The angel stands there staring at the two brothers with his blue eyes shinning hair slightly muffled, Dean gasps he had forgotten just how beautiful Cas was. His heart aches and he wants to reach out to the angel, it had been so long since he had seen him but he stays still for Sams sake and he honestly had no idea what to do.

"Hey Cas." Sam says, Dean stays quiet at loss for words.

"I need to speak to Dean. Alone." Cas says and Deans heart thumps a little. Sam sits there for a moment and then it registers in his mind that he wasn't wanted in the room right now.

"Oh, right." The moose mumbles as he walks out of the room. Dean sits there quietly and they stare at each other for a moment Cas staying in his place across the room.

"So?" Dean finally says after resurfacing from being lost in Cas's eyes. They stand there in silence tension building up for several minutes. Dean know's he should be angry asd hell he almost wants to go punch the angel for not talking to him not letting him explain his actions, but he can't bring himself to be mad at Cas, all he wants is to go over there and hug him.

"Dean," the angel pauses, "I came here to tell you something." Dean waits but the angel remains silent. Dean decides that its bullshit so he speaks up.

"Cas, let me tell you something first." The angel looks slightly shocked by Deans words but lets him go on, "I know that your mad at me and all for the Sam thing but is avoiding each other really helping at all? If it helps at all i'm sorry, I just wasn't about to go and let Sam go on the way he was." Dean says boldly hoping that his act of not being nervous goes through, when really he was trembling on the inside, scared of what Cas was going to do next.

"Dean, I am not mad at you." Cas states matter of factually. Anger seeps through out Deans body.

"Then where the hell have you been?! I've only been worrying my ass off for you!" Cas looks at Dean and see's something something rare in Dean, with the anger, there was fear, honest fear. Cas didn't realize what his absence must have been doing to Dean.

"I needed to think."

"Think? Oh yeah, just go off without a word making everyone think that you left, with no plans of return so you can think. Leave a god damn note or something next time."

"You are angry at me." Castiel states. Angry? Dean wouldn't say he was angry, annoyed? Yes. Pissed off? Maybe a little bit, but he couldn't be angry at this angel in front of him, no matter what he did to him, and honestly, that scared Dean.

"No." Dean answers.

"So neither of us are angry." Castiel states.

"Yeah I think we have stated that now." Cas tilts his head to Dean, if he wasn't mad at him then why was he still moody? Cas walks up to Dean and rests the back of him palm on Dean's check, he missed the feel of his hunters face, the stubble on it that he loved, and ultimately just because it was Deans. He had missed this so much.

"Dean, i'm sorry. I shouldn't have left you like that." Deans heart flutters with Cas's touch, and apparently Cas heard it because it smiled ever so slightly. Which made Dean give in to his feelings, a smiling Cas was too much for him to stay distanced from, so he smiled back for a moment.

"I missed you so much." Dean whispers as he runs a gentle hand through Cas's soft hair tickling the tips of his hand and making the angel shiver. Cas steps close to Dean so he can rest his head into the crook of Dean neck and closed his eyes.

"I missed you too." Cas breathes out against the hunters neck. How did he go for so long without this? Dean was like a necessity to him now, he can hear Deans heart beating fast which makes him smile, he loves the effect he has on Dean like that, it's most fascinating. Dean laces his arms around Castiel's hips and pulls him closer to him into a warm and open embrace and begins to rub Cas's back slowly. Cas wraps his arms around Dean and clings to him not wanting this moment to end, not ever. His time away from Dean was most peculiar, a first he was mad, this could have almost ruined his plans for heaven. But then he slowly realized that it was more than that, he didn't like Dean keeping secret's from him, it made him feel like he wasn't doing his job at being a sufficient lover. And he liked being the one that Dean counted on, he understood that Sam was his brother and that they were close, but he admits that sometimes he gets slightly jealous of Sam being able to see Dean constantly, and being the one Dean would turn to. Human feelings are most complicated, sometimes he questions himself why he chose them, but if he didn't he wouldn't be able to be like this with Dean, and he would feel anything he had to for Dean.

"So you're really not mad at me Dean?" Cas asks, he wants to make sure, he doesn't want Dean to be upset with him, he hates it when he is. He want to make things right and the soon the better.

"No." Dean try's to say solidly but the hitch in his voice gives him away. Cas moves his head to look up at Dean, what else could there be?

"Dean what is it? Let me make it right." Cas demands.

"I'm not angry really... It's just..."

"Please go on." The angel pleads with a sparkle in his eye.

"You scared the hell out of me. I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep. I didn't think you were ever coming back after you ignored my first hundred prayers." Cas blushes, he remembers those prayers, crying for him to come back, pleading with him, Cas wanted to go back but he couldn't bring himself to do it. "I knew that i should have been pissed, or even mad, but all I could think about was when the next time I would see you would be, and how much I missed you, being away from you like that... It nearly drove me insane, and I don't want you to leave again. I would loose myself Cas. I need you." Dean words touched Cas's heart so much that he could feel his eyes starting to get wet at the corners. Dean so very rarely opens up to people and he just did with Cas. Cas grabs the back of Dean's head and pulls his forehead to his.

"Dean. I will never leave again. I swear." Cas says in his gravely voice.

"You better not." Dean commands, as he strokes the side of his angels face, the smooth skin he had missed so much, he's staring openly at Cas's lips, and leans his head down to bring their lips together tired of being away of them. The kiss is a sweet, long and lingering kiss, Dean makes it this way so that Cas can see just how much he means to him. That was one of the best parts of their relationship, they don't have to talk much, which is good for both, with Dean not being able to talk about his feelings and Cas being the social awkward man he was.

When they pull apart the look Cas was giving Dean could have burn a hole through Dean with the intensity it had.

"Dean, are you going to keep secrets from me?" Deans heart thumped he wants to tell Cas everything he wants him to open up completely, but that would be something entirely new to the hunter, he's never just told people things, does he really trust Cas that much? He looks at the angel his blue eyes waiting for an answer.

"No. I trust you." Dean says realizing how true it was, he did trust Cas, probably over anyone, he was his angel who he could depend on.

Cas smiles at Dean's answer and the smile he gets back from Dean makes him feel warm and giddy, Dean trusts him, he knew that it wasn't easy for the hunter to do something like that, he felt honored and just happy, why did he stay away from him again?

"Dean." Dean looked into Cas's eyes as he said his name arching his eye brows. And then Cas attacked his lips pulling the hunter in for a passionate kiss, wrapping his arms around Dean's head while Dean grips Cas's hips and pulls them tightly together, they had been apart for so long that they just needed to be close, Cas hopes he doesn't ever have to be pulled away from Dean.

"You are not allowed to leave. Ever again." Dean commands with his lips crushed to Cas's loving the feeling of the angels lips on his too much to pull back to say the words. He feels Cas smile against his lips, that was his favorite, he loves when Cas smiles he rarely sees it and feeling it when they kissed was almost too much to handle. Cas moves his lips to kiss Dean's jaw line and up his neck experimenting a little bit with kisses and sucking till he was at Dean's earn that he bit softly.

"Why would I?" He murmurs to his hunter, he can pretty much feel Dean's heart go insane inside his chest he fears that it might burst out of the hunter. He kisses slowly down his lovers neck still experimenting a little bit trying to see which one of his actions would cause Dean's heart to go the fastest and Dean just responds by arching his head back allowing more access to the nape, once the angel reaches the collar of his neck he goes back up quickly and rakes his teeth down the strait causing a moan to escape from the hunter and a big reaction from his heart.

Dean wants those lips again so he pulls Cas's head back to his and covers Cas's lips with his and for a moment there is a small fight of dominance by trying to get each others lips over the others the Dean liked a lot it was playful and he could of sworn that the angel giggled and he decided that was his favorite sound in the whole entire world. That's when Dean hears the door open and a loud gasp following.

Dean snaps his head up at the sound of a disturbance, sure enough there was Sam mouth hanging open wider than the friggin door.

"You and Cas? I knew it! I knew there was something between you two!" He exclaims. To Dean's surprise Cas just smiled.

"Hello Sam." His angel says as if this were the most normal conversation in the world. Dean could feel himself blush insanely, he knew that Sam wouldn't care about him being with Cas but he wanted to brake something now with him knowing. And Sam was grinning so big he was scared that his face was going to break off.

"Sam you can't tell anyone! Especially not Bobby!" Dean says frantically, he wasn't ready for this. Cas looks over at him looking confused and slightly hurt.

"Dude don't worry about it, I don't care at all, in fact i'm glad about this." Sam says still grinning like a hyena.

"Why?"

"Because for once i'll be the ladies man!" And in that moment Dean was afraid that he was going to brake Sam's face but then he felt a slight pressure on his arm to stop him. Castiel had grabbed him and he could feel himself getting calmer. Damn it Cas was using his angel mojo on him, Cas did this occasionally to calm Dean down, in a way Dean hated it because it was repressing his true feelings and usually beating some dick bag into a pulp that deserves it, but its good because now his brother won't die. Dean will just torture him in other ways.

"You're right, because all I need is right here," and then Dean yanks Cas's lips into his kissing him deeply and slides him tongue against the angels lips so that he'll allow his entrance. And the angel did and for a moment Dean got lost in the moment forgetting about Sam and that this was to bug him.

"Man, i'm glad but at least let me leave before you get down with it." When Dean doesn't stop Sam sighs being the one who always has to leave, "Well i'll probably get my own room tonight." He mutters annoyed and walks out of the room. For a moment he feels bad for Sam but almost instantly forgets it when the angel starts to moan his name.

Sam takes a deep breathe when he gets outside and a smile begins to form onto his face and then a small laugh, he always assumed that Dean had strong feelings for Cas and had kind of secretly wished they would get together but never said anything and now that he saw them together he was happy for his brother. And the way Cas was looking at Dean, Sam could tell just how much Dean meant to the angel because the angel was staring at his brother like he was the universe. He hopes that this will work out for Dean its about time his brother was happy.