Hi! So here is a new chapter! Woo-hoo! I know, contain your excitement, lol. But sorry it wasn't up when promised, last night I never got the chance to use the computer again. In addition, today I went back to school so yeah. You guys might hate me after this chapter though but I'll fix it so keep away your pitchforks and torches. But I hope you guys enjoy another installment and I'll talk to you guys later, Bye Bye!
~Cilinity
Austin's POV
I stood frozen, staring at her eyes flutter open and look across at me. I was still frozen in my place with the picture of her and Dallas in between my fingers. She now was just staring at me and a wave of emotions flashed through her eyes. She sighed and walked over to me and crossed her arms, her facial expression telling me she wanted an explanation. "I was looking for you and I was being a snoop and I'm sorry." I said shyly. She shook her head," You should be." I could see disappointment in her eyes. "But, I think we might be a mistake, because apparently you are already in love with someone." I stated, with that, I walked out of her closet and out of her bedroom and then out of her house. When I got home, I then fell face first onto my bed pillows. Then I grabbed my phone, clicked on the notes app, and found the lyrics of a song I heard earlier. I grabbed my guitar from the corner of my bedroom and started playing and singing.
Boston never seemed to be
So lovely in the fall to me
Florida's not so cold
But distance just gets old
Don't you know she is my favorite girl
I want to run away for days with her
And if you promise not to say a thing
Hey maybe we can stay
Maybe we can lay like this forever
Don't you know she is my favorite girl
I want to run away for days with her
And if you promise not to say a thing
I'm gonna buy that girl a diamond ring
I said oooooh
I think I love you
Oooooh
I think I love you ,I love you
My favorite girl
It's funny how love takes you by surprise
And I just didn't know what I was missing 'til you opened my eyes
Hey maybe we can stay
Maybe we can lay like this forever
I'm gonna buy that girl a diamond ring
I said oooooh
I think I love you
Oooooh
I think I love you I love you
My favorite girl
We're in love love love
Love love love
We're in love love love
Love love
(1)
Then I heard my ringtone go off, I hoped it was Ally, but it ended up being Felicity. I sighed and then answered. "What do you want?" I asked in a disappointed tone. "Well…I wanted to ask if you wanted to meet at the gelato shop on 5th and 7th street." She asked in a sickly sweet voice. "Fine." I replied to her." Ok, bye Austin" She said slowly and then the line went dead. I sighed, grabbed my keys to my Chevy Malibu and left.
I saw Felicity at a table right outside of the shop and sat down next to her. She looked a lot different from when we broke up on Friday. Her hair was cut to her waist no longer at her hips; it had big, bouncy curls about on the bottom 5 inches of hair, her bangs swept into her left eye and ended at her jawline, she was wearing a plain, orange t-shirt, a white cardigan, and light skinny jeans, with white vans. Her makeup was neutral, not as crazy as I remember it; she was wearing the white gold rope ring, which was like a promise ring, I gave her for her sixteenth birthday. She actually looked pretty "Ok what did you want?" I asked in between a large spoon full of chocolate gelato. "I want to get back together." She said in a nice tone. I almost chocked on the spoon full of gelato I had just put into my mouth. "Why, I thought you were with Kenton Gregory?" I asked. "Yeah but I figured out that I loved you." She said as she smiled and grabbed my free hand. "I love you too." I Replied. With that, we started to kiss, but all the excitement of having Felicity back, I failed to notice someone walk by. Ally with…Dez? Dez stared at us bewildered and I could see Ally's eyes well up with tears. I just stared at her with a look of absolute shock. She grabbed Dez by the elbow and they ran back to her black car. Her curls bounce against her back as she ran away, her tears falling to the ground as she swiped them out of her face. I turned back to Felicity who looked shocked as well. I threw away our gelato cups and she grabbed my hand as we walked down the street to my car.
Ally's POV
"I cannot believe him! I cannot believe I fell for his stupid act! If I'd known he liked bimbo's like that I would have never got that close to him!" I thought to myself. I was angry. I met Dez who lives a block away and he told me about this awesome gelato place and then I see Austin and that…that….whore. Why me, why do you kill my chances at love god.
I grabbed my guitar, sat in the rocking chair, and opened my balcony door to check the weather because I was meeting Dez tonight for dinner because we left the gelato place before we were able to get anything. I saw Austin and the same red head from gelato shop making out on his bed. "Gross." I said aloud. They didn't even seem to notice they were too busy swapping saliva. I left the door open because there was a cool breeze that was blowing by. I opened my songbook and took a pen from the cup on the table by my rocking chair. I was thinking and then came up with this.
I remember when we broke up the first time
Saying this is it, I've had enough, 'cause like
We haven't seen each other in a month
When you, said you, needed space, what?
Then you come around again and say
Baby, I miss you and I swear I'm gonna change
Trust me, remember how that lasted for a day
I say, I hate you, we break up, you call me, I love you
Oooh we called it off again last night
But Oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you
We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends talk
To my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together
Like ever...
I'm really gonna miss you picking fights
And me, falling for a screaming that I'm right
And you, will hide away and find your piece of mind with some indie record that's much cooler than mine
Oooh you called me up again tonight
But Oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you
We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends talk
To my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together
I used to think, that we, were forever ever ever
And I used to say never say never
Huh, he calls me up and he's like, I still love you
And i'm like, i'm just, I mean this is exhausting, you know
We are never getting back together, like ever
We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends talk
To my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together
We, oooh, oooh, not back together, we
Oh, getting back together
You go talk to your friends talk
And my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together(2)
After I wrote that down in my songbook, I set the guitar back in its place and stepped outside on the balcony. I noticed Austin was alone, sitting on the edge of his bed, his face buried in his hands. I ignored it and walked back inside and into my closet. I decided to wear a black dress. It was entirely sequins and was skin tight, reached just about mid-thigh, and was very sparkly. It had lace partial-bell sleeves that reached my elbows. I decided to wear just patent black platform heels with it. I grabbed a nude purse that had a chain strap to add some kind of color to my almost entirely black outfit. I took a very small curling iron and curled my hair with that, so my hair reached about an inch below my jawline. I pinned one of the sides back with a French braid and let my bangs hang jaggedly into my eyes. I stepped out into the balcony area, I guess Austin must have seen me because he looked up at me and his jaw dropped. I rolled my eyes toward him, went back inside, and locked the balcony doors. I walked out of the front door and said goodbye to my dad.
When I got to the door of my car, Austin was standing in front of it blocking it. "Move" I said harshly. "Why." He said. "Because I have somewhere to be." I replied in a fake kind voice. "You look beautiful." He said. "Yeah I know, I'm meeting someone." I stated while I lifted my eyebrows, annoyed. "Who?" He asked curiously. "A guy name Dez." I stated back. He looked at me a little angrily. "You're going on a date with my best friend?" He asked with anger and annoyance in his voice. "I guess so; he treats me right and doesn't go and start playing tonsil hockey with some bimbo." I spat at him. "She wasn't a bimbo, she's my girlfriend." He said taking a pause while enunciating 'girlfriend'. "Well there you go, and by the way, Dallas wasn't my boyfriend, he broke up with me before I moved, so you would've had a chance because I did love you, but those feeling are out of the window, including any type of future of us being any type of friends." I replied with tears in my eyes. With that, he walked away with his hands in his pockets and his head down. I opened my car door and started up, and pulled out of the driveway, while Austin stared sadly through the driver's side window.
Austin's POV
"I screwed up, big-time." I thought to myself as I walked through my front door. I passed my parents and sulked up the stairs. "She loved me…she doesn't want anything to do with me anymore." I felt like crying. I can't believe I broke Ally's heart. I sat in one of the chair in the corner of my room and felt the tears make their way down my cheeks. My mom walked through the door; she probably heard my weeping while she was folding laundry. "What's wrong Austy?" she asked as she pulled up the other chair next to me. "I messed up big-time." I replied to her." What did you do Austin?" she asked sternly. "Ok it's a really long story." I told her. She nodded and I told her about everything: Ally moving here, our kiss, how I loved her, Felicity, and then what had happened not even an hour ago. At the end when I was repeating what Ally had said I was in tears, bawling my eyes out into my mom's pink and white argyle cashmere sweater. She hugged me, kissed my forehead, and told me goodnight. I wonder how Ally's night with Dez went. Before I went to bed I grabbed my guitar and stepped the balcony, sat in the chair I kept out there and sang.
I don't wanna be left
In this war tonight
Am I alone in this fight?
Is anybody out there?
Don't wanna be left left in this world behind
Say you'll run to my side
Something 'bout mary
Never won a pageant
Never felt pretty
Never looked like cameron
Diaz was her last name
Always been abandoned
Keep your head up
Baby girl this is your anthem
There goes hannah
Showin' off her banner
Rocking that crown
Make them boys go bananas
When you're insecure about yourself
It's a fact
You can point a finger
But there's three pointing bac
I can see her crying out, yeah
Is there anybody out there?
She's really counting on your love
Still struggling uphill
But you act like you don't care
Right now she could really use a shoulder
Hanging onto the edge til it's over
She's crying for your love tonight
Loneliest heart to survive, she said
I don't wanna be left
In this war tonight
Am I alone in this fight?
Is anybody out there?
Don't wanna be left left in this world behind
Say you'll run to my side
Is anybody out there? yeah, yeah, yeah
Is anybody out there?
(somebody, anybody)
His name was adam
When his mom had him
Dad was a phantom never took a look at him
Grew up mad and antisocial
Hated outdoors, always in playing madden
Adam was lonely
Drugs were the only
Way out of his own life
Now he's slowly losing his fire
Close to retire
With one last hope he puts his arms up higher
I can see him crying out, yeah
Is anybody out there?
He's really counting on your love
Still struggling uphill
But you act like you don't care
Right now he could really use a shoulder
Hanging onto the edge til it's over
He's crying for your love tonight
Loneliest heart to survive, he said
I don't wanna be left
In this war tonight
Am I alone in this fight?
Is anybody out there?
Don't wanna be left left in this world behind
Say you'll run to my side
Is anybody out there?
If you feel the way I feel
Like you've been talking to yourself
Well this one's for everyone who's felt invisible
Lonely in a crowded room
Searching for someone like you
Can't do it all alone (no one can baby)
Can't do it all alone (no one should baby)
Is anybody out there?
(somebody, anybody)
Is anybody out there?
I'm right here for your
Is anybody out there?
I don't wanna be left
In this war tonight
Am I alone in this fight?
Is anybody out there?
Don't wanna be left left in this world behind
Say you'll run to my side
Is anybody out there? yeah, yeah, yeah
I don't wanna do it all alone
I need your love to take me home
No one said you should be all alone
I'm right here
Is anybody out there?(3)
I looked up and gasped to see a straight hair Ally, wrapped up in a towel walk out onto her balcony. Her hair was wet and slicked back by her comb and she was wrapped in a towel. I was guessing she took a shower. She sat on the metallic silver chair she kept out on the large balcony and traced the stars with her finger. She stopped at one in particular. That's when I heard her very quiet voice say "HI mom" and she started crying." What happened to her mother? Was she ok? I wondered to myself, until I heard a strange scratching noise. It was her chair scoot back and she looked over at me sulking in the corner of my balcony with my guitar. She smiled slightly, sighed and retreated inside. When she returned she was in what looked like volleyball shorts, a long sleeve t-shirt and slippers. She had a notebook in her hand, wrote something on it, and held it up for me to read. It said, "I liked your song" she was playing around on the hem of her shorts. "Thanks" I replied. She flipped the page, "You're welcome, Austin do you hate me after what I said?" I answered to her after thinking for a minute. "No I deserved it, I feel inside like I used you." Again, she flipped the page. "I love you, Austin." I stared at her for a while to comprehend what I just read. She sighed after I didn't answer and went back inside. She locked the door and covered it with her curtains. I jumped from my balcony to hers, because they weren't very far apart. I knocked on her balcony doors. She slid the curtains back and opened the door. As soon as her hand moved away from the door handle, I grabbed her face and kissed her passionately and deeply. After about a second, she kissed me back and put her arms around my neck. I had my arms around her waist. We kissed like that for about 20 minutes and it felt like heaven. I felt like I had just died and gone to heaven. Her mouth tasted like, cotton candy and her lips were soft. She broke away first and was breathing heavily and deep. She smiled at me and pecked my check. "Goodnight Austin." She said with the sweet smile that I missed seeing on her. "Goodnight Ally." I replied while she closed the door and slid the curtains back. I jumped back to my balcony, picked up my guitar off the ground, and set it back in its stand in my bedroom. I locked up the balcony doors and slid the dark blue curtains back over the doors. I flopped down on my bed. My ringtone went off on my phone. My smile turned to a frown. The caller ID read 'Felicity'. "Uh-Oh" I thought aloud. I answered "Hey Felicity". "Hey Bunny Cakes, what's up?" she asked. "Umm, I think we should break up." I heard her scoff and then the line went dead." I'm in for it tomorrow aren't I?" I asked no one. I flopped back down on my bed and started thinking. "Does this make me and Ally a couple?" I thought to myself. Anyway, School is going to be torture tomorrow because I have an awesome girl who I just finally have to like me again, and a girl I hate. Oh man, my life sucks. Then my eyes closed and everything went dark as I slept restlessly.
So I hope you guys loved it because I loved writing it. Please review and give me your input on what should happen next because I want to hear your wonderful ideas too. New chapter will be up soon I promise. Thanks to the people who have already reviewed or followed or put it in your favorites! Love Ya! Bye Bye!
~Cilinity