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by Laddie252

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13. tp8

Chapter 8
Well, if Austin were being honest,
he'd rate this dinner experience
somewhere around a three. A three out
of about a thousand, and that measure
only applied if a thousand meant things
were just barely fair.
They ate together at the kitchen table.
Austin sat directly to Kitt's right, close
enough so that they kept bumping knees
together under the table. The bumping
was intentional, of course. Austin made
it a slight caress falling just short of
running his foot up Kitt's leg. The whole
thing totally turned him on except Kitt
seemed to want nothing to do with it. So
much so, he angled himself until he sat
awkwardly at the table. Completely out
of Austin's reach.
Austin switched them to wine. It was
a great bottle, something many years old
that he'd brought with him from
California. Kitt drank it like it was
water, pretty much finishing the whole
bottle himself. About two minutes after
sitting down Kitt had started talking
about artificial insemination and kept
going on and on through the salad, steaks
and baked potatoes.
Now, had Austin paid attention, he
would know for sure, but since he really
hadn't, he could only guess Kitt started
at the conception of the idea of artificial
insemination and moved through each
year's struggles and highlights until they
reached using it in the day to day life of
a farmer… Yeah, Austin was done
hearing about AI.
Austin picked at his food. He never
took full bites and drank quite a bit of
the second bottle of wine he'd opened.
The original plan was to slow dinner
down to keep Kitt at the table drinking
more wine, but now he couldn't eat
because all hope of turning this dinner
around to anything positive was fading
fast. Kitt on the other hand ate quickly.
It was amazing how Kitt could eat so
fast, yet never break his lecture of
Agriculture Management. Kitt couldn't
have been in his house for more than an
hour, yet he could see Kitt physically
trying to find his way out of the situation
and right out the door.
What Austin couldn't tell was whether
the bulge in Kitt's Wranglers was due to
his interest in Austin or whether Fisker
might be waiting for him. Maybe Austin
got in the way of their plans tonight. That
caused a scowl to form and for
determination set in. He wasn't going to
let Kitt slip away so easily. If Kitt
wouldn't give him the chance to romance
him, then Austin would change tactics.
Kitt was a hardworking, straight forward
kind of a guy and that's how Austin
would play it. Should have of done it
like that from the beginning.
"So talk to Mike and let me know
when you're interested in movin'
forward with any of it. I have no
problem helpin' you out. I've got the
equipment, even the storage devices. I
do it for everyone around here and I
won't charge you anything to help make
up for that first day we met. Thank you
for the dinner. I should get goin'. Want
me to help with the dishes?" Kitt rattled
on like a machine gun and started to rise
from his seat.
"How long have you hidden?" Austin
asked as straight forward as he could.
Kitt's nervous energy faltered. The
question clearly confused him. Austin
pushed his chair away from the table, sat
back in his seat, crossing his right leg
over his left knee and picked up his
glass of wine to take a sip, all the while
looking Kitt directly in the eyes.
"I don't hide it. Everyone around here
has the same offer I gave you. Well, not
the no charge part, but everything else."
Austin reached forward, placing a
hand on Kitt's hand as he started to pick
his plate up.
"Kitt, hold up. Give me a minute,"
Austin said purposefully directing his
gaze to Kitt's chair. He waited until Kitt
sat back down and then nodded his head
to Kitt's glass of wine. "Don't run off so
quickly. I have a couple of questions for
you and I think you misunderstood the
first one. Do you hide from everyone or
just from the people around here?"
Kitt didn't answer. He just gnawed
on his bottom lip with his eyes trained
on Austin. The nervous energy turned
into a shell shocked look.
"Kitt, it's the biggest reason I'm here.
Please understand, I'm not calling you
out, I'm just tired of always hiding and
I've never been any good at guessing
who's what. I am the master of hiding
though, so I can spot it in someone from
a mile away. I'm gay, Kitt. And I think
you are too." They never broke eye
contact as Austin revealed his biggest
secret to Kitt.
"You're gay?" Kitt asked.
"Yes." Austin said it with more
confidence than he felt. It was only the
third time ever in his entire life he'd
said it out loud.
"But you're getting married." It
wasn't really a question, but a statement
of fact and it clearly confused Kitt by the
look on his face.
"If I was getting married would I be
here without her? Cara's paid and paid
very well indeed. I'm trusting you with
my secret. Only a handful of other
people know about me and honestly, I've
had the hots for you since I first laid
eyes on you." Austin let that sit there
between them, never breaking their eye
contact. A blush slowly crept onto Kitt's
cheeks.
"Do you date?" Austin asked after a
moment of silence. It was really more of
a 'Do you randomly fuck?', but he
changed it at the last second.
"No." Kitt's response was immediate.
He still hadn't admitted anything to
Austin, but at this point Austin assumed
the yes had been given.
"What about Fisker?" Austin wasn't
going to leave anything out.
"How do you know that?" Kitt asked,
the blush crossed with a little bit of
alarm on his face.
"My security watches the place from
every angle. I'm hiding here until people
stop caring about me. I'm seriously done
with that other world. I'm done living
that kind of lifestyle. They caught the car
out on the highway. It doesn't fit the
area, they tailed it." Austin kept it
simple, not explaining anything more.
"You saw a Fisker and decided I was
gay?" Kitt asked incredulously.
"No. Seeing the driver helped me
come to that conclusion, but it was the
Andrew Christian underwear you wore
on the first day I saw you that gave me
the true hint."
"Damn, I knew I should've ditched
those." Kitt muttered breaking eye
contact with Austin for the first time
since he sat down. His brow narrowed
and his lips pursed, but his eyes came
back up to meet Austin's as he heard the
next question.
"Hmm… I guess that's as close to a
yes as I'll get from you. It feels good to
say it out loud though, you should try it.
I've hidden for eighteen long years. Is
Fisker your boyfriend?" Austin asked.
"No," Kitt said quickly, shaking his
head, but stopped. "Shit! Okay, maybe. I
don't know."
"You don't know?" Austin asked, still
sitting in his casual stance. He took a sip
of the wine to hide the fierce jealousy
Kitt's simple 'I don't know' provoked
within him.
"No, he's not my boyfriend. But all
the sudden he's pushin' for it," Kitt
explained.
"You don't want it?" Austin asked
and reached over to fill Kitt's glass of
wine for nothing more than something to
help hide the aggression.
"No, it was good the way it was. He
made time for me and I drove to Dallas
when I could."
"How often?" Austin asked,
somewhat relieved but still possessive.
"Once a month, give or take a week or
two," Kitt said before draining his
newly filled glass of wine in one long
swallow.
"Hmm. And now he wants more. So
he's planning on coming down here
regularly?" Austin kept asking questions
trying to get a clear image of just what
exactly Kitt's relationship with the
Fisker guy was and if there really was a
chance for him in Kitt's life.
"He wants to. I don't know," Kitt
replied shrugging.
"Well, to come to the real reason I
asked you to dinner. I definitely want
more." Austin finally got to the point of
this whole evening.
His revelation seemed to confuse Kitt.
Austin leaned forward and took Kitt's
hand, threading their fingers together.
Kitt's eyes stayed glued on Austin. He
didn't necessarily participate in the
handholding, but didn't pull away either.
Austin was forced to continue with his
speech with no real encouragement
whatsoever.
"I want more. I'm hiding here for an
indefinite amount of time. The frenzy it
would cause if I came out would hurt
everyone involved in my life. I need to
get them settled before I make any
further moves. In saying that, I think I'd
like to pass this time here with you."
"Just sex?" Kitt asked immediately.
He finally showed some signs of interest
when his fingers tightened around
Austin's.
"It's a good place to start…" Austin
didn't move a muscle. He just stayed
leaning forward with Kitt's hand in his,
and waited for him to answer.
"Keep it under wraps?" Kitt nodded
as he spoke.
"Yes, absolutely," Austin said, and
Kitt nodded again. It seemed they struck
an agreement. The tone of the entire
conversation stayed very matter of fact
which completely contradicted what was
actually going on inside of Austin. He
forced himself to stay easy and rejected
the notion to jump up right way, push
Kitt down on the table and shove his
dick straight inside Kitt's ass. "Tell me,
how do you like it?"
"Sex?" Kitt asked.
"Yes." They never broke eye contact.
"I usually give, but I like to receive. I
just don't get it very much. How do you
like it?" Kitt increased his hold on
Austin's hand. They were talking so
casually about things. Getting all the
ground work laid out seemed just like
something Kitt would do. Austin could
see how he made such a great student
and excellent business man. Kitt wasn't
the rush in kind of guy at all.
"Every way's the right way for me,
but I'm going be honest, I've fantasized
about you pretty much nonstop since I
first saw you," Austin said. He leaned
his body a little bit closer to Kitt. He
wanted to kiss Kitt so badly. Kiss him,
stroke him, make love to him, do
everything he'd dreamed of, but instead
he forced himself to stay seated and
talking.
"Really?" That seemed to surprise
Kitt.
"Absolutely!" Austin nodded as he
said the simple word.
"Me, too." Kitt finally gave a small
smile and Austin's heart began to pick
up a beat.
"Good. You hid it well, I couldn't tell
at all."
Their hands stayed linked together, a
little tighter now since their admissions.
Austin could see the hints of insecurity
lingering in Kitt's eyes. He got it. Hell,
he felt exactly the same way. The only
way he knew how to lose it was to lean
in slowly and place a simple kiss on
Kitt's perfect lips. From the moment
their lips touched, Austin felt the
connection in his heart, but he schooled
his facial features, not letting that thought
show. He'd gone without sex for a
while, of course it might get emotional.
Austin reluctantly broke the contact
sitting back just staring at Kitt, before he
rose and pulled Kitt up with him.
"I've thought so much about you…
Fantasized of being buried deep inside
you. Will you let me?" Austin asked
while pulling Kitt's shirt free of his
jeans. He unbuttoned each pearl button
from the bottom up. He kept his eyes
moving back to Kitt's face to gauge his
reaction. All he got was a nod and Kitt
took over the buttons on his shirt, then at
his wrist.
"Do you know how badly I want to
lick my way up these?" Austin said in
almost a whisper. His rigid cock
strained against the binding material of
his slacks, begging to be released. He
forced himself to keep it casual and
trailed his fingertips up Kitt's stomach,
smiling as the abdominal muscles
rippled and flexed under his slight touch.
The moon caught his attention and he
remembered his back windows were
open; his security team could see in. It
physically cost him to move away, but
Austin took a step back and turned as
Kitt began to unbutton his blue jeans and
toe off his boots.
"I have condoms." Austin kept his
calm facade in place as deep seeded
need coursed through his body. He
walked around the bar into the kitchen.
He took off his watch and opened a
drawer, keeping his eyes on the man
undressing in his living room. Kitt did
participate, but that shell shocked look
stayed planted on his face. Austin
reached inside the drawer and pressed
the remote to darken the windows,
instantly shutting the blinds. The night
had gone from a zero to a ten in a matter
of minutes and he wanted to savor every
second of it. Yet with the pounding in his
heart, he wasn't sure if it was possible.
His plan was to fuck Kitt Kelly until he
came and then do it all over again.
Austin tugged his sweater up and over
his head, tossing it carelessly across the
bar as he rounded the corner back
toward Kitt.
Kitt was just dropping his underwear
in the pile with the rest of his other
clothes. His eyes never left Austin and
Kitt's hard rigid length jutted straight
out, ready for Austin's touch. Austin
came to a stop about a foot away from
Kitt and toed off his shoes before
stepping forward to grip Kitt's cock
with his hand. A hiss tore from Kitt's
lips and his eyes closed into slits as he
threw his head back when Austin
dropped to his knees.
The condom and lubricant fell down
on the floor as he stroked Kitt. With a
quick swipe of his tongue Austin wet his
lips and opened wide, taking all of Kitt
into his mouth. He slid Kitt's cock in
deep, swirling his tongue as he licked
and opened his throat, deep throating
Kitt on the first try. The feel of Kitt's
cock in his mouth had Austin rolling his
eyes in the back of his head. This was it
and so much better than his dreams!
Kitt's response was as immediate as
Austin's; his legs buckled and his hands
reached forward to grip Austin's hair as
he pulled himself slowly out of Austin's
mouth.
"Jesus Christ, that feels so good," Kitt
moaned and Austin's eyes lifted to look
into Kitt's, with a smile tugging at his
lips. Kitt's face showed every bit of the
same deep passion Austin felt. Kitt's
eyes focused on his with such intensity
that took his breath away. All Austin
could do was open wider and take the
fucking Kitt began to give him.
Kitt tightly gripped Austin's hair in
his hands and slammed his hips forward
going deep, touching the back of his
throat before sliding out to do it over
and over again. Austin reached his hands
around to grip Kitt's tight, firm ass,
massaging the globes until he worked his
way to the tight rim. He didn't hesitate,
but shoved his finger inside. He instantly
found the spot and began to massage,
making Kitt's hips go into piston mode,
his cock a jack hammer ramming further
down his throat. The rhythm sent
Austin's dick slamming against his
slacks, begging to be inside Kitt, as he
inserted a second finger continuing to
work Kitt from behind.
Austin felt the tensing begin in Kitt.
He reached lower with his free hand and
massaged his retracting sac. He never
lost the rhythm he'd created from behind,
and added a third finger to the tight ring
of muscle. He knew Kitt was close.
With every forward push of his hips the
taste of Kitt's essence intensified in
Austin's mouth. He pulled the fingers
free of Kitt's rim and gripped his dick
hard in his fist, jerking his head back and
he smiled as Kitt fought to pull him back.
"No! I'm close… Nooo…" Kitt
moaned.
"I want us to come together." Austin
squeezed Kitt's dick hard stopping his
orgasm before he dropped both hands
down to his slacks freeing his cock. He
reached for the condom and lube and
worked quickly, sliding the thin plastic
down his already leaking cock. With his
thumb, Austin flipped open the top of the
bottle. He squirted some lube directly on
both his cock and his hand as he rose.
His slacks fell to the ground and he
kicked them away. His eyes focused on
Kitt.
"See this? It's been like this for days.
You aren't super tight, I guess I have
Fisker to thank for that, but somehow I
can't find it in me." Austin stalked
toward Kitt who took a step back. In one
fluid motion, Austin flipped Kitt around
and pushed him over the side of his sofa.
He lowered his oil coated fingers and
rubbed them across Kitt's crease
seconds before plunging his cock deep
inside. All thoughts of savoring Kitt fled
as he pushed forward, forcing himself
fully inside. Kitt gripped Austin, milked
him like a fantasy come true, except Kitt
felt far better than Austin ever dreamed
he could.
The bottle of lube was still in his
hand. He poured drops directly onto his
cock as he slid out and pushed back in. It
was just enough to work himself easily
inside and he slid out again dropping the
oil to the floor and gripping onto Kitt's
hips as he plunged forward. Austin
picked up the tempo, biting his lip and
this time his balls slapped against Kitt's
ass as he pounded from behind. He
realized only a minute could have
passed by as he reared back preparing to
slam forward, this time he released the
breath he'd held since he started.
Austin centered into himself and
opened his eyes as he slammed forward
again. The long line of Kitt's spine
splayed out in front of him. He ran one
hand up the man's back, gripping his
shoulder, pulling Kitt back toward him,
smiling as his balls slapped Kitt's ass
again. He tried to remember to grab
Kitt's cock, stroke him off at the same
time, but he couldn't maintain any sort of
rhythm as he fucked Kitt Kelly's ass.
Kitt's back bowed and Austin's head
jerked up. He could see the man clearly
in his darkened television screen. Kitt's
hands were gripping the soft leather of
the sofa, his eyes clenched shut, his lips
slightly parted, and a deeply erotic
feeling snaked its way through Austin's
body, making him slow his movements.
The mirrored image of Kitt in that dark
screen turned the pounding meaningful.
Austin's heart kicked up a beat,
stuttered over itself, and his hips began
to move more sensuously. He focused on
Kitt's pleasure, not just his own. He
worked the gland with every thrust and
his eyes stayed on the screen as he used
the palms of his hands to lift Kitt's chest
up, bringing him to a standing position in
front of him. They were about the same
height, maybe Kitt was an inch or so
shorter, but their builds were so similar
and Austin watched the entire movement.
He couldn't tell if he'd hurt Kitt or not,
but he reached up Kitt's chest and turned
his chin back to meet Austin for their
first heated kiss.
As Kitt's tongue slid across his own,
the moment turned magical. Tingles
rippled across his body. He wrapped
Kitt tighter in his arms and softened the
kiss. Austin slipped completely out of
Kitt and turned him in his arms, never
breaking from the hold or the sweet
swirl of their tongues. Kitt now wrapped
Austin tightly against his chest. The kiss
deepened as Kitt plunged his tongue
forward making love to Austin with his
mouth. It was only the pesky need to
breathe that had him tearing free and
latching on to Kitt's neck. He worked his
way up until he could whisper in Kitt's
ear.
"I want to do this right. I want to
watch you when we come," Austin
whispered and slowly lowered them to
the rug of his living room floor because
the bed just seemed too far away to wait
to be back inside this lovely man in his
arms. Austin laid Kitt out in front of him
and climbed in between his parted
thighs, reaching up he kissed Kitt again.
Austin knew he could kiss this one man
over and over for the rest of his life. Kitt
was an expert kisser, made just to kiss
anchored his legs around Austin's
waist and tugged free of the kiss,
keeping a tight hold around Austin lying
on his chest.
"Finish us off," he whispered quietly
into Austin's hair.
He didn't need to be told twice.
Austin rose and reached for the lube, not
wanting to hurt Kitt, but Kitt stopped
him.
"I'm good, just really close." Their
eyes connected and Austin positioned
himself, and slid straight back inside.
Kitt rolled his head back and threw his
muscular arms up over his head,
gripping his fingers into the plush rug.
Austin grabbed Kitt's twitching cock
matching the strokes to each drive of his
hips.
This was different. There was
meaning in this, more so than any other
time in his life. His eyes never strayed
from the sexy body splayed out in front
of him. He watched every muscle in
Kitt's body strain and flex under his
assault and Kitt's sac retracted again as
his cock grew more swollen, hardening
tighter in his hand. Austin made love to
Kitt.
"I'm coming," Kitt groaned, his eyes
still closed tight.
"Me too," Austin whispered giving in
to the moment. His hips bucked in erratic
clumsy strokes as his orgasm exploded
in wave after wave of ecstasy. Austin
couldn't seem to stop the movement of
his hips and couldn't be sure that Kitt
actually came. Everything closed in on
him until there was nothing else but him
and this man under him. For the first time
ever, Austin was at one with another
human being. Kitt was an extension of
himself and it felt so right to connect on
this level. Austin dropped forward on
top of Kitt, falling face first, but Kitt was
ready for him.
"I need to go," Kitt said looking over
the kitchen bar at the clock on the oven.
"No, don't leave until morning! I'm
not done with you yet," Austin said
pulling Kitt back into his arms as a yawn
escaped him.
"It's already mornin'. It's five. I need
to get goin' before Mike shows up," Kitt
said. Still, he didn't move from the
embrace Austin held him in. They'd
never made it to the bedroom. They'd
made it to the living room floor, the
kitchen counter, the bathroom, but never
to the bedroom.
"I don't want him to see me leave."
Kitt lifted enough to kiss Austin's right
nipple.
They'd made love, but they'd also
watched television, eaten again, talked a
little, laughed over Kitt's nervous
lecture at dinner. Right then, Kitt
stopped his over active brain from
making too much about how well they
connected. It wasn't 'making love', it
was sex. They'd had sex. Really, really
great sex several times over the last six
or seven hours. It didn't take them long
to find their fit, and boy did they fit well.
But it was still just sex.
"When can I see you again?" Austin
asked, threading his hand into the back
of Kitt's hair, tugging him up from the
nipple to look him in the eyes.
"When do you want to?" Kitt leaned
forward as Austin lifted for a small,
light kiss.
"I love kissing you and today," Austin
said, laying his head on the rug. Another
yawn formed and he finally let it out, not
able to push it back down.
"You need sleep, and I'm not sure
that's wise," Kitt answered pushing up
from the sofa. His body was sore, his
ass very sore, and he stood stretching up
to touch the ceiling.
"Tonight, then. After dark," Austin
said. His eyes stayed on Kitt.
"I could cook," Kitt threw over his
shoulder, looking around for his clothes,
before he spotted them on the floor on
the other side of the sofa where he took
them off hours ago. Never did he expect
anything like this when he walked into
this house last night.
"Should I bring anything?" Austin
rose to a sitting position, raking his
fingers through his hair.
"No, I can get what I need from the
main house," Kitt said, pulling on his
clothes. His eyes kept darting over to
Austin as he finally stood and walked
over to Kitt.
"Okay. If that changes, text me. I put
my cell phone number in your phone last
night. I wanted you to have it," Austin
said, not letting Kitt button his shirt.
Instead Austin slid his hands in the open
shirt wrapping his arms around Kitt. "I
thoroughly enjoyed myself. I'm a happy
man to learn the real thing was far better
than the fantasy, because boy, did I have
you doing some good stuff in my
dreams." He grinned at Kitt.
Kitt wrapped his arms around Austin
and stared at him for several long
moments, not saying a word. He felt
exactly the same way, except he had ten
plus years of fantasizing about Austin to
compare with.
"I need to go. Mike'll be here soon."
Kitt pulled free of Austin's hold.
"Hold up, kiss me goodbye." Kitt
couldn't resist the sexy man leaning in
against him. He bent in thoroughly
kissing Austin again. It was only under
protest that Kitt moved away.
"I gotta go," Kitt said purposefully
moving to the back door.
"Be careful going home." Austin
moved with him to the back door, still
completely nude. Kitt opened the door
and looked out making sure the barn and
surrounding area were quiet before he
turned back to Austin.
"Bye," Kitt muttered and reached out
for quick sweet kiss.
"Think about me," Austin said.
"I don't think that's gonna be a
problem." Kitt finally pulled the door
open and stepped out on the porch. It
was still completely dark outside, the
moon was gone and the sun nowhere
ready to rise. Nothing guided his path.
"That's the right answer," Austin said
quietly as he watched Kitt make his way
to the four-wheeler.