Pleasure and Pain

Sam stood now- he was pacing frantically.

"I know that being alpha means having the power and for someone like Paul that is everything- power. Power tends to corrupt, and absolute power corrupts absolutely. Great men are almost always bad men."

"Sam that is not true because you are a powerful man but you are not a bad man."

"That depends on what makes someone bad, is it the things they do, their actions?"

"It's not just your actions it's your feelings about your actions; your heart- remorse. Everyone – everyman on earth will do things that are not always good. It's rising above it and having a feeling of remorse that make you human; that's what makes you good. That is what makes people change and grow their feelings about what they do and what they do about those feelings. What they make you and what you become."

"So it's not just what you do but how you feel about what you do Lele?"

"Yes and it is that simple because we were made to die just as we are made to make mistakes that's human nature because we are not perfect. You can't expect perfection from unperfected creatures so it has to be about who you are inside; underneath it all."

"So is that why you still?"

"Still what Sam?"

"I know it, you still love me even though we strongly disagree on well, everything."

"The passion is there Sam but then my mind it just does not agree with my heart. I'm thinking a relationship is like a tree the branches can blow their own way, but the roots have to be solid. We can disagree on the little things but we must agree on the big things that create the core. How else can we have a family one day, our own little cubs when we don't have the same foundation; we can't raise them with two separate view point. The morals, the values must be the same."

Sam just stared at me and I wondered what he was thinking because the look was blank; his eyes told no secrets. Then with great speed and fury they changed and he raced towards me his hands shaking. I felt his strong arms grab my waist with such power. I felt lost in his touch, in the heat between us.

The feeling told no lies, I was completely his. I felt his soft lips as they kissed mine. The feeling was so sweet and Sam tasted so good, so much so that all worry left me. All I could see was this moment and it was what I needed. I grabbed his face; I opened my eyes only to see that his were closed.

I closed my eyes as well so I could focus only on the feelings inside and outside. Love mixed with lust was the greatest passion the feelings made the passion so much stronger. His lips left mine but only so he could kiss me softy all over my face so lovingly. I felt his desire for me; he pulled me even closer this was the closet we ever were. Body to body, I felt Sam removing my dress and I knew I was naked underneath and so did he. I heard the dress hit the floor and I felt Sam's eyes as they traced my entire body.

I didn't feel shy, I was ready for this and I wanted it. Sam got down to his knees and he lifted my foot, he kissed my feet and it tickled. I felt him kiss my ankle and then my legs so I began to brace myself. I felt his hand reach my thigh and he squeezed so tightly but the pain was sensational. Then I felt him kiss me down below, he spread my legs roughly but kissed softly. I felt his fingers as they spread the lips of me open and it felt damn good. Then he went deeper and stronger with his tong tasting me. I felt his lips suck hard and he suddenly began to go in and out of my core with his tong. Then he spread my opening wider and I felt his entire tong enter me.

I screamed so loudly in ecstasy and he kept at it, in and out of me his tong went fucking me. Then he switched up on me, he changed course and began to suck up and down on my clit; sucking it the way a woman would usually suck a man. Sam was sucking my clit ferociously. I felt him slide his finger in me slowly and it stung yet it felt good too. He sucked my clit and fingered me at the same time giving me more and more, harder and harder. I could feel an expulsion close and it made me tremble, this was like nothing I had ever felt before and then I exploded grabbing his hair.

Sam wasted no time removing his clothes I watched him, my heart pounding. That large dick of his was fully erect and I could see it in his eyes- no mercy. Sam literally picked me up and tossed me to the center of the bed, I bounced a bit but he was right on me. Body to body but naked and it felt good. He parted my legs and rubbed the head of his manhood against my pussy.

"Your wet and I know you're ready for this and it will hurt at first Lele but you need to take me and soon it will get better." His voice was husky but all business.

I felt him entering me, pushing the tight walls apart; he grabbed my hands and held them as he spread me open. The pain was intense and I cried out but he kept going and then I could feel myself pop. I knew I had been opened and my cherry had been popped; I felt that. I could smell the blood and so could Sam and that just gave him more power.

"Ah Sam it hurts."

"Take it Lele, take it."

"Ah… As I moaned Sam stared at me he just kept whispering for me to take it. I did, I took it and soon he was deep inside now and he began to go harder and stronger; pushing my legs up and spreading me wide.

"Take it deep Lele, your pussy is mine and I'm claiming it. Tell me who that pussy belongs to submit and scream it bitch."

"Sam it's yours I'm yours." I found myself submitting in a way I never thought I would or could but his power was strong and now that he had taken me I felt a stronger connection. I knew that I was his and that he was going to take my body without sorrow or mercy.

"That's right say my name…. say it." Sam screamed with fury, his inner wolf released and out for the kill.

"Sam….Sam….Sam…Yes…Yes."

Sam went harder now and I felt completely taken as my walls were pounded stretched and completely claimed. Deeper and deeper he went and then I felt him flip me over he pulled out of me and I could finally breathe easy.

But then I felt him spread my ass open and before I could even speak he was pushing the head of his cock inside my ass. I grabbed the sheets this was a different pain and it was worse.

"Ahhhh Sam wait."

"Lele I'm taking you every way and everywhere; I want everything." Sam's voice was strong and full of possession. My mind raced knowing that I would have to completely submit. I felt my ass being spread as he went in deeper and I cried out to him.

"Please it's so painful Sam."

"There will be pleasure later just take it Lele, allow yourself to be claimed and taken."

I knew the way of wolves and Sam was traditional and they took their woman in every way and the woman allowed it. This was considered honor and respect allowing him to have you and that meant any where he could. You were his completely and he had to bare your pain as part of the process. He could not feel sorrow it was what must happen and accepted. Like childbirth was accepted as painful but in the end worth it.

The first time a wolf took his mate no matter what it would hurt, wolves were huge and they took it all. I bit down on the pillows and all I could here was Sam's words over and over.

"Take it Lele…take it."

Finally he pulled out of me and he spread my legs open and entered me again this time inside my pussy. I breathed hard and I cried out softly as Sam came inside me. Then he pulled out spread me again and began tasting me again.

"Now it's time for pleasure Lele."

Sam sucked my clit softly and again I could feel that sweet feeling. I grabbed his head and gave in to the pleasure, I needed it and Sam was thirsty and happy to provide it. I grabbed his head and forced him to taste me after what I took I would make him drown in my wetness. Make him my slave and my bitch, I pushed him away and jumped off the bed.

I stood in front of the bed.

"I want you to get on your knees and crawl to me Sam."

Sam got down and he crawled to me and I spread my legs and he knew what to do. On his knees he tasted me and sucked and kissed like it was his duty and I came hard over and over for him. All night we played this game, pleasure and pain. In the morning how I was I going to face him after giving in and after being pounded and fucked by Sam just as he had always told me I would.

My tears, blood and come soaked the sheets and the air smelled of sex and sweat from a night of dirty and passionate deeds. I had to admit I liked it, being dominated and being taken. I liked the game of power shift that we played and the way I had to give yet take as well. I was given the deepest pleasure and the greatest pain. Good and bad blurred…right and wrong blurred….love and hate blurred.

Who was Sam? Who was I? Now that I was mated to him, now that I was his completely.

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