill me." I said, trying to cheer him up

"Luckily. I pulled away to resist any urge to bite you, or hurt you in other ways."

"What other ways?" I asked, seriously confused

"Well, I could have crushed you, ripped you in half or simply got too involved. It's really complicated."

"I don't believe that." I said bravely

"You will in a moment. Just watch." with that, he ran at lightening speed away from me

He ran to a tree, and with one hand, ripped it out of the ground at the roots, then crushed it with that same hand. This wasn't real. This stuff just didn't happen. I was sure as hell in a very strange dream. Or was I? That kiss had been real. Jasper was really a vampire. A mythical creature that seemingly wasn't so mythical now.

I must have looked a little freak, because then he randomly blurted out "Bella, I'm really sorry. First I kiss you, then I scare the hell out of you. I'm really bad at this relationship stuff aren't I?"

"No, I think it's just me. I've never dated anyone before, plus I'm bad luck."

"You're not bad luck, Bella, wait, really? You're 17 and never had a boyfriend? You're kidding right?" he questioned

"No, kidding here. Never been romantically involved with anyone, not even the slightest flirting until you." I stated, half embarrassed.

"There's nothing wrong with that. It makes you unique, and that's a good thing." he assured me

The rest of the time we spent there, was spent with him explaining his life to me and answering any questions I had. There was so much information exchanged, I probably don't even remember half of it. I could remember that he was in the army, and he was changed by a girl named Maria, who did nothing but use him. Then when he found the Cullens, he had trouble adjusting to only animal blood. He also explained why they survived on animal blood and what the Volturi is. I asked him things like when he was born, what his original last name was, why he and Rosalie were pretending to be twins and stuff like that. Eventually, I finally realized we'd skipped school. It was about 5:00 when I realized that.

On my drive home, I thought about how things could've been if I was human at the time Jasper was, what would've happened if I was in the army with him, and what life would be like as a vampire for me. That actually sounded like fun.

A few days later, Jasper called my house phone. Where did he get that number? Apparently he called to see if I would join the new drama club with him. He claimed that no one in his family would do it, and wanted a partner to be someone he was closer too than anyone else. He sounded desperate, plus I'd get an excuse to spend more time with him, so I said yes. Our first meeting was the next Monday.

Even though it was only a few days away, it seemed Monday was scared of arriving. Even so, it eventually came. As I pulled into my normal parking spot in the school lot, I saw Jasper standing near the door, looking straight at me. What was the expression on his face supposed to be telling me? Am I supposed to know? As I walked towards the door, stumbling a few times, I noticed he was actually smiling. Sort of.

"So, you ready for our first drama club meeting?" he asked me with a smirk

"I think so. What happened to saying hi? Isn't that how you start a conversation?"

"Hello, I just am rather excited about the meeting. Acting and things like that have always been my calling." he said matter of factly

"Cool. We should get inside. It looks like it's about to rain."

As I said that, Jasper grabbed my hand and we went in the building.


Yeah, I know. short crap chapter. don't worry, it'll get better, once the pressure of school is off. tomorrow I have a field trip. I wish I could skip again. please review and request stories! TTYL!