He piled the other's clothes on his member to cover it up, carrying him to his room. As soon as he reached his lover-brother's room, he laid him down in bed and lay next to him. "Now you're two things of mine, my brother and my beloved love..you know that?" He softly put to him, holding him close and kissed his forehead. "Mhmm..." Yuuki sighed. He was already the majority of the way asleep. It had made him so tired. "Kaoru... I love you. No matter what happens, I love you... can you remember that?" Suddenly, he was wide awake and staring at the other. A small frown was on his face, he looked kind of troubled by something. "Of course I'll remember that, I'll keep it in mind.." he trailed off a little and looked at his expression. "Is something bothering you?" He asked, his hand touched his cheek while his thumb gently stroked it.

He looked as though he was going to say something, but he shook it off and smiled. "Mm-mm..." he shook his head and snuggled into Kaoru more. "Nothing." And felt IMMENSELY guilty, but he just gave Kaoru the same answer. After getting dressed (with some help), he snuggled under the covers of his bed and went to sleep. "Something bothering him?" Japan looked at Kaoru and blinked. The man had asked when the others returned. "Well... let's see... Oh, it might be that..." he thought for a second more. "Yuuki-nii probably did not want you to find out, but he's leaving for America in a week. He's going to a university there."

"Leaving for America..? Why there, can't he study in Japan itself nii-nii?" He protested, feeling like his heart could break from missing the other male too much while he studied at home. Taiwan tried to calm her brother down, since he seemed a little frustrated at what was found out. "He has always wanted to go to one of those huge American universities, and he sent out an application to one of the best ones there. He was accepted right away and just before we came, he left for a week to go and take the entrance exam... I don't know why he wants to go, maybe the schools here aren't prestigious enough for him..." Kiku sighed. He didn't like it much, either, his brother going off to America for college. "I heard he was staying there for a nine year course. Is that true, Kiku?" Yao asked. Kiku nodded and frowned. "Nine year course?!" He hit his fist on the wall, unable to take it anymore and not wanting to wait for a whole nine years. By then, he may forget Kaoru and go with another person, making his heart ache at the thought of him falling in love all over again with another person and leaving him. He went into him room, slamming the door and slid down it, tears streaming down his cheeks.

He was startled awake by the loud bang, and he immediately got up, forgetting their little fun earlier. As soon as he stood, he sunk to the floor in pain. His hips ached terribly. He made it down the stairs and was shocked when everyone (even Yong) was quiet and avoided his eyes. He also realized that Kaoru was missing. "Where's Kaoru-onii?" he questioned, unaware of what had happened. "He's... upstairs, in his room." Yao said finally. He immediately turned and went up the stairs, knocking softly on the door. "Kaoru... oniichan?" he asked after a moment, getting no response. He heard faint crying, but didn't think it was Kaoru all this while.

The male was on the floor, his back leaning on his room door and eyes reddened, flooding with tears he never let anyone see. He couldn't take too many days, let alone weeks and months of the 9-year course his brother signed up for in the United States. His 3/4 pants were wet with tears, unable to move from his spot. "..L-leave me alone.." he finally choked out, hoping that his brother couldn't hear him crying. He teared up, but he held them back. "I... was going to try and finish the course in four years..." he said after a moment, thinking that maybe, just maybe, that was what Kaoru was upset with. "Gomen..." he mumbled, leaving the door. He went to his own room and packed up all his things, bringing them downstairs. "Nii-chan, where are you going?" Kiku asked in shock.

"Home." The boy responded, his voice cracking. And with that, he walked out the door, leaving the rest of his family stunned. He opened the door after awhile, running off outside and held onto his wrist. "Sorry...i-its my fault I can't take the whole 9-year course, I just..don't want you to forget me during your overseas education.." he admitted, wiping tears from his eyes which fell awhile ago. "I-its ok if you want to go home..." he wanted to let him go, but his hand held on tighter. "L-let..." Yuuki paused, stopping himself before he could say 'let go of me.' He took a deep breath and tugged gently on the hand that Kaoru was clinging to. Pulling his wrist free, he hugged the other. "I... didn't want you to know because I was planning on completing the course early. I've loved you for three years. You think I would forget you and run off with some American? Baka..." he smiled lightly.

He blinked a little and smiled slightly, hugging him tightly. "You do realise I sometimes overthink, right?" He joked a little, looking at him and kissed his forehead. "Don't run off anywhere anymore, ok?" "I wasn't going to get very far..." he responded, rubbing his hips. "It hurts..." he mumbled. A small blush formed on his face. He didn't want to talk about sex, and flashing back to it was just so embarrassing. "If it hurts, I'll be gentler he next time, ok?" he smirked mischievously, pulling him to the back of the house and checked if anyone was looking, giving him a loving kiss straight on his lips. "Mm..." his heart began to beat faster. He kissed back and his eyes fluttered closed. He was already losing himself in the passion and love that Kaoru was showing him, and he didn't mind at all.

He then put down his stuff on the outer wall of the building, pulling him closer by his waist and kissed deeper than before. "Remind me not to overthink, ok? I might forget to.." "We'll discuss later." He pouted frowned slightly. The kiss had been interrupted. He eagerly pressed another kiss to Kaoru's lips, making it just as deep as before. He sighed, he was in heaven. It made him so happy. "Mm!" He adjusted to the feeling quickly and settled down, leaning back against the wall and allowing Kaoru to dominate the kiss. He smiled softly, loving the way Kaoru kissed. He loved EVERYTHING about him.

Getting the permission to dominate, he slipped his tongue in more further and lifted his chin up a little then slipped his hands down to his waist, gently holding onto it. He got as close as he could, absolutely enjoying this. He loved being dominated... NOT LIKE THAT, THOUGH. He laughed, and it was muffled by the kissing. He broke the kiss and turned away from Kaoru, laughing lightly more. It made him happy, thinking like that. He looked at him and smiled, lightly laughing with him and held his hand tightly. "Guess you want to come back to the room, even though you only rush-packed a few of your clothes.."

He laughed lightly and rubbed his head. "Guess so..." he mumbled, blushing a little. He smiled and looked to the side, hair covering his eyes. He smiled, making him face him and shifted his fringe out of his eyes. "Wo ai ni, Yuuki.." he mused, looking at him. Now that Kaoru was staring at him head on, he didn't know what to do. Yuuki felt as though his heart would burst from his chest, it was beating so fast. The blush on his face worsened, and he closed his eyes. "L-love you too..."

"I know a way to my room, but i'll have to try with throwing your bag into the open window first.." he suggested, carrying his bag for him. "Iie, that's okay. Can't we just go in through the door?" He asked, panicking for a second as he realized what Kaoru was getting at. "It would be much easier, you know." "Good point though..but it'll be funny if they thought we ran off, then find out that we were both in my room." He mischievously smiled, shrugging a bit.

But Kiku onii could walk in at any time... If we were doing something..." he trailed off, blushing heavily and turning around, facing the wall to hide his embarrassment. "Hm...well, he can think whatever he wants, what we have now is nothing but love." He smiled, swinging his bag over his shoulder and pulled him in. The other's whole face turned red, and he cried ignored protests as he was dragged inside and up to Kaoru's room. Once there, he sighed. He wondered, if he whined enough, whether or not Kaoru would silence him with a kiss. He wanted to see.

He sighed a bit, pulling him close and kissed him to calm him down. Although he protested and whined, it sounded cute to him. He let out a quiet moan and backed away. He flushed red and smiled softly before moving back further and leaning against the bed. Looking at his reaction, he smiled a little and carried him onto the bed. "Hn...wanting a round two I'm guessing?" He smirked, pinning him slightly "A-ah... I... um..." he stammered, surprised by the sudden question. He glanced away. "Y-yes..." he mumbled after a moment, a small smile forming on his face.

"I'll be gentler this time if you want me to, besides, I don't want your hips to hurt too much.." he noted concertedly, holding his hands down as he looked straight at him. "No... It's alright. I need to get used to it, right? I mean, this won't be the last time we... we..." he stopped, unable to finish it with 'have sex'. He nodded, kissing his forehead lightly and stroked his cheek slightly. "Of course, as usual, tell me if it hurts too much..wo de gong zu(my princess)." He teased, especially at the last part. Although he didn't understand the last part, but he blushed anyway. He loved hearing Kaoru speak in his native tongue. It made him happy, for some reason. "I will." he nodded softly. "Good.." he smiled, lifting his chin up and kissed him, his hand holding onto his wrists.