SOUL pov
After I told maka to go home,I stood in front of the opened door, dumbfounded
Black star..i still love you,y'know..and I can't live without you too..i'm sorry because of my selfishness..I make you like this..if I know it would be like this..I really regretted it..
black star..I'm so sorry..
now..my friends..they're all crying..because I broke our precious black star's heart..It's all my fault..I feel like a piece of shit now..if only I can turn back the time ..I won't do it..
I broke down and brought my knees to my chest..hugging it tightly and cried..why did I'm being such an asshole ?! I cried and cried until my eyes were red and swollen..then I fall asleep unpeacefully..
Black Star Pov
We had already finished our crying session but I heard sniffle sound..and that sound seems like soul..my soulmate..but it's won't be soul..now he has maka..and we don't have any relationship now..I still miss him..I love him..I want him and I need him..he is the one and only for me..soul..
"hey guys..It's already late..we must go home..black star..do you mind if we leave you alone or do you need some company?" it was tsubaki
"no..no..you can leave ..I don't need any company.." i smiled at them..
"oh..okay..bye black star..see you tommorow" after that they leave me alone..oh..how much did i need an alone time
When I was about to lay down..there's someone who is opening my room's door...I hope it was my soul..
And it seems god fulfill my wish..it was soul but..wait..what is he doing here? And his eyes were red and swollen did he cry? Why? Is it because of me? Did he still worried about me? Did he still love me? million thought come accross my mind..
I snapped back to reality when he sat down at my bed..beside me.
"hey.." he called
"h-hey.."
"how do you feel?"
"weird..I feel like I have many feelings right now.."
"is it because of me? You try to kill yourself?"
I looked down but nodded slowly..I heard him sigh..
"why,black star? "
"I think when we were still together, I said that I can't live without you..and now you're not mine..and i just want to die.." I whispered tears started rolling down my cheek..
He caressed my cheek and look into my eyes..how I miss his warmth..
"listen,black star.."
"what?"
"you know what?I hope that I can go back to the time when we broke up..I regret it..I regret every little thing that I have said that hurt you..I'm so sorry..tommorow I will break up with maka..now I know that I can't live with you..black star..I love you and I still..I just hoping that you will forgive me.." he started to cry and my gaze softened
"I..love you too soul..always and forever..And of course I forgive you..I'm sorry that I have shouted at you before.."
"no..black star you don't have to be sorry,it's all my fault.."
"no,soul..I know that you want to be no-" he cut me with a kiss..it didn't last long but it was the true feeling of us..that our love is as strong as back then..
"I love you,starry.." he pecked my cheek again
"love you too,ghosty~.." I laughed..and for the first time in awhile, my laugh is real..
"but you know what starry?" he looked at me
"what?"
"kid,liz,patty and tsubaki hate me so much now.." he pouted..how cutee~~
"eh? Why did they hate you?"
"because That time I broke your heart..I'm sorry starry.."
"no..no..its okay..I will talk with them later..now are you going home or stay with me?"
"of course..stay with my starr~~" I smiled and pecked his lip one more time before falling asleep..and that night,I feel a hand wrap around my waist..and I feel save and peaceful