A/N: I finished NaNoWriMo and I reached 52k words! So now I'm back! NOW, about this story... This is supposed to end here, but I will give you a few more chapters, I think there will be around 2 or 3, but they will be Sabriel centered, not always with Dean and Cas there... I feel like I should give them a bit more attention... So I will do that.

Chapter 11 – I don't want fans!

That is… Until a hand was offered to help Castiel get up.

"I've never assumed that you might fall down." Dean's voice whispered in Castiel's ear.

"De-Dean!" Castiel froze on the spot; his voice was shaking with emotions. "Wh-what do you mean my assumed?"

That was the first thing Cas could say.

I got myself on my knees on the floor and caressed Castiel's pants on the spot that had gotten scratched when Cas fell.

"I mean, you falling for a guy who is a real handful yourself… You might regret it…"

Castiel motioned to the floor. He got himself on his knees too and looked me in the eyes.

"I don't really know for sure, but, since I'm the one who fell for someone like that…" Castiel took my hands in his and guided them to his own face. "…it's my responsibility." And so he smiled to me. His face was looking so beautiful. His face was all lit up.

I felt a smile creeping in to my face as well, alongside with a blush.

I can promise you this, Cas… More than how sneaky I've been, so much more than how I've lied to you… I will spoil you.

And so I pulled Castiel closer to me by the waist and we both fell down on the floor, I leaned forward and kissed Cas on the lips.

After a few seconds, I felt Cas pull away.

"Hmm… Dean… I would like to get away from here. Like, as soon as possible…"

I cut his words.

"No way…" I said as I leaned forward again, our lips were only an inch away. "I haven't spoiled you enough yet."

"What do you mean by that? Are you enjoying yourself or something?" Cas was all flustered. I couldn't help myself and so I kissed him again.

Cas is my boyfriend… So this should be ok…

I leaned forward to him, we were in the library, and I got him trapped between myself and a bookshelf.

"Kiss me." I asked. Cas looked at me in the eyes and stood there for a few seconds.

It should be…

"I… I can't!" He said as he pulled me away from him.

…there is no way that he won't kiss me because he doesn't like me… I can see how nervous he is just by looking at his face. His face was covered in a deep blush, he looked so cute. But, if I get rejected too much, it makes me want to be mean to him…

"Hmm… Ok, fine…" I said as I turned around and walked away from Cas.

I tried to be nice for him in my own way, but a bad tone came from my voice.

I got myself to the way of the bookshelf. Well then… It's not like I want to bully him, what should I do?

I was about to grab a book when movement made me look to the side.

Cas was standing in front of me, and had left his side of the bookshelf.

I looked at him for a few seconds and turned around again. I walked to a new corridor of bookshelves and after a few seconds I moved back to where I was before. I could see Cas turning to the corridor I had just been, searching for me. This time I stayed in the corridor when Cas got back.

He was so cute… Exactly like a cat.

"Come here." I told him, lifting my hand for him to grab.

Castiel walked towards me and took my hand. I decided to try again, persistence always prevails… Right?

"Sorry about that…" I said, gripping Castiel's hand tightly. "If you think you did something wrong…" I moved my face closer to his. "Kiss me?"

"I TOLD YOU I CAN'T!" Cas yelled, his face becoming more red, he looked like he was about to explode. "I mean.. I… I…"

Oh… Honestly... I couldn't help it… I started laughing.

Cas suddenly let my hand fall from his and turned around.

"Whatever, Dean… I don't care anymore." And so he started to walk away from me.

I felt my heart drop for a few seconds, and simply stayed there for a few minutes. I let him go away…

*The next day*

I wonder if yesterday was a bit too much… I was wandering down the hallways, when I suddenly saw Cas with Benny.

I felt jealousy creeping over, and so I walked towards them.

I stopped myself behind Cas and let my chin rest in his shoulder.

"What are you talking about?" I asked them, unable to not ask.

"De-Dean!" Evidently I scared Cas, because he yelped and jumped slightly.

"Nothing…" Benny said, his face not giving any emotion way for him. "We were just talking about the eccentricity of HD 80606…"

I huffed.

"Yeah, right… As if Cas would ever talk about that!" I was irritated… One day after Cas telling me 'I don't care anymore' and leaving me, he is talking to Benny?! Not only irritated, I was ~so very~ jealous.

I grabbed Castiel's waist a turned him to face me.

"What were you really talking about?" I asked as I locked his with him.

Cas let his eyes fall to the floor.

"Was it something you can't tell me?" I asked, feeling my heart cracking slightly. But as usual, I kept my smiling poker face. For some reason I had a very bad feeling about them being together again… Why did Cas had to be with Benny of all people!? What were they talking about? Why was Cas…

"Deeeeeeeeeaaan!" Some girls started calling me once they saw me in the same hallway as them. I turned my face to look at them… The girls, I had never really said anything to them before except for a polity 'Hello' maybe… But I think their names were Becca and Liesl? Becky and Lisa? I don't really know, and honestly, I didn't care.

But as always I was as polite as possible. I smiled towards them.

"Hello…"

One of the girls started talking, her face was all red, she probably had a crush on me…

"Hmmm… I… I wonder…"

My attention was taken by Castiel.

"Benny!" He said as he grabbed Benny's arm and started pulling him along. "Let's go to the library! Recommend some books to me!"

"Oh… Ok…" He said as he started cooperating and walking away from me.

And so they walked away.

"Wait! Cas!" I called, but he just turned his face towards where he was going and ignored me completely.

What? Was this really jealousy? Why was Benny putting his hand in Castiel's shoulders? Why were they going away together?! He was acting like he was protecting Cas… And that is what I'm supposed to be doing!

Or rather… Cas is acting all uncomfortable over anything… Aren't they becoming a bit too close?

Why? Why am I becoming this worried?

"And then, the girls in our class – they are pretty much all fans of yours, Dean…" the girls had kept talking, but I wasn't paying any attention to them. I was too worried.

What am I doing wrong?

"Like you are too." The other girl said as she giggled.

I could listen to them.

"Geez! Just shut up, already!" I snapped at them. My fists clenched. I tried to calm down. "Hmm… I'm sorry… I have to go… And, I'm not a celebrity or anything like that at all. So I really don't want to have fans or anything like that, actually… You saw that guy that was here just then, the one that was standing close to me?" I waited a few seconds before continuing. "That amazing boy is my boyfriend."

And so I turned around and ran after Cas.

For me to say something like that… What am I even going to do?

Even though there is no point, if he isn't next to me… I ran to Cas' locker and forced it open. He still had his backpack in there… So I was positive he was still at school.

I went to check if Benny still had his backpack in his locker, and when I saw that he did, I got worried.

AHHHH! My heart… My heart feels sick! Is this pain in heart, over something like this?

Falling in love means that your heart becomes crippled, or this it only happen to me? I wonder if Cas has gone through the same…

I walked to the library, being the place Cas said he was going with Benny…

I walked inside and there was no one.

I sighed in defeat and grabbed one of the books Cas was reading the other day. And so I sat in a chair near the windows, and opened the book. I don't really like mysteries, but since likes them so much… I'll read them too.

But I couldn't really focus on the book. My mind kept drifting to Cas and Benny.

I wonder if Benny has been talking to Cas about the same things…

I'm being such a girl! I'm sure that Cas would be disgusted if he knew what I was thinking!

And slowly I let myself fall asleep.

Castiel walked inside the library. As he looked to the windows, he saw Dean asleep his face was so peaceful.

"De-" Cas started, but soon covered his own mouth to prevent himself from waking Dean up.

Cas walked towards Dean, soon they were only a few inches away, and Cas was staring at Dean's face.

Slowly he leaned forward and kissed Dean's lips.

It feels so soft… Open… Your eyes… Huh? Is this a dream? Am I still asleep? It can't be… These are… These are Cas's lips! Aren't they?

Cas slowly pulled away from Dean's lips and smiled gently.

Suddenly Dean forced his eyes open and he found Castiel smiling in front of him, with his blue eyes staring right into his now open green eyes.

The book fell from Dean's hands to the floor. Cas followed the book with his eyes. When it hit the floor, he stared right back at Dean.

"Just now… Did you kissed me?" Dean asked his face beaming. Cas did kiss me!

"No, I didn't." Cas said as he turned around.

That was instantly… He didn't even hesitate.

"Come on, Cas… the kiss…" Dean stated.

"Wasn't it a dream?" Cas asked frowning slightly.

"No! I felt it clearly!" Dean argued.

"You're wrong… I didn't kiss you." Cas denied.

Suddenly, Benny walked inside the classroom.

"I did it… I kissed you." He said.

Dean looked at him in disbelief.

"What!? No you didn't! Don't be gross man! You're like a brother to me!" Dean whined.

"I know who the culprit is!" Castiel said excitedly, sending a smile directly at Dean.

"Like I said… It was you right?" Dean asked… Starting to doubt himself a bit.

"Who knows…" Castiel said, as he turned around and walked away.

Dean followed him quickly.

"Caaaaas! Come on! Wait for me!" He whined.

Benny smirked.

"They are such idiots!"

Dean was trailing Cas, he was right behind him. Neither of them were running, but Cas was still walking away from Dean.

"It was you, wasn't it?" Dean asked unsure.

"You're being annoying!" Castiel said.

Suddenly Dean stopped.

"Why are you hiding it?" He asked.

Castiel stopped walking too. His neck turned slightly to look at Dean.

He turned his body so that he was now standing in front of Dean.

"Sometimes, even I want to be in a higher position." Castiel said as he poked Dean's nose.

Ah… Honestly Cas, you don't know what you do to me when you look like that… So cute… You don't know that you have been the one giving me the run around this whole time! But I guess it's okay…

Dean wrapped his arms around Castiel's neck and smirked.

"Then I guess we need to punish this culprit…"

I lie with kisses that are calm and not rushed… So please, Cas, fall in love with me even more and more.

Dean pressed their lips together and placed his arms around Castiel's waist, so that he could keep them closer to each other.

What do you think? Was it worth waiting a month for? Thank you for those who wished me luck, and gave me your full support until now!