As Meredith lay there motionless her mind was plagued with thoughts of Derek. And Finn. And her mother. "Be an extraordinary women Meredith"- is what her mother told her. Now look at her , she was far from extraordinary. She was the dirty ex mistress in love with one man whilst dating another and that's all she would be remembered for. It wasn't enough. It wasn't enough to have only that one night with Derek. The thought of never feeling him again or hearing his voice again terrified her more than the fact she was currently hanging upside down as her car lay face down on the highway.

By the time anyone had come to her aid she herself knew she had already lost a significant amount of blood she could feel it but she could also see the pool of it beneath her. Meredith began mumbling as she became increasingly disorientated and afraid.

P1-"Ma'am can you tell us your name please? Ma'am can you hear me ? ". Meredith could vaguely make out a mans figure but nothing more, her vision was blurred and her hearing sounded muffled as if someone had stuffed cotton wool in her ears. Meredith could feel a cold sensation on her chest when she heard the other paramedic say:

P2-"She's Tachycardic with low blood pressure, she's going to become Hypovolemic. We need to start and IV to push fluid and packed red blood cells if we have a hope in hell of saving her life lets move need to move these doors to get in at her-"

P1-"STOP ! STOP MOVING THE DOOR! " one of the paramedics had (luckily) saw the position of Meredith's body with the car and new that moving the door would more than likely cause more damage than good.

P2-"What why ?!"

P1-"The dashboard is compacting her chest if you move the doors it will crush her chest even more she's is already in circulatory shock you want to out her in cardiogenic shock too?! We need more hands out here" The paramedic was medically trained but he knew that without the proper equipment and skills there way no way they could successfully pull of a Thoracotomy that she was going to need soon.

P1-"What we need is a surgeon! A trauma surgeon or cardio, just get someone!"

P2-"Phone Seattle Grace hospital tell them we need a surgeon now!" the paramedic was now instructing a civilian to take his cell and call the hospital , he was quickly but correctly easing the man through the protocol as the paramedic himself tried to gain control of Meredith's abdominal bleeding.

Meredith could vaguely make out what they were saying through the steps in and out of consciousness

M-'Mere..Mer.." she began to stutter.

P1"What? Ma'am did you say something? She's conscious."

M-"Meredith gr..grey my name .. Dr Meredith Grey" ,despite the overwhelming pain coursing through her body she managed to force the words from her mouth.

P2-"Ok Meredith we are going to fix you up"

Meredith new there wasn't much time for her she could feel the pressure on her chest building and with her medical knowledge of crash traumas she knew that she was most likely suffering from a Hemothorax. If they were going to save her life they needed to act fast.

Note: So I know I said lots of MerDer magic coming up but I don't want to rush the story to much I'm building up to it. Just want to say thank you for the review I have updated the chapters hopefully making the more fluid and without typos, each chapter was written on the ipad notes so that's what I'm blaming haha! Anyway keep reviews coming please! And ps no I was not offended I found it very helpful!