A/N A very long chapter. I apolgise for the bad grammar and get to find out exactly what Derek have done to make Meredith hate him. I will try and upload every sunday but i have alot going on. I hope you contuine to follow my story :) Much love


It was a Saturday afternoon when Meredith finally rolled out of bed. She looked in the mirror "WOW, I look terrible" she said . Izzie walked past Meredith's bedroom and poked her head through the door "God, Mer you look rough" she said. "Gee, thanks Iz." Meredith replied. "I'm making breakfast if you want some" Izzie asked. Meredith sighed "Yes please, I'll be down in a minute I just have to return a phone call" "Okay" Izzie shouted back as she walked down the stairs. Meredith sat on the end of her bed and grabbed her phone; she looked at the 45 missed calls and 10 texts. Meredith hit speed dial and held the phone away from her ear so the screams she expected to hear wouldn't damage her ear drums. The phone rang ten times before a very tired voice answered "Hello." "Okay on a scale of 1-10 how pissed off are you" Meredith replied. "Well last night it was 5 but as you spent all night ignoring me it's gone up to 10" Addison shouted. "Baby please, I was just in shock and I'm sorry" Meredith mumbled. "No don't BABY me, It's not going to work this time" Addison hissed. "Okay I can see you're not in the mood to talk so when you are ready to have a grown up conversation call me back" Meredith snapped and hung the phone up. Izzie called up to Meredith "Mer your food is done." Just as Meredith walked down the stairs, Alex, George and Christina strolled through the front door. "I thought I could smell food" Alex giggled. "I hope there is enough for me, I'm in need of hangover food" Christina asked. "You know Izzie, she always cooks for the five thousand" George mocked. "No food for you then George" Izzie said as she swatted him over the head with her oven gloves. "Nobody will be eating anything if you lot don't get out of my way" Meredith bellowed. "Well somebody got their panties in a twist" Alex muttered. "It would help if I was wearing any" Meredith replied with a wink. The interns sat in the kitchen eating and chatting. "So Meredith when you said we could move in last night did you mean it" Alex quizzed. "A drunken mind speaks a sober heart" she replied. "So what does that mean" George asked puzzled. "Yes georgie you can all move in "Meredith giggled whilst pinching his cheeks."Come on lets go watch a film in the living room" Izzie said. The intern all raced to the living room to get the best seat and as always George was left with the bean bag.

A few hours passed Izzie, George and Alex decided it was time for them to go and get their stuff to officially move in to Meredith's and Christina left to go to the hospital to troll for cases. Meredith decided to take a shower because she stunk of booze and her hair was dirty. Meredith was in the shower for only ten minutes before she got interrupted. "Mer what are you doing that is so important that you have ignored all your phone calls." Mark shouted as he stormed into the bathroom. "HEY, Mark if you haven't noticed I'm in the shower and if you don't get out you will have to find a new profession because you will be fingerless" she threatened. "Fine, I'm going but when you get a minute ring your wife back" Mark huffed. Mark stormed out of the bathroom and barged into Izzie and George who were coming upstairs "They have a very strange relationship" Izzie mumbled. "Yes they do" George agreed. Meredith climbed out of the shower and dried herself off with a towel and walked into her bedroom. Izzie and George started to unpack their things in their new rooms. "Meredith, me and George are going to order some pizza do you want any" Izzie asked. Meredith walked down towards izzie's room "Yes sure Iz that would be great." Meredith replied. "Is everything okay Mer you look abit tense" Izzie questioned. "Yes I'm fine just one of those weeks" Meredith sighed. She was just about to go downstairs and grab herself a beer when her phone rang. "Iz order me my usual I have to get this" she said as she ran down the hallway back to her room. "Addison baby I'm sorry" Meredith muttered. Meredith didn't hear the voice she expected. "Sorry Mer I know you're waiting to speak to Addison but I need you to understand that Derek is your brother and he needs to be around because your mother is getting worse" Richard confessed. "Dad I get that he needs to be here but after everything he did to me and Addison everyone expects me to play happy families and I just CAN'T" she shouted. "Okay Mer I know this is hard for you but I'm just asking for you to try to forgive him" Richard pleaded. "Forgive him dad. You think I'm going to forgive the man who kicked my wife out after she had a miscarriage and made her life hell all because she realised she was a lesbian and had feelings for me, and to top it all off he told me time after time that I was the biggest mistake of our mother's life and they both wish I was never born." she sobbed. "Meredith please don't cry" Richard pleaded. Meredith didn't reply and just hung the phone up. She sat down on the end of her bed and wiped away her tears and decided it was time to text her wife.

Meredith: I'm so sorry for ignoring you baby. You are my entire world and I didn't mean to push you away just understand it is hard for me to know he is going to be here making my life hell once again, I'm sorry okay please forgive me

Meredith put her phone on her bed and walked downstairs to the kitchen. "George where is izzie she told me she was ordering pizza?" Meredith asked. "She did and then went to Joes" he replied."Oh right so it's just you and me tonight then "she asked. "Yes it is" George said. "Well if you don't mind I'm going to skip the pizza and go to bed I'm exhausted" Meredith sighed. Meredith walked upstairs and climbed into bed not even bothering to change. She grabbed her phone and checked if she had any messages only to see she hadn't. "Guess I'm going to have to work abit harder then" she thought. She slowly drifted off to sleep but wasn't asleep long before there was loud noises and banging coming from out in the hallway. She wrapped her sheet around her and walked to her bedroom door and flung it open. "I'm trying to sleep can you please keep... She didn't have time to finish her sentence when she finally looked up to see a face she didn't expect to see in her house and especially not half naked."Derek what the hell are you doing here" she yelled. "You know him mer?" Izzie asked confused. "Yes I do and if he doesn't get out of my house I will physically throw him out" Meredith threatened. "Delightful as ever aren't you" Derek mocked. "GET OUT OF MY FUCKING FACE" Meredith warned. "Mer he is my guest and it's my house to so he's not leaving until you tell me why?" Izzie interrupted. "Izzie this is my older brother and we haven't spoke in nearly 9 years ever, since he told me he wished I wasn't born and I could rot in hell along with things I don't care to mention" Meredith confessed. "Oh right. Derek I think it's best if you leave" Izzie mumbled. With that Derek grabbed his coat and stormed downstairs and slammed the front door.