Tonks is having an emotional upheaval because of remus, what is remus' reaction?
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Tonks was miserable for days. I had my heart set on him and he was going to leave me thought tonks. Dumbledore's mission for remus is that he had to go 'underground' to the werewolves. He was going to leave her and there weren't even together yet. Tonks had eaten over the past couple of days 16 bars of chocolate. Yes she was depressed indeed. She needed him; she wanted so desperately to have him all to herself.
The next mourning she went to have a shower. Showers were the best when you were depressed and felt liked shit. She hopped out, wrapped the towel around her and walked out. As she was walking to her bedroom she heard people talking in a sorta heated conversation.
'Remus tell me how you really feel… don't let this slip away from you-'
'I can't! Sirius she means so much to me'
'But she lov-'
'Don't Sirius, I know that is true but still cant not be with her, you no what I am'
'Remus if that is true I want you to look in her eyes and say you don't love her'
'I…..I-'
'See Remus I told yo-'
'I will'
It was 4 days till remus was leaving, tonks decided to take a walk. As she walked she thought about him, she had never felt this way before. The emotional part of her was roaring. She kept on thinking the same things, how long would he be down there in that horrible place? What if something happened to him, poor remus.
Someone came up beside her. It was Remus.
'I know how you must be feeling Nymphadora '
'Do you?'
'You need to understand I must do this, for the order, for us'
'No you don't have to do this… you have a choice' tonks had a tear stream down her face.
'When are you leaving' tonks choked out, she had already knew this wanted to check.
'Friday, 4 days'
'Ho-how long will you be?'
'Im not not sure yet, maybe a couple of months or so, or a bit longer than that'
'What ya gonna do without me?' she cried slash laughed when she said this.
Remus laughed to then said
'Nymphadora Tonks I have no idea what im going to do without you'
They stared at each other, then suddenly remus expression turned gloomy.
'Remus i-'
'Nymphadora, I don't…I don't love you' he lowered his head not wanting to look at her expression. It broke his heart to say because it was not true.
'You don't- don't? Remus don't say that if its not tru..true' she was shaking now
'I don't want you to love me Nymphadora' he looked at her, she was so innocent and beautiful. He hated himself for doing this but turned then walked away.
She stood there, watching him. She cried and cried while sitting down in the same spot.
It was only 2 days away from when remus was going away. She hadn't seen him since he left her the other day. She suspected he stayed somewhere else, away from her.
There was a knock at the door, ten seconds later Sirius came into the room with Dumbledore. Tonks had always had a great liking to Dumbledore but not after he gave remus that mission. Tonks was upset with Dumbledore and never wanted to talk to him again, after all he is the one sending remus away.
'Tonks, Dumbledore is here to see you' said Sirius quietly. He had noticed that she has been miserable and kept on trying to comfort her, but it was not working, no one could mend her broken heart apart from the man whom she loved.
Tonks got up and walked past them with her head down, she knew Dumbledore was trying read her mind and didn't look at him. She wanted to leave Grimmauld Place commplety. She went into the lounge room to get her coat when she stopped dead in her tracks.
'Im sorry Nymphadora' Dumbledore was standing behind her
She turned to face him
'no you not, if your were you wouldn't be doing this to me or remus'
'I understand'
'well if you understand then why are you doing this!' tonks was getting impatient
'I am truly sorry but this is esstentia-'
'Anything can happened to him down there! I lov- …you no what, it doesn't matter'
And with that she apparated on the spot.
END
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