A/N: haha okay, here it goes... i am so sorry for updating this late. i am sorry for being a procrastinating lazyass t.t and ugh, i guess i don't have a legit excuse, so i'll say something like 'hah, well you know how it is, school, tumblr etc etc.' not to mention how my heart was eaten out by shit load of rinharu feels, plus some snk lovely dying moments and add some no.6 on top and voila! but in all seriousness, i found it really difficult to write.

anyhow, not to bore you for now, see you at the end of the chapter.

warning: not beta-ed. i apologize for mistakes as i am still in process of learning english.

Chapter 5

Haruka didn't know waking up in someone's arms could possibly feel this good, especially when that someone was no other than Rin.

He felt so warm and shielded from every worry in the world, so he looked up and set his gaze on Rin's still sleeping face.

He smiled at how peaceful Rin looked, almost not believing how a person with so much energy like him, can sleep so calmly and give a feeling of complete innocence.

He observed him for some time, resisting his urges to touch or kiss, simply because he didn't want to wake up this sleeping beauty. At least, not yet.

Shifting his gaze lower, he curled up to Rin more, his head pressed onto Rin's chest, hand slightly tugging at his shirt. Why did I suggest him to wear this again? Ah, he was cold because he was sitting on the balcony.

A bit disappointed by Rin being fully clothed he pushed the thoughts away and pulled even closer to him.

He maybe overdid it a little, feeling how Rin was now stretching, his peaceful sleep broken and his eyes starting to open.

And the first thing he did when he opened his eyes was smile at the sight, going through Haruka's hair then stroking his cheek, inviting him to look up.

And just as planned, Haruka's eyes met with his, smile still existent on his face, lips now moving and forming a whispering 'morning'.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you up," Haruka mumbled against his chest.

You are so beautiful when you sleep.

"I prefer being awake around you," he whispered in response.

I can't get enough of you.

Staying in silence after Haruka's chuckle, they embraced each other. Rin continued playing with Haruka's hair and Haruka settled for listening to the beating of his heart.

"Haru…" I want to tell you…

"…Rin," I need you to stay here forever.

Haruka glanced up at him, expecting, knowing, reading Rin's movements, so he leaned in, closer to Rin's lips, bringing the two of them together. They enjoyed those soft kisses, the sheer feeling of their lips locked and joined together. At that moment, they needed nothing more.

"Or more like you will be drinking again next weekend," Rin laughed, flipping the sheets and looking for his own underwear.

He ducked, peeked under the bed, finding something even more interesting. He gasped, curious and pulled it out, dusting it off and tossing it on the bed.

"Haru," he called, excitement replacing the former surprise as he opened the case and took out an old guitar, "I can't believe this."

Haruka walked in, towel over his head as he dried his hair.

"You actually kept it," Rin chuckled, going over the strings, the guitar making undefined noise. "Not tuned," he mumbled.

"Do you remember," Haruka started, approaching the bed and sitting on the edge, "the song you played for me before you said you were going to Australia?"

Rin looked up at him, crawling onto the bed and sitting across Haruka: "I do… Do you want me to play it again?"

Haruka thought about it for a moment, because he…he hated that song. Why? Because it reminded him of Rin and of that horrible day and their oh-so-awkward goodbye.

He remembered the loneliness he always felt when the song came up, the feeling of losing a friend smacking him in the face over again. It hurt.

But maybe now it would be different as Rin is here and playing for him again.

"You're not leaving this time, are you?" Haruka spoke, his tone coming out cold and somewhat angry.

Rin sighed: "Only home later. Don't worry, I'm not going anywhere this time. You're stuck with me for a while now."

Haruka scoffed, remaining silent after it. He looked away from Rin, debating whether he should just disappear or listen to the melody again.

"So, I play it?"

"Yes," Haruka nodded.

"I hope I remember it. Haven't played in a long time really," Rin confessed, nostalgic smile appearing over his face.

He started playing, the soft tune filling the air. Haruka felt consumed by the melody, remembering how happy he was when Rin played the song for him, telling him how he wrote it for him and then breaking him by announcing his departure.

But this time, he felt happy even though the song was rather slow and romantic.

He observed Rin who didn't look up at him even once, some unknown worry showing in his eyes. Haruka found it odd, he doesn't remember Rin's eyes to be like that – they always shined.

After a long instrumental, Rin started singing. Haruka smiled because after all those years Rin still remembered the lines.

He always had the voice.

And with the last verse Rin looked up at him, that sadness still there. At last, he stopped playing, put away the guitar and looked down at his hands.

"Haru," he whispered, "I'm sorry."

"What?" Haruka leaned in. "You did noth—"

"I left you back then. I'm sorry if I hurt you."

Haruka sighed, grabbing Rin by his shoulders, lightly shaking him: "It's okay now. You are back, see? And you told me you're not leaving."

"But I remembered the look on your face when I told you I was leaving and I just…I can't stand seeing you hurt."

Haruka climbed fully on the bed, now on his knees and pressing Rin's head against his chest: "The only important thing is that you are here now. Forget what happened back then. We were just kids anyways. You are here now."

Rin shivered, exhaling deeply: "Haru…" I love you.

"…Rin?"

Rin bit his lip, moving away from Haruka's grip, almost as if shaking him off: "I need to go."

I'm doing it again.

"What…Rin?" Haruka sat back on the bed, watching how Rin was rushing from one room to another, dressing up as he walked.

"I'll see you later okay?" he said before he glanced at Haruka and headed towards the hallway.

Haruka jumped of the bed, running to catch up with Rin who was already halfway out of the apartment. And before he managed to yell after him, he found himself standing at the front door, looking at Rin's back.

But something unexpected happened as he saw Rin stopping before the stairs, quickly turning around and storming back.

"I know I'm an idiot, but…go on a date with me?"

Haruka blinked, brows slightly furrowing before he pulled himself together: "O-Okay, yes, I will."

Rin chuckled: "I'll call you."

And with that he left, leaving Haruka who was still shocked, at the doorway. He went inside, carefully closed the door behind him and leaned onto them.

He smiled, you are such a pain.

A/N: and bam, that would have been the end of this story, but DUN DUN DUN, i decided to make it longer :D as i've already told you in one of my previous a/n's, i have a few more ideas for free! stories and i just decided to combine this story with one more 5-chapter story. and yeah. hopefully you will like it. i think it will give the sex toy a nice wrap up.

now this chapter...rin playing a guitar...am i making this boy maybe a little too perfect? i mean, idk? but let's face it, mamoru's voice is heaven.

and the most important part: THANK ALL OF YOU LOVELY PEOPLE WHO BOTHER TO READ THIS. you seriously make me happy. every time i look at the number of favs, follows and read your sweet reviews i scream. so thank you. i love you!

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