A/N: hellou to all of you beautiful people! seriously, THANK YOU, thank you so much for all the favs, follows and reviews. they mean so much and i giggle every time i get one more. so again thank you 3

and to FallenAngel: your reviews made me laugh, because they are so true! you know, i originally planned to post a different smut scene in each chapter (which i'm still doing, dw) but thought plot would make it a bit more interesting. so smut-plot-smut sandwich indeed!

now lovelies, enjoy this chapter.


Chapter 3

It has been a week since their little morning coffee and Haruka found himself typing out Rin's number and calling him over. Something was wrong in Rin's tone which simply gave him an odd feeling, nevertheless he invited him to his home.

He couldn't help it because whenever he was alone his thoughts would go back to that night and he would simply catch himself thinking about how much he misses Rin. But of course, he would never admit it to him, not even to himself.

And before he could properly think it through he heard the doorbell and jumped off of his sofa, rushing to open the door for Rin. He opened the door, looking at Rin leaned on the door frame, his expression rather dull and indifferent.

Haruka's eyebrows slightly twitched in surprise because he never saw Rin like this so he grabbed his free arm and pulled him inside.

"What's with you?" he asked as he closed the door and let go of Rin's hand.

Rin took off his coat and threw it on the sofa: "Really shitty day at work. I still feel so furious, I think I would be able to kill something if I get even slightly triggered."

Haruka said nothing, not being sure how to even respond to that. He just watched Rin taking a seat and sighing in frustration.

"So why did you agree to come here?" he finally spoke as he sat across Rin, observing the redhead's expression.

He thought that might trigger him, but it sort of had a different effect.

Rin just glanced at him, one eyebrow rising, a barely visible smile appearing on his face.

"I thought I might calm down a little if I had you next to me. You became the one I let out my steam at."

"So you are just using me," he tried sounding as offended as possible, but that didn't really go well because he didn't feel offended.

"Yes I am. And you just have to bear with it."

Haruka scoffed and looked away for a moment before returning his eyes on Rin and standing up. He tugged at his shirt, pulling him up and then taking his hand, leading him towards bedroom.

He pushed him on the bed as they got there, Rin sitting on the edge but then leaning on his elbows, watching Haruka climbing on his lap.

Haruka got really close to his face, staring into his eyes, leaving him somewhat confused.

"And I don't really mind it," he said quietly, "you using me."

Rin chuckled, tilting his head a little to the side and kissing him. They shared a few soft, innocent kisses, the ones reassuring that they were there for each other.

"And because I know I am only your toy," Haruka said in-between the kisses, "I want to play that role properly."

Rin's eyes opened as Haruka kissed his neck, right hand going through his hair while the other one was still supporting his weight.

Haruka slowly unbuttoned Rin's shirt, moving it to the sides a little but not taking it off. He felt as Rin slightly shivered from his hands touching his bare chest.

Chuckling on the inside, he went lower to kiss Rin's collarbone, leaving a little red mark on it, licking his way to the other side.

Rin slightly gasped as Haruka rubbed their crotches together, getting an interesting feeling down there. He was tempted to roll on top of Haruka but he decided to wait and see what Haruka had in mind.

So when he started kissing his way down Rin knew what was happening and the next thing Haruka was on his knees and unzipping his pants.

Making short eye contact and smirking more to himself, Haruka took Rin's half hard member and gave it a long lick from the base to the tip, Rin's pulse going faster and faster.

Haruka licked the head over and over before placing soft kisses and then repeating the process. Stopping for a second, making another eye contact with Rin, he put him in his mouth and swirled his tongue around the tip.

He watched Rin gasping and biting his lip as he did it.

Shit, his mouth feels so good.

And that's when Haruka's head slowly started going up and down, him sucking and Rin now panting. Each time Haru would suck more and push it deeper and Rin…Rin was at his mercy. Amused by how weak he seemed and how he had him under his control, Haru stopped sucking and smirked at Rin.

He licked the whole length teasingly, Rin shuddering as his tongue hit the head and lightly went across the tip. Kissing it, his mouth was around it once again and sucking at the head.

Rin moaned, grabbing the sheets, throwing his head back as he felt he was so close. He started responding by slightly raising his hips and thrusting into Haruka's mouth as he continued sucking him.

And then he just felt it, his climax and the blissful feeling taking over him as he let out a loud moan and came into Haruka's mouth. He looked at the boy between his legs as he swallowed, his cum slowly leaking at the corner of Haruka's mouth.

Haruka wiped it with his thumb, licking it afterwards. It made Rin chuckle and after his boxers were safely covering his pride, he collapsed to the bed, his arms spread to the sides.

Haruka climbed next to him, lying down: "Feeling better?"

"This was…amazing," he sighed, a smile on his face as he rolled on his side and turned to Haruka. "I chose a good toy to play with," his hand went through Haruka's hair.

Haruka chuckled, going into the same position as Rin, his arm wrapping around Rin's waist.

They watched each other in silence for a while, figuring what to do next, or maybe, what was right thing to do after this.

"Haru," Rin whispered as his eyes went to Haruka's lips and he leaned in, kissing him.

Haruka pulled closer to him, hand on Rin's cheek and without giving it a second thought, he let himself get trapped by that kiss.


A/N: hope you likey. this story is going to probably have two more chapters. chapter four in the process of writing at the moment. so bear with me, i'll update soon ^^

stay lovely ~