Disclaimer – I don't own anything apart from some points of the plot.

Also just to say this is a really short update and I promise the next chapter is a lengthily one

GAGAGAGAG FLASHBACK GAGAGAGGAGA

M-"That was amazing, I've never done anything like that before", Meredith had just aided Finn in birthing a horse. A horse! She was still surprised at just how much she had truly enjoyed herself as well, so much so she for a short time forgot about the adulterous "mcsex" in the exam room that had taken place only an hour prior.

F-"Not exactly how I envisioned the ending for tonight but hey .." Finn was happy. Happier than he had been for a long time so happy in fact he had been making plans and Meredith she didn't mind that. So what she had baggage so did he and she didn't seem to care to much for it. Yet despite all the happiness and content he felt whilst with Meredith , Finn couldn't shake the feeling that something had happened at prom between Meredith and Derek.

F-"Meredith I need to ask you something and I need you to be honest with me, if your not in this and I do mean in it , for whatever reason I need you to tell me because I don't think I would be able to take..

M-"Finn.."

F-" What happened tonight at prom with Derek I don't want to know. I never said we were exclusive."

M-"Finn ..i .."

F-"I never said that I wasn't pissed of, but Meredith I like you. A lot. Derek he's no good for you , but me? I'm a good thing and that's all I want to say about it. Now your covered in.."

M-"I know I know Im going to go home for a shower , do you want to join me?"

Meredith didn't know what she was doing. Derek , he was mcdreamy. The one she hated and loathed with every fibre in her being yet she also longed and craved him too. Finn, he was a nice guy who liked her and was good to her and made plans for her. Derek left me. He choose Addison. He called me a whore.