A/n: I do not own the Clique just the idea.

Honestly I don't know how I feel about this chapter. It is a filler but a necessary one because I do have a plan but every time I would try to write something else around the storylines, I kept drifting back to this. So please give me feedback on what you think.

Peace, love, and Halo.

I can't believe myself, have I really lost all my senses? I'm Massie Jillian Block and I do not care for anyone except myself. Another lie because I had stood up for Kristen today and in a way it does show I care about her. Enemies do not stick up for one another not under any circumstances that may evolve. I actually do care for people and it sickens me to my very core. I'm supposed to be heartless and yet here I am wondering why I have a heart.

"Hey Massie, where do you think you are going?" I heard Alicia Rivera sneer as her clones halt me to a full stop. Why do I have such bad luck? First Kristen and now Alicia, this day keeps getting worse and worse as it drags on.

"I am just walking to my next class, now if you would excuse me." I said as I pushed past her posy and walked to my next class. I didn't make it far when I felt her fingertips grasp around my arm and yank me back towards her. Why can't she leave me alone? Pretend that I am invisible and go on with her perfect life with her "loyal" friends.

"Not so fast. I heard you got in an argument with my new best friend, am I wrong?" Alicia asked her raven colored hair falling on to her tanned face. I shook my head no knowing that Annabelle had been a part of Alicia's group. "I am going to warn you, stay away from my friends and I will not hurt you."

"Too late you already have and now if you would excuse me, I am leaving." I said sternly and turned on my heels to walk down the corridor. Why must my life be such an utter disaster?

I felt my feet fleeing down the halls as the voices behind me became a quiet murmur and then soon enough silence engulfed me. I ran as hard and as fast as I could away from my problems and straight into a battle field. I didn't stop to look behind me to see my school fading out of sight and I certainly didn't stop when the hall monitor shouted at me to come back. I saw the familiar charcoal building just ahead and I lunged for the door handles.

Once I was finally was inside, I leaned back against the wall and to catch my breath for a moment. The receptionist looked like she had just about seen a ghost bust into the joint. She nearly fell over as I budged past her into my hidden sanctum. I forget the smell of the hard work, the tears of failure, but most importantly of all the clap of success that this place offers one.

"Massie, what are you doing here? You should be in school." His voice said directly behind me and I jumped a little. I know what he is going to say that he is disappointed in me that I am a failure at life and that I don't deserve to be his daughter.

I couldn't answer him; he would never understand how I feel. The tears streamed down my cheeks and I naturally turned away from him so he couldn't see me being vulnerable. I wanted him to walk away with disgust, I needed him to yell at me, but he didn't do any of that. Instead he held his arms out to me almost as a peace offering and I accepted it. I lost track of how long I actually stood their crying in his arms.

"Honeybee, tell me what made you so upset?" he finally said as he began to pull away. He wants an explanation of why on Earth am I here and I know why because he cares. He cares a little bit too much if you ask me.

"You haven't called me that in so long." I said avoiding the question. It was the truth though it has been ages since he referred to me as his honeybee.

"I know it's been too long, now please tell me what is wrong?"

"Daddy, everything is such a mess. All my friends hate me, you and mom don't even know what to do with me anymore and the worst part is I even hate myself for everything that I have done." I couldn't believe myself as I told him the truth. I finally let someone in given he is my father and all, but I normally don't let anyone in. I am so stubborn and now I have no one to turn to because of it.

"Honeybee, I know that it feels like everything is falling apart but it's not because you still have so much to live and to offer to the world." Dad said as he engulfed me into another hug. I secretly missed this so deeply, talking to him and knowing he would find some way to make me feel so much better.

"Dad, do you ever wish that you could have another daughter instead of me?" my voice cracking as I said it. I'm scared that he will say yes because he is always brutally honest with me. It is something I find humble in him.

"No, but I do think you should be getting back to school now." He said pointing down at his watch, I know that I should but I simply can't go back and face Alicia especially not now.

"Can't I stay here and help out?" I asked desperately hoping I would get through with him. I gave him a weak smile and he nodded silently.

"I didn't think you would ever come back here," he said as he placed an arm around my shoulder shaking me lightly. It's his way of saying 'I'm proud of you, kiddo' without any verbal words. "Now I need you to help out with the four year olds because I am short one person today. Do you think you can handle it?"

"I think I can handle it and thanks dad for being understanding." I said as I began to walk over to the four year olds.

"You're welcome and I'm proud of you for everything that you have overcome." He said as he turned his attention to the young gymnasts in training for the Olympics.

"Massie, you're finally back!" my group squealed as I sat down to join them in their warm ups. It touched my heart to see that I do have people who look up to me. It pains me to think that I let them down.

"I'm back and I will be here for a very long time." I told them honestly as my thoughts floated back to my very first memories of this place.

I forgot about the smell of hard work, the tears of failure, the claps of success and the blood of a champion. I am back in my sanctum, the place that is my home. I am a gymnast who lost their way but I will make sure that I will find my way back because this is who I am.

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