When I woke up, I remembered how I almost had sex with my boyfriend. Why didn't he want to? Did seeing my boobs make him lose interest? I mean, they're nothing special. Oh well. I'll try again later.

Once I was ready, he picked me up for school. So he was still interested, I think. Why not try again now? Charlie's not home and school doesn't start for a while.

I ran over to him, kissing him and hugging him with as much force as humanly possible. I trying to grind on him like Rosalie did to Emmett, but I didn't seem to be getting it right. I tried letting him know I wanted him by kissing him like crazy and grabbing his arms and hair. He pulled away from me.

"Bella, baby, I don't want to have sex right now." he told me

"Why not? You've waited a couple decades, why wait longer?" I asked him eagerly

"Well, I haven't known you for very long and I want our first time to be special."

"It will be special! Just please do it!" I begged him

"Sorry, but no. We have to get to school."

Ok, this was it. He lost interest. I was going to make him a horny motherfucker. I didn't care how. Luckily I'd worn a snap up shirt. I yanked on my shirt to open it and drop it, and started to take my bra off, when Jasper grabbed my arms.

"Bella. Listen, I love you, but I don't want to have sex with you right now. Can't you just accept that and move on?" he asked me, getting upset

"No! Jas, I want you. Really bad. Having you is all I can think about. After last night, you're all I can think about. And I want to do it with you. Like, now. Please?" I begged again

"Will doing it make you drop the subject?" Jas asked me

"I think so. Can we?"

"Not at this exact moment, but we will soon. I promise." he assured me

"How soon? If I wait much longer, I'll lose my mind."

"We can go at it tonight. I'll set up my bedroom so Charlie won't be able to come in and see." he explained

"What about your family? Doesn't sex make noise? What if they hear us? Can't Edward hear thoughts?"

"I'll get them to go hunting, don't worry. It'll be just the two of us. I'll set up the room like a pretty scene in a movie. Now, one last thing, can you keep your clothes on that long?" he asked me, sounding oddly serious

"I don't want to, but I will. What time do I come over?"

"You can come at 7, I'll be all ready and the house will be empty. They don't leave until 7. Ever."

"Why not? If they left earlier, they'd have more time to hunt." I asked him, confused

"No, the animals don't come out until around then, and normally they take a while to be found. You just have to wait, not even 12 hours Bells, its not that much longer."

"I love you so much." I stated, hugging him and kissing him.

"I love you too baby, now put your shirt back on." he told me, kissing me back and handing me my shirt

I put my shirt back on. All I could think about was him. Did it normally happen this way? Is what I'm feeling normal? No movie or book characters ever feel like this, but then again, they just go have sex, they don't almost do it then have to wait. It just wasn't fair. But at least this time no one will see or hear, and we'll actually do it.

Living through school was the hard part. All day long, I had the urge to fuck him right there in class. Didn't this feeling come after you've done it before? I was a virgin, or at least my privates were. My mind wasn't, but I don't think that counts.

Jasper's POV

Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, the bell rang. I drove Bella home, as normal, then rushed home to get ready. Everything had to be perfect. Not a thing out of place.

"Hey! Everyone! Can I call a quick family meeting?" I ran in the doors yelling

My family gathered in a circle, or some circle like shape. They looked almost worried. Knowing them, that wasn't strange at all.

"Jasper, what is this about?" Esme asked

"I need you guys to go hunting tonight. Far away from here." I told them

"Why? Are you throwing a party?" Emmett joked

"No, I don't care for parties, and even less to throw one. I just want to have Bella over. Alone." I announced

"Oh, so you guys are finally gonna do it." Edward taunted, acting seriously amazed

"Edward! I already told you, I don't want jokes like that in this house!" Esme scolded Edward "Jasper, if you want some time with Bella alone, then sure, we'll go hunting. You deserve some time alone with your girlfriend."

"Thank you Esme. You won't regret it." I assured her

"I better not. Just be careful, whatever you do."

"We will. Don't worry." as I said that, everyone cleared the room

On my way to my bedroom, I have to pass by the bedrooms of my other family members. Today, when I walked by, I could tell Rose and Emmett were at it, by the noises she was making and the sounds I could hear. Why do they do it in the middle of the day? And every day? Multiple times a day? Who cares, its not my business anyway.

I made myself a checklist of things to do for Bella. This is pretty much what it looked like:

1. put nice sheets on the bed

2. clean the floor

3. organize shelves

4. put out some candles and pretty flowers

5. shower

There was no need for any of those things, but I wanted it to be perfect. For Bella. And because I promised her I would do it all, and that was a promise I planned to keep.

Bella's POV

Why is it only 4:00? Can't it be time yet? Wait, what am I gonna wear? My mom left a bunch of her old stuff for me in her old closet here, but I normally didn't wear it since it was too flashy for me. Or too frilly or bouncy. Mom must have been really girly when she was my age.

I searched through all that crap, eventually finding a short dress. It was bright green, not a color I would likely ever wear, but it was short, and I needed to look good. For Jasper's best first time. The dress went well enough with my black heels, and even though the heels were short, they still looked ok.

This night was going to be perfect, it had to be. It couldn't happen any other way. Since this was the first time for both of us, we should try to make it extra special. I hope he wants me, since he knows I want him. He's the only person I've wanted, and the only one I'll ever want.

After we graduate, I wonder what we'll do. We should just cross that bridge when we get to it.

I had to focus on what was important right now: Jasper, tonight. It had to be perfect, and for that to happen, I have to look perfect. After showering, I used my blow dryer, and then curled my hair. I slipped on the dress to see how it fit. It was fine, but the square top strap thing, it made my chest look non existent. Thank god I had a push up bra in my drawer, that my mother had given me for my 16th birthday, and told me to use it when the time came. Was this what she meant? 16 was the legal sexual age, as 21 was the legal drinking age.

I decided this is what she was talking about, so I put it on and slid the dress over it. It looked much better. My chest may have been almost falling out of the dress, but it wasn't going to be in it long, so who cares? I know I don't, and it should turn Jasper on, so another bonus for me.

With the shoes on, and my curled hair up in a high ponytail, pearl earrings and serious excitement, I actually didn't look like an average girl for once. It only made me more excited. I threw on some tinted lip color and a white leather jacket that before I was never sure why I owned it. I went out to my truck. Before I knew it, I was on my way.

As I pulled in the driveway, Jasper was standing in the doorway, in the sexiest pose I'd ever seen him in. God, I love him.

"Why, who's looking fine tonight?" he joked, grabbing my waist, gently yanking me to his body, and kissing me, hard.