dear loyal readers,

i have decided i need a MAJOR break from writing. now i know some of you think this is silly as i'm not a very amazing writer but the thing is unlike other writer's i have no one to bounce ideas off of but myself which can get very boring and rather taxing. and as of recent i have gotten a job so i can not think about thease stories for hours on end like i used to and refine the ideas, that and sometimes i feel my story go unnoticed and i used to be alright with that, but sometimes when people give me only a tiny amount of feedback i don't feel inspisered to do anything with it (not trying to make a Jab at ANY of my loyal readers.)

see when i frist started i had the mindset 'i don't care if anyone likes it or hates it i'm gonna keep writing anyway'but as i metioned in the frist chapter of this story Arare always became bored of things, and i feel myself following that path at the moement, the more i got into the story the more i became to care about whats others thought of it. (and i know this isn't thhe best archive to do that in) and as of recent that care has become more apprent, the care to be noticed eats away on my mind as i write and it almost hurts so i don't know what i'm going to do.