"Who was that Seijuurou-kun?"

"I need to tell you something Tetsuya. Will you hear me out?"

"Of course."

How do I start? Should I start from the beginning…no! The middle maybe and how I fell in love with him or should I start with the lie? Should I plead and act innocent or should I tell him everything straight out…I DON'T KNOW! There are too many things going on in my mind.

"Will you promise me that you'll hear me out properly Tetsuya?'

"Yes, I promise."

"I…when I found you, I had Haruhiko search for cases of missing people that might match your description, and, and there was one case that matched."

"So you knew who I was from the very beginning?"

"Yes I did. It was all a lie. I knew who you were, and I didn't tell you anything about it. I hid all the information and forced Haruhiko to keep his mouth shut. I pretended that everything was going to be okay…"

"You knew where to return me but you kept me in that house…I don't understand. Then why are you trying to help me recover my memory, I don't undertand! Is my name even Tetsuya?!"

Everything is falling to pieces but I can't go back now either. I just wanted him to stay beside me. I just wanted someone to smile to me like Tetsuya does. I knew it was wrong. Now everything is ruined.

"I fell in love with you Tetsuya, that's why I couldn't bring myself to return you. The days we've spent together along with the laughter and smiles, I couldn't give those up. You were different from everybody else. You didn't associate me with my name or my background. You saw me as man on equal grounds with you, and I couldn't afford to lose that."

"Seijuurou-kun I-"

*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*

"Tetsucchi? I know you're there. Open up. It's me Ryouta!"

*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*

Tsk…why the hell is he here?!They were small words yet that moment I heard his voice, fear crept in on me. The voice full of confidence was getting stronger, and each time he uttered Tetsuya's name full of longing.

"He is… calling me… Seijuurou-kun. The same voice in my dream, he's calling me Seijuurou-kun."

"I love you Tetsuya. I love you so much. Please don't leave me. I know I was wrong, I'm sorry."

"OPEN UP!"

"I need to go see him Seijuurou-kun."

"No! You can't leave me."

I don't what I'm thinking right now. I can't think straight anymore. But you're mine now. You belong only to me.

"You're mine Tetsuya. You belong only to me."

"What are you doing Sei-hmmpfff…ng..nghh..huff…huff."

"You belong only to me Tetsuya. I love you."

"HEL-hmmmmpff."

"Do you really want that person to come in here Tetsuya? Would you like him to see you like this? I'm sure he'd love to see you like this huh… see you're reacting already. Where would you like me kiss you next? The neck maybe *chu*"

"Hmm…ng…please let me go."

"Should I go down? Would you like that Tetsuya? *chu*

It was an addicting sound. It was an addicting taste. I want more of it. I want everything of it. I want it to be all mine. *chu*

"I love you Tetsuya." *chu*

"Seijuurou-kun! Please let me go…I don't want this."

I repeatedly left marks all over his body. He can't seriously take Tetsuya back with this right. No. More. I need all of it.

"Didn't you say that you'll always be here for me Tetsuya? Didn't you promise? You told me you'll come with me and live with me. YOU SWEAR ON IT! You promise right? We can go walk around the rose garden again. I'll have Sana cook for us every day. What else do you want? I'll give them all to you."

"What's going on there? Tetsucchi! I'm coming in"

*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*

.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.

"Sir! You can't go in, you have to wait in the lobby."

"No, let me go! Open this up now! My husband is in there, I need to see him."

"We'll call the security if you don't go now, please sir we don't want trouble."

I know something is going on in there. I know he's there, I can feel it.

"Just open the damn door will you! Will you open it or do I have to break it?"

"Security!"

"Tsk."

I can't get rid of this unsettling feeling in me. It keeps growing every second pass. I can't leave here without taking back Tetsucchi.

"NO! HEL-"

I know that voice. Tetsucchi.

"Open the damn door now! Didn't you hear that just now."

*door opens*

There lies a man on top of a lifeless Tetsucchi. Tetsucchi seems to have fainted, but I can see that he cried his eyes out. I …I don't understand. Who is this person, why are you crying, what the hell is going on…I don't understand.

"YOU BASTARD!"

"I'd give you anything you want, just don't take him away from me."

He was crying and silently pleading me not to take Tetsucchi. He's lifeless heterochromatic eyes was pouring tears. I was taken aback.

"He doesn't remember you yet why…why does he still love you, why can't he forget about you, why can't he love me, why can't he be mine?"

"You bastard! What did you do to him?!"

"Security! Here, they're here."

"What's going on here?"

"I'll give you anything Ryouta Kise, anything, just give Tetsuya to me."

.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.

It's been a month since then. The first time I saw Ryouta Kise, everything about him screamed outright conspicuous. He took Tetsuya just like that. I paid the hotel so news would not leak out, but that's not my where my concern lies. After the incident he put Tetsuya on a hospital, and…

"Whoa! You finally woke up Tetsucchi."

"Who are you?"

"You were in an accident and now you're awake. You saved this two girls you know, you were really brave and-"

"Where's Seijuurou-kun."

"Who? Whoa! Whoa! Did you dream about another person? Was I in the dream?"

"I don't-"

"Wait here okay? I'll go call the doctor."

He knew I was outside, he knew that I was there and said those things on purpose. I knew that he hated me, but he didn't seem to me the type that would lie to Tetsuya, or so it seems.

"So you're still here?"

"I just wanted to make sure Tetsuya's fine."

"Don't tell me you came here to plead again."

"No I-"

"Doctor! There you are, he's awake now, will you come see him?"

Maybe it's just me, but he seems to be hiding something. I'm not saying he's worse than I am, but he gives off the same scent as I do. The air around him, at first glance seems innocent and airy, but the more you feel it the heavier and scarier it becomes.

*knock knock*

"Come in, Haruhiko."

"Akashi-sama, It was-"

"I don't need to hear that right now Haruhiko. I want you to give me all the information you can get on Ryouta Kise. Now go."

"Akashi-sama, I thought that this issue was closed already."

"I just need to make sure he's safe, that's all."

"Or are you looking for reasons to go see Kuroko-kun again?"

Maybe Haruhiko's right… No, he is right. I do want to see Tetsuya again, it's impossible to give up and move on in just a month. I know Tetsuya's not going to forgive me for I did and I know I deserve punishment for it, but until I can shake off this uneasiness, I won't stay still.

*ring ring ring*

"Hello ?"

"Akashi-sama, what can I do for you?"

"Remember the bruises on Tetsuya when you first tended his wounds?"

"Yes."

"How old do you think they were?"

"Well if I remember correctly, some of them were fresh...although there were some in there that's seems older than the rest. I just assumed Kuroko-kun has been constantly bullied and you happen to save him."

"That's all I wanted to know, thank you."

Not until this uneasiness goes away, I won't stop. After all "If you kill yourself I'll consider it," he said without even blinking, he look me in the eye while saying that, and took Tetsuya away. He's not what I seem to think he was. I could see myself saying those lines but him, no. It's not right.