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Em's POV

I was now on the party, feeling alone. Maya was so fun, her laugh, her curly chocolate hair, her smile, her lips.

My first girlfriend.

I wished she was here, then I'd be having fun. I got to the bar for another shot of liquor. Strong one. But I don't get drunk easily, and I love it.

" Drinking alone?" a sweet and seductive female voice asked. I smiled. Reminding me of her. Maya.

" Yeah..."

" You know that's not very healthy."

" Yeah..."

" Are you drunk?"

" No."

" Too bad, I like drunk pretty girls." I turned around and saw a beautiful body, not too tall, not too short, skinny, chocolate hair... OKAY maybe you're drunk, Em! No, I couldn't be 'cause I almost didn't drink nothing alcoholic.

" oh...god." I said, in shock.

" What's wrong? What are you doing by yourself? It's late..."

" Hm, I needed to sit down and I'm fine." No you're not, Emily. My mind was talking to myself but I didn't care about my brain. He was too serious. Bahhh.

" Fresh air is good. Let me walk you, Em. "

" How the hell do you know my name?" I snapped, angrily. Another member of A-team. This is getting boring, A!

" Em..."

The way she says my name. Only one person can do it. Only one person can make me smile when says my name like that.

" M-M-Maya?" I didn't notice I was crying till I felt the salty flavour in my lips.

" I'm sorry... " it's the only answer I get.

" For... What?"

" For... For see you suffer and say nothing. " I don't talk, I don't breath. I can't take this. I finally had in my mind that Maya wasn't coming back. I had.

" NO, NO, NO! You can't be real. I'm... I... You..." I didn't know what to say. I was confused.

" I understand. I'll leave." she gets up.

" Oh, no, no, no. Not in my world, miss. You can't just drop a damn bomb and walk away."

" I'm sorry..." She was about to cry. Her eyes were full of tears as she took her mask off. She was still perfect. Dark brown wavy hair, caramel skin... Perfect. Maya St Germain. The only think that didn't leave my mind even if I wanted to. The real, passionated love I've ever had. She was herself, not a fake barbie bitch who wears lots of makeup and ends up with the perfect guy. I liked she wasn't like the others. She was the one and only for me. I could never let go. But first I needed to know if she left 'cause she was bored and how the hell she faked her death. That's what was in my mind in that moment.

" Explain yourself, Maya" I smiled. She smiled back.

" I-I was being threatened by Lyndon and he was trying to find me and kill me. Then once he thought I was dead after shotting me in my leg and arm and I passed out, then he burried me and then a few minutes later i woke up and someone had saved me: Alison Dilaurentis. T-Then she told me I couldn't trust anyone and never come back to rosewood, because Lyndon and someone called A would kill me for good. She asked me how you were. She said you were close friends from before. Then I was so scared and I felt so guilty when I knew Lyndon tried to kill you that I was even scared to come back, cause you'd never forgive me. A found out I was never really dead and told me to come back or he/she would hurt you or even kill you. I came to this Halloween Mask party. Then I someone told me you and Paige broke up. I can't say I was sorry... but A texted me to tell you the truth. Whoever she/he is likes or cares about you, at least one member of A team. Ali drove me here. She was scared too, almost in tears. I missed you so damn much and I couldn't have you or see you and it broke me and I just cried so much! " she was now crying. " and I was a damn coward and let you suffer my damn fake-death and I didn't do nothing! Zero! I just watched you! I just ruined your chances to be happy! I MADE YOU KILL A GUY!" Î hugged her close while she cried hard. " Shhhh. It will be fine"

" I'm so sorry" she whispered.

" I know..." I kissed her.

" I love you, Emily. Can you ever forgive me?"

" I guess... But why didn't you tell me about Nate?"

" Nate?"

" Lydon's name to me. He was your cousin."

" I'm sorry, Em. I was scared of putting you in danger. And about A I was scared too. "

" He/She is threatening me as well. A lot of time. I put you in danger. And I'm so sorry, Maya. We both made terrible mistakes. But we'll get through this. I promise you. Hey, don't cry"

" It's happiness tears, I swear."

" We have to give a chance to our love. "

" Okay, this is too much blah blah blah to me, you know." Maya laughed and I smiled: that was my Maya.

I kissed her and we made out for some time till a text from A.

Emily, Haunted house.

2 hour to find Alison.

Tik Tok.

Starts now.

Xo -A

" i'll go with you."

" You can't Maya. Please"

" Fine. But I'll wait outside, is that fine?" She asked hopefully. I smiled and kissed her slowly.

" Yeah, i love you."

" Me too, Em. You are my beautiful mermaid princess, you know?" I kissed her again and she smiled through the kiss.

I left and got in the damn house. Then the door locked by inside. Amazing. This is gonna be creepy. Very very very very did I say very creepy? Yeah, I guess.

Are you sure Maya won't leave you again, Emmy? Sorry, E, but I can make her dissapear (forever, again). I would be extra carefull. Xoxo -A

Now I was upset again. I needed a drink. Damn stupid house, not even a bar. And vodka. Very strong one. I wanted to make sure she didn't leave but i didn't have her new number. Or numbers. She was hidding, remember?

I need to find Alison fast and I CAN NOT CRY.

I listened someone inside the house. A VERY VERY VERY drunk Spencer. Oh sh*t, if I have arguments with sober Spencer, how will be a drunk Hastings?

After fight with Spencer...

I was drinking a bottle of old whisky and drank some. I was getting wasted. I was alone, empty. Spencer hated me and Maya had probably gone far.

Toby and I were not that close anyomore and Hanna was not anywhere to be found.

I had to find Spencer and apologise.

I searshed all the house, up down. I was tired and weak. Hungry. I fell down the stairs and someone grabbed me.

" Alison" here she was, right in front of me. My dead best friend. My first love. My depression. The reason of my letter. Alison. But i didn't love her, not anymore. It was always Maya.

" You're weak."

" I found you."

" Yeah, and now you're out of danger. You'll always be my favourite, remember? We were best best best friends. I'm sorry."

" I know."

" Come on." I couldn't stand up. She helped me and I supported myself in her shoulders. " And you don't care if the others die?"

" Not much. This is all a game and I hate to lose. CeCe knows it well."

" Are you A leader?"

" Nopp." she smirked, and it was scary. My life was scary. She got me an apple and I ate without a blink. "Wow. Have you learn that from Hanna?"

" You may care about me but I love the girls, and they're my real Bestfriends. And Maya is my true love. You don't deserve to be my friend."

" Oh." It was the only answer I got. " It's okay. You'll trust me"

" When you earn it. Trust is earned. Like all in life. So are you gonna help me?"

" You don't need more help."

Emily and Ali, love again? Nahhhhh Emaya is sweeter :) Shipping they don't die soon. Imagine this lesbian romance? Always fun. You are safe. Xoxo -A

I sighed. " I have to save them."

" I won't go. " Ali said. " You'll die because of your damn friends."

" Whatever, they're my best friends, my family."

" Goodbye, Alison."

" Bye bye now you're in danger. Let's play the game and win the best player. 1 and half an hour. Good work."

" But I don't know the rules." She was already gone.

I love you Maya -Emily

My phone rang.

I love you too Em. You're my everything. Be safe. I'm here, promise -Maya

And game was on again.