Its been a while but I'm back all characters belong to Stephenie Meyer but the story is mine :) xx
All I felt was pain, the kind of pain you can't even describe. All I know was that I was sat with Bella and laughing and joking trying all these new foods because I can eat again, having the best time in a long time. Nearing the end of the meal I felt a tightening in my chest like someone was twisting my heart and squashing my logical mind state.
I jumped up from my seat dumped a hundred on the table and sprinted for the door leaving a stunned Bella sat at the table. As I looked around my focus was on the night Renesmee disappeared this was the same pain. But why what was wrong with my little girl and how could I make her better.
I sprinted for Forkes and towards the forest where the pain in my chest grew stronger and as I waited at the border bouncing on the balls of my feet I could see the wolves coming forward and inviting me across. I made it to the the middle of the forest just as I saw Jacob, Renesmee and EJ walking towards me and the rest of the wolves.
Running forward the doctor in me kicks in. I take her wrist to check her pulse it's not as strong as usual. So I then decide to take her temperature hmmmm she's colder than usual as well her lips have a blueish hue as do her finger tips her hair looks dry and straw like it's then that I smell the salt and I become even more curious as to what had happened. Her clothes stiff and she looks more childlike in them. It's then as I look at Jacob that I understand what went down and why my daughter looks the way she does.
As I gaze at her now sleeping form I see my scared and upset little girl from all those years ago. My heart breaks for her as I wonder what she has been through, was the world warm and welcoming or did it open up and swallow her whole. How I wish I could take back what Bella said all those years ago and how I wish I could have seen my little girl grow into the strong woman she seems to be now.
We make our way home Carlisle is already waiting for us Esme has armfuls of blankets and Bella is stood of to the side feeling sorry for herself like usual. I try to take her from Jacob but she clings tighter to him so he takes her up to her untouched room and lays beside her while Carlisle checks her over. I turn to leave the room and I here my little girl whimper in her slumber but she doesn't need me anymore she has Jacob now.
That is until I turn around and hear her whisper " daddy". It's been so long since I've heard her say that.
Keep a lookout for chapters I'm not promising a schedule but keep your eyes peeled xx