Ok, so what was happening here? What did this mean? Out of the 11 tests I took, 7 were positive and 4 were negative. Shit, why couldn't I think?
"Bella, based on the test results, I think it's safe to say we have a baby on the way." Jasper broke the silence
"No. No. Just fucking no! If I'm pregnant than my dad will know I'm not a virgin! He can't fucking know that! Things would get all weird and he might send me back to Phoenix to live with my mom! And I can't do that. If we had a baby then you deserve to be around it too! But I'd have to quit school to be a mom! What the fucking hell are we going to do?"
"Bells, baby calm down. There still is a possibility that you're not pregnant. The tests aren't always right. The only thing that's always right is an ultrasound. We need to get you to Carlisle so he can confirm it or not so we don't have to worry Charlie for no reason."
Jasper's POV
I'd never heard Bella use the word fuck in an angry way before. She was really mad. I mean, I understand that she was probably scared to be a mother, but she shouldn't be mad.
"Come on, we need to go to Carlisle as soon as possible." I told her
"No! No one can know about this until they have to! Not until I start showing."
"Bella, we have to know if there's even a baby in you so you can be getting the proper nutrition you need, and also when school starts that you can be excused from gym."
"Jas, please no! Can't it stay a secret just between us for a while?"
"Ok, Bella. I'll give you 3 weeks. After that, we're telling our family. Got it?"
"Fine! I just need some time to think."
"Alright. I'll get going now so you can do your thinking." I told her, and got up to leave.
Why was she acting like this? Like getting pregnant was the equivalent of murder, or robbery? It was good that I brought her the tests when I did, or she could've been to the point of showing and have no idea why it was happening. Really she hadn't actually shown any signs or anything. I wouldn't have known if her period was late, since we don't talk about things like that. But knowing the way she's acted when she found out she was likely pregnant, I don't think she would've told me her period was late.
Bella's POV
I couldn't help but feel the tears creeping up in my eyes. Jas sounded really mad when he left. Mad at me. Did we just break up? That's what it felt like. Come to think of it, my period was late. I'd just been busy with him, and I'd lost track of my cycle. I really think we were broken up. Come to think of it, why would he want me if I was pregnant? I couldn't think of any reasons.
I couldn't manage to stop crying, so when Charlie got home a couple hours later, I was lying on the couch, silently crying.
"Bella? Are you ok? God, what happened?" he exclaimed, rushing over to make sure I was ok
"Just watched a really sad movie. That's all. I'm fine." I lied, getting up and faking a smile so he'd let me go into my room
"Whatever you say." he replied, going back outside
Good, so he didn't question me. I managed to drag myself into a shower and back out to get in my bed. All curled up and ready to go to sleep, my body wanted to sleep, but my mind wouldn't slow down. How was I going to tell my dad I was pregnant? What would people at school think? Would Jasper bail on me? Was I going to have to raise a baby by myself? Every thought I could possibly have rolled around in my head and jammed with everything else.
After hours of hopeless trying, I finally managed to fall asleep.
Rosalie's POV
Oh my god, the baby was practically dancing today! The feeling was so strange, like crawly worms or something, just less revolting. Putting my hands to my growing belly, I must've looked overly happy, since my whole family seemed to notice.
"I'm guessing the little one's kicking again." Esme said "I remember what it felt like, even if I felt it over 100 years ago."
"Yeah. It is probably the most magical feeling in the world." I said, dazed by the feeling
"How's my beautiful pregnant wife?" Emmett asked, as he came in from hunting with Edward and Alice
"I'm fine but you know I have a name. You never seem to use it anymore." I jokingly informed him
"Yeah, I just like to remind anyone around us that we're going to be parents, since it's the best thing to ever happen to us." he stated, sitting next to me and kissing me
He clearly thought that kissing me didn't show enough of his love for his family, so he bent over and kissed my bump too.
"Emmett, you know the baby can't even feel that yet, right?" I asked him, laughing
"I know, but the thought counts, right?" he joked, lovingly
"You're right, it does. I'll have you know that the possibility that our baby will feel us touching it will be extremely low until I'm anywhere from 35 to 38 weeks along." I informed him
"Well I don't give a shit. I'll let our baby know I love him as much as I want to." Emmett replied, kissing my bump, yet again
"Emmett, have you forgotten that I'm 9 feet away from you?" Esme questioned him
"No." he firmly stated, really not giving a shit.
And that's one of the things I love most about my husband. When he says something, unless he's joking, he really means it with all his being, and you'd know if he was joking. Over all, he's just an amazing person, and I give him all the credit for that.
Jasper's POV
Well, based on the way I'd acted earlier, I'd guess that Bella doesn't want to speak to me any time soon. I would just give her a few days to chill, and burn off some steam, then I'd go and apologize and tell her how much I love her. That sounds like a good solution, doesn't it? I'd emphasize the fact that I want to be a father to our baby and that I'll stand with her through everything. That I'd do anything for her and our baby.
Of course, as I'm thinking of all these plans, I'm not at home, as if I was, then Edward would hear me. As for my situation with Bella, I'd marry her now if that's what I have to do to prove that I want her and only her, and that I'll support her and our child. I'd do anything, just to get her back in my arms.
After a long while of thinking things through, I decided it was time to go home to my family.
Bella's POV
When I woke up, I remembered practically every event of the past day. That's when I realized how peaceful sleeping could be. Why couldn't I stay asleep? I know I'd have to deal with reality eventually, but I had time to hold off thinking of reality. Just as I was about to go back to sleep, my dad interrupted my thoughts.
"Bella! Jacob's here to see you!" he yelled from downstairs
Instead of responding, I ran downstairs, or at least attempted it. I got an incredible wave of nausea, and had to run back into my room to puke in my trash can. There we go, another sign that I was pregnant. Just fucking great. Before I could even think, Jake was right outside my door.
"Bella, what the hell was that?" he asked me the second he saw me
"What was what?" I asked him back, trying to sound clueless
"Don't think I didn't just hear you puking your guts out in there. What is going on?"
"Nothing's going on, and even if something was, it's not your business, so stay the hell out of it."
"You don't puke for no reason. Just tell me what the deal is." Jake stated firmly
"There is no deal. Why are you even here?"
"Because I want to be friends again. Bella. When I decided to be an asshole and not be your friend because of who you decided to date, I broke my own heart. Please, give me a second chance." he begged
"Ok, fine. You can have a second chance. Just please don't tell my dad about me puking."
"Why not? Why were you puking anyway?"
"Just don't. I don't want him to be worried. And I'm just not at my best today."
"Bella, what are you hiding?"
"Nothing! I have to go do something." I said, walking down the stairs
"Hey, Bella! You sure you're not hiding anything?" he asked me a few minutes later
"Dammit Jake! I already told you-"
"That you're pregnant? No, you sort of left that part out."
"Hold on! I can explain!"
"Don't bother. I already know. I just can't believe you let him impregnate you."
"I didn't let him! It was a complete accident! Why won't you let me fucking talk?" I exclaimed
"I will. I'm not going to turn my back on you again. This time I want to be here for you. How far along are you?"
"I honestly don't know. But really? I'll actually have someone not turn their back on me? I think Jasper already backed out."
"Oh god Bella. If he won't be here for you than I will. Actually, I'll be here anyway." Jake said, hugging me
I almost think everything will be ok. For once, my mind was at peace.
