A/N: Sorry it's such a small chapter. But I haven't had much time, and this is a pretty intense scene. I hope you like it. I want some reviews so that I know if you hate it, if you like it, if you want something in this story... Even if it's a simple 'I like this chapter' or 'could you put more scenes wit *add you favorite character here*' so be it! I want to know more about what you want!
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Chapter 6 – Getting Real With Benny
'I… I was totally convinced that Dean had been the one… He's so gentle… I can't believe I misunderstood everything! And I ended up being the only one in love!'
Tears started streaming down Castiel's face. He ran as fast as he could. After a while running, he realized it was about time he got home, so he went to his locker to grab his stuff. He was about to go outside when he remembered something.
'I still have Dean's umbrella!'
Dean's words came rushing to Castiel's mind. 'This way you have an excuse to see me again later!'
'I've been… So STUPID! SO REALLY STUPID! I'm so embarrassed! How should I act when I see him?!'
Castiel was in panic. He started walking to the train station, to get back home. Since he didn't want to face Dean so soon, he left his umbrella next to his locker and went home, walking in the rain.
'Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!' Castiel continued thinking. Tears were falling from his eyes, Castiel was sure that no-one else would notice because the rain would make it seem like it was nothing besides the actual rain.
While stepping in a small puddle, an umbrella reached Castiel, protecting him from the pouring rain that was falling from the sky.
Cas turned around to see who was responsible for that act of kindness.
"Benny!" Cas called the senior when he saw him, standing (now) in front of him with his umbrella above himself.
Benny looked Castiel in the eyes.
"…Are you crying?" He simply asked.
Cas' eyes widened and he turned his face the other way around, so that Benny wouldn't see it.
"No… It's the rain!" Cas lied, starting to walk again.
Benny wouldn't take his bullshit.
"Do your eyes get red when it rains?" He asked.
"Yes! In fact they do!" Cas said, turning his head back to Benny.
Benny just nodded.
"Let me guess… Dean did something that hurt you again, am I right?"
Cas froze.
"I… I thought that Dean was the one who kissed me. B-But it turns out I'm wrong. I… I was so embarrassed… And I… I wonder why I asked him… and all that… but for it not be Dean? It just makes me very… very sad." Castiel said, not bothering to fight the tears anymore.
A small chuckle surprised Cas.
"You're such a dummy."
Suddenly Castiel remembered something Benny had told him.
"Benny! You saw who kissed me! Please… Please tell me!" He begged Benny. He turned around to face Benny and noticed the umbrella was only covering himself. "Oh! Sorry Benny! You're getting all wet because of me. I'm sorry!"
Something in Benny's face shifted, he grabbed Castiel's blue tie –it was already un-tied, so it was easier for him to grab it–, pulling him close to himself.
The umbrella was forgotten.
"You really are dumb, aren't you? I can't stand you… Just because…" Benny grabbed Castiel's tie tighter. "… Just over some kiss, you're making this huge commotion! Why?! Why are you doing all this?! Just watching it is making me pissed off!"
Castiel tried to interrupt him, but Benny kept talking.
"You were so absorbed in crying that you didn't notice that I'm right behind you getting wet! You're so absorbed with being kissed that you haven't noticed any other feelings at all!"
Castiel was surprised with Benny's attitude. He was so different from usual. But Castiel didn't think about that. He was more concerned with what Benny was saying.
"It… It wasn't 'just' a kiss!" Cas said angry with Benny…
Why couldn't he just understand what it meant to Cas?!
Out of the blue, Benny started laughing.
"Wha…?" Castiel started, but Benny's mood was changing faster than a train, he was angry again.
"Alright… Then what would you do if I kissed you?"
Benny's face was just a few inches from Castiel's, he was speaking so close to Castiel he only needed to whisper.
"Or if I told you it was Sam? Or if it was Balthazar? How would it affect you any different if it was Dean? Did you expect to find who kissed you and have some pretend romance with him? It's all too stupid!" Benny smirked. "It makes me want to be mean to you."
The smile in Benny's lips just didn't seem right, he pulled Castiel's tied and took it from Cas' neck, throwing it to the ground besides them.
'Even though it's the first time I actually see it, it hurts to face it'
"Or maybe…" Benny said, getting his face closer to Castiel's neck. "…You want me to be mean to you." Castiel flinched when Benny touched his neck. "I wonder… If a simple kiss left you like that… What would happen if I did something that went even further." He said with an evil grin plastered in his face. "And you know what… I think I want to find out what would happen."